Missing

Haruhi's pov: Hikaru had broken me. I was never going to be the same. The first week I comepletly went into depression. I didn't talk to anyone. I stopped eating, I stopped sleeping. Nobody could tell what was wrong with me. Finally, after that first week, they asked me,"What's wrong?" I wanted to get up and point a finger at Hikaru but then I would see Kaoru. "I'm just tired...don't worry about it," I'd say. The worst part was they belived me. Hikaru avoided me comepletly. What I couldn't understand was why I wanted him to approach me. He was my best friend...Even before Kaoru...How could he? I would smile for Tamaki and only for him. I wanted to close my eye's in front of him though...I was afraid he would see the truth in them...Everyday I got worse...and worse...Soon even Tamaki was giving up on me. Then one particular night I made a horrible mistake. Tamaki had invited me over to his house. He was my fiancee, so it was alright. Right? I don't remember exactly how we ended up in front of his bedroom door. I remember the click of his door locking. Somehow he pinned me on his large bed. My heart slowed. No...My mind went back to the Christmas party... "Stop...," I whispered as he kissed my neck. "...Haruhi, don't be scared...," Tamaki mumbled. He grabbed my wrist. "Don't touch me!" I yelled. Tamaki got off of me and stared. I shook violently. "Haruhi...I'm sorry...did I hurt you?" Tamaki asked. I shook my head, bursting into tear's.

"Haruhi! What's going on? Tell me!" Tamaki asked stroking my face. "I looked up at him tear faced. "...you would never forgive me...," I cried. "Haruhi please tell me!" Tamaki begged. Tamaki let go off me and stood staring. A long silence. "...I cannot do this anymore...I don't know why...you've changed...I don't even know if I love you anymore," Tamaki whispered. I looked up at him. A single tear slipped down his cheek,"I'm sorry Haruhi..." I smiled at him before leaving him alone in his room. I ran out of the large mansion into the heavy rain. I threw my highheel's off. Leaving them behind. I ran, my tear's silently falling with the rain. I slipped and fell into a puddle of water. I looked at my reflection in the dirty puddle. How diffrent I was...Suddenly another reflection joined mine. My heart raced and I jumped up beggining to run. I was too slow. He grabbed me by the waist, stuffing a cloth in my mouth. My eye's watered as the smell and taste seeped through. My vision blurred. My muscle's numbed. My eye's fluttered. I gripped his shirt with the little force I could manage. "...close your eye's...," Hikaru told me before I passed out.

I opened my eye's slowly. My vision shifted before I finally saw where I was. It was familiar...What happened? I looked around , I was in a church? I slowly got up. Rain poured as I realized it was night. This church...Hikaru...It all crashed down on me just as I hear his voice in the dark. "You can scream..." I swallowed and stepped back. No...not again...Hikaru stepped out of the dark and smiled innocently. "I'm not going to hurt you...," He told me. I began yelling. He grabbed my arm and pulled me into an embrace. "Why are you soo scared of me?" Hikaru asked silently. "You...your a monster...you...you ruined me!" I cried. "Stop! I love you!" Hikaru whispered. I shook my head,"No...your obsessed with me...," I replied sadly. Hikaru crashed his lip's with mine. I hated the fact I loved it. I pulled away, disgusted with myself. "Goodbye," I mumbled, walking away. Hikaru pushed me against the wall, his face a breath away from mine. He trailed a cold finger from my neck to my waist. The flimsy dress I wore didn't help the occasion. Memories flooded in. My heart ready to die. I trembled as he kissed my cold lip's. I wanted to give in. I had nothing to lose anymore...Hikaru led his hand up my leg, the skirt of my dress riding up. I felt horrible...kill me when your done, I thought. Suddenly a phone rang. Hikaru broke his kiss, putting his forehead on mine. We let it ring...not caring who's cellphone it was.

Hikaru reached into my pocket and answered the phone. "Hello?" Hikaru muttered. "Hikaru...?" It was Tamaki. My blood went cold. "What do you want?" Hikaru growled. "Where's Haruhi?" Tamaki demanded. "She's in bed," Hikaru said hotly. "Hikaru...," Tamaki warned. "Don't worry I'll take good care of her," Hikaru whispered. "Tell her I love her," I heard Tamaki cry. I stared. Hikaru threw the cellphone to the floor. "Let me go...," I begged quietly. Hikaru kissed my forehead,"You are mine...," he mumbled. I watched as he pulled out a small box from his pocket. He opened it to reveal a golden ring with an emrald the color of his eye's. He slipped off Tamaki's diamond ring from my finger, throwing it to the ground. He slipped the gold ring on my finger. Tear's fell from his lifeless eye's. "Now we will be together forever...," he whispered.


kaoru's pov: I could tell something was wrong. From the way Hikaru and Haruhi acted. The overpowering gaze Hikaru had on her. The fear in Haruhi's eye's. And somehow Tamaki and Haruhi broke up, canceling the life they've wanted soo long. Something happened...something bad...I watched as Haruhi and Hikaru slowly deteriorated...slowly breaking...and I was going to find out what happened.


Haruhi's pov: I was falling...It came to the point where I coulcn't live without him...He was everything...I would rather feel pain than nothing at all... One particular day I ran into Tamaki. "...your marrying Hikaru...," he had whispered. "Yes," I replied tonelessly. "...i know you don't love him...Haruhi If he's hurting you, tell me!" He demanded. "He's not hurting me!" I yelled back harshly. "Haruhi, please, I can't stand it...what are you hidiing?" Tamaki screamed. I whipped around staring him in the eye's. "He raped me," I whispered in an inaudible voice.


woooooo! Another bad chapter!

what will tamaki do?

who know's?

hmmmm tell me how much this sucked and u can punch Hikaru in the face!

I don't own any Ouran, yea, sad.