Hunting…..
When I reached they were standing in in the center of the forest. I started moving near to them. I felt Carlisle tensing up. So I stopped.
"Just follow your instincts", Esme encouraged me. I smiled liked a little boy at the both of them and moved a step back from them.
Then I closed my eyes and let my vampire instincts take over and then I felt the warm beating of blood of a herd of deer. I opened my eyes and suddenly felt moving toward it and jumped on it and I bit its neck and drank its blood.
It didn't taste as good as human blood but I felt relief washing over me and drank it fully. I dropped the the dead animal and took off to the next. I drank mostly more than 10 deer. I hid the body away and then I felt myself in a normal. For the first time after many years I felt myself again.
Every time I drank human blood I felt their pain when drinking and I knew this was better than killing human.
After hiding the carcass of deers I went back to them. That was when I noticed that I was all alone. They were gone. Rejection and sadness started flowing through me. I felt myself again alone. I felt my non beating heart breaking again.
I didn't have the chance to thank them. I could also track them but I didn't want to go them because I knew they don't want me.
How could they want me? I am the one who attacked them for no reason. I am the monster here.
Then I felt someone coming towards me. Then it hit. It was the Carlisle and Esme. They came back.
I felt so happy that I stood there just by looking at them. I started feeling hope and relief of my own. I felt happiness and pity radiating from Carlisle who looked like a fatherly angel person. I felt love and kindness radiating from the motherly goddess woman. They kept a space between me.
"For a moment there we thought we lost you. Here are some clothes….I mean your clothes…uh... its pretty torn up…. Well you could change into this dress." Esme told.
"We'll give you some privacy" Carlisle told.
I didn't know what happened but I just ran towards the woman and hugged her like I used to hug my mother. I felt both of them tensed up. Carlisle snarled at me and kept a hand on my shoulder. I instantly moved backward and raised my hands upward to tell them I mean no harm.
"I am sorry…..I didn't…..I just…uh…I didn't mean any harm." I told them. I was afraid that they would leave me alone. I felt my heart breaking again.
Then Esme came forward and hugged me. I tensed up a bit as I was not expecting that. Then I loosened my stance and hugged her back. She just hugged like my mother. I remembered only some memories of human time. Hugging my real mother was one of them.
"Thank you….. Momma" I told her without thinking.
Instantly I was shocked. I felt shock from both the vampires. I moved back from her.
"I mean….uh….I am sorry…..I just ah…..Thank you for the clothes…..I'll just change…" I took the clothes from Esme politely and went to change myself behind the trees.
I could see they were both shocked by my response. I heard them talking. Even though I could hear the talking, I didn't want to listen. It felt like intruding. So I ran up a few more miles away from them where there was a waterfall so that I could take a dip in the water. To be exact I took At least 5 to 6 miles away from them so that I could not hear them talking. As a matter of fact if I concentrate on them too much I could hear what they would be talking. But I didn't want that. Instead I concentrated on my task here. I kept the dress under a tree and then began to take off my clothes.
I stood stark naked and then wind blowing hit me made me shiver not because of the cold but of the touch that I haven't had for ages. So I took a deep breath and jumped into the water. I could feel the coldness of water. I felt like having some more time in the water but I wanted to go back to the 2 angels who showed me a new way of living as fast as possible. I was also afraid that they would disappear. I got out of the water and moved toward the tree where my new dress is kept.
The dress they gave was a bit fancy. I wondered whose dress this might be. I didn't think of it was a big deal and I put on the dress even though it felt disorienting it felt nice to be covered. It was way too much bigger than me. I made myself comfortable and made my hair proper and then I went to the people whom I considered my angels before they disappeared. But what I saw was worse than disappearing stuff.
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