Hey You all sorry for the delay kinda got sidetracked, but yeah i just wanted to say...i love you all...i asked for like 5 and got like 18. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! Anyways i hope you like this chapter.
Lady KCassandra: LOL No way would i end it on the second chapter...if i were a reader I'd be like..."HOLLY hell you ruined the story" Heh i dont want people doing that...lol.
dark hanyou kagome: Oh heavens yes there will be love in this story i myself LOVE Inu/kag pairing so thats what is going to be in this story along with Mir/San.
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Perfect
By Pepperikeys
Chapter 3
Lies
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Blinded by negative words
The voice demands she begin to purge
To bad she could never fight the urge.
-Stephanie (kinda bad)
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At that moment i was ashamed. Ashamed at the fact i got caught, ashamed of what i got caught doing but most of all i was ashamed at the fact i was going to lie.
I wish i could go back in time, get myself out of the burning hell i had entered, tell myself to just ignore the voices lies, i wish i could tell myself that it would be WAY over my head.
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Blue eyes met striking violets, those eyes that held confusion and concern.
The trees around the two swayed back and forth in the crisp winter air, the silver moon dimmed as a cloud covered it, only to return seconds later.
"Kagome?" His voice was but a whisper. His clothes rustled swiftly as he stepped from the bush.
"Please dont tell Inuyasha, Miroku please." Her eyes snapped shut in a silent pray 'Please agree, oh please agree.'
"Are you alright Kagome? You dont look so good." He looked at her sleepily almost in a daze. His black hair was slightly rugged and nappy from sleep and his movements were jerky.
Lie, your good at it!
"I'm just...not really feeling well Miroku its nothing big." Her midnight blue eyes drifted to her feet, ether in shame or the fear of him seeing the truth in her eyes. "I dont want Inuyasha to worry about me, he has enough to worry about anyways." She added.
She dug the tip of her shoe into the soft ground creating a crescent in the earths dirt. 'I dont know what to do anymore..." She didn't feel like herself anymore she felt more like a doll then anything.
Miroku let out a loud yawn, his left hand quickly raised and tried to smother the sound. His eyes searched around before returning to her.
"Oh i understand, but i do get the feeling you are keeping something from me." He raised a black eyebrow almost as if he were expecting her to just come out with what he was wondering.
She stood there staring at him with a blank face. She was tired and really wanted to go to sleep, but she wanted to make sure that this little "Incident" stayed between the two of them and she would stay up as long as it took to make sure that happened.
"I wont tell him ok, if that's what you want i mean." He said interrupting her thoughts.
Ok so that wasn't so hard. She knobbed her head at him and flashed him a smile, it was a fake smiled but that didn't matter as long as they all believed it then it was fine.
Your so stupid! You almost got caught, god you should be more careful next time!
'Im sorry i didn't know he was there. Your right i should be more careful.' She tilted her head down in disappointment as she slowly dragged her feet passed Miroku, stopping long enough to mutter a thank you.
"Now why was i out here again?" Miroku asked himself taping his finger on his chin in thought. "Oh yes nature calls." With that he stumbled further into the forest.
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Strands of black hair flowed in the wind as the young girl jogged back to camp, her feet hit the ground with a soft thump, sometimes splashing into a small rain puddle as she went. It was winter which ment it was beginning to rain some but soon that would be replaced by snow, wasn't that exciting?
She needed to get back to camp before a certain golden eyed boy found her missing from her sleeping bag, if he did discover she was gone all hell would brake loose.
You may have got caught and all but your idea was smart, i give you credit for that. The voice praised
She didn't know no whether to be grateful for the voice or disturbed. Didn't people say that hearing voiced was a sign of insanity? Even people in feudal Japan know that. Was she going crazy? There were so many question un answered.
'Who...what are you?' She asked the voice in her head.
Hearing voices in your head were bad but actually talking back to them must be worse. Maybe she was crazy...it was a possibility right?
Come on "Kags" have you no figured it out yet?
Kags, that was the nick name her father used to use before...before he you know 'left'. Ever sense then she would never let anyone call her that and if they did she would have a fit over it saying something about never hearing that come out of anyone's lips but her loved fathers.
She herd the voice sigh in her head almost sadly.
Im you, get the point your me and im you...well kinda im that voice you hear in the back of your head when you cant decide something or something like that, ether way im you.
Its words made sense to her. She knobbed her head in understanding.
She let out a breath and watched a puff of white smoke flout from her mouth. It was beginning to get colder.
She had finally made it back to camp, and before Inuyasha woke up to.
She began tip toeing over to the laid out sleeping bag quietly so she wouldn't wake up the hanyou from his light sleep which he didn't get often.
She slowly made her way to the tree Inuyasha was sleeping in, Her Blue eyes drifted up towards one of the highest branches were he usually sleeps.
As expected a glimpse of red could be seen high above,. She looked at his face which looked slack and innocent as he slept.
Her eyes lingered on his face a bit longer, before they slide further up landing on a pair of fluffy white dog ears.
You know Kagome, he's really REALLY hot.
Her eyes slanted at the voices comment slightly blushing due to the fact she agreed with the voice.
With a shake of her head she began working the muscles in her legs again and walked past the tree still on her toes. Kaede's hut was only a few feet away from her.
She let out a sigh as she walked up the 2 or 3 steps of the hut, not noticing the two glowing gold eyes as they watched her.
Once she was in the hut she walked to her rolled out sleeping bag that was currently occupied by a small ball of furry also known as Shippo.
Dropping down onto her knees beside the bag with a thump as her skin hit the wood below her. She reached out her small slime hand and unzipped the sleeping bag.
She lazily slid her long legs into the warmth of the cotton inside she let out a sigh of pleaser, finally getting a brake from the bitter cold wind
"Where did you go?" Her head snapped in the direction the voice came from.
Standing there in the door way was Inuyasha, his arms tucked into the sleeves of his kimono top in a gruff jester, his feet crossed at his ankles as he leaded against the side of the wall for support. His silver hair was highlighted by the moons bright shine giving him a angelic look and his eyes seemed to glow in the dark as they looked at her.
I repeat he is really hot...wait take that back he is sexy!
Kagome ignored the voice but still couldn't stop the blush from gracing her cheeks 'She's right, he is.' she thought.
She turned her head away in embarrassment. She shouldn't be thinking that way.
"Where were you Kagome?" He stepped towards her sleeping bag.
"Bathroom?" She didn't mean for it to sound like a question, that's just how it came out.
Mentally she kicked herself for the slip up.
Inuyasha glanced at her with a longing look. 'What i would give to be with her, but then there's Kikyo and everything else there's no way.' His hands formed fists in anger, and he closed his eyes trying to block out the pain that seemed to enter his heart.
"Inuyasha, i went to the bathroom." She repeated slightly tilting her head. 'He seems like he was in deep thought.'
Inuyasha blinked his eyes open before shaking of his thoughts. "Yeah i herd you the first time, wench." He lifted his nose into the air and took a sniff at it.
The scent of cherry blossoms and lavender drifted into his nose along with the scent of wood, Shippo, and another scent that he recognized.
It was a lie, that was the other scent he was getting from her 'She's lying?' He took another sniff at the air, yeah..it was still there.
"Alright Kagome sure." He looked down at her, his eyes set on her pale face "Night." He muttered before pulling his gaze from her face and turning to leave.
Her slim arm snapped out fast and gripped his arm firmly, Inuyasha's golden eyes flashed to the door slightly before he stubbornly turned his gaze over his shoulder.
Kagome focused on the ground in front of her, why had she done that? nervously she gnawed at her bottom lip.
Her black hair flowed crossed her face creating a curtain around her and her grip tighten slightly. "Inuyasha?" His ears turned towards her trying to catch her soft words.
"I dont feel well, i feel sick." She tilted her head to the side slightly clearing her vision. "Can you please stay with me, in here? Just for to night." She added still gripping his wrist.
The hanyou gave a slow knob before slipping behind her in the sleeping bag. He moved her so that her ear was placed above his heart, and sat with his back against the wall. His lips parted as he sighed contently.
It was warm and she was surrounded by his scent of rain forest and something else muscular. Maybe she wasn't Kikyo, but still she could do this with him.
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Miroku strolled back into camp, humming a strange tune. Yup what a happy monk he was.
He quickly walked into his own hut and slid under the large sleeping bag next to Sango.
Smiling down at his wife gently, he leaned over and placed a soft kiss on the forehead of his sleeping love. "Sleep well my love, see you in the morning." With that he laid down and drifted off to join her in dream land.
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The next morning the group woke up and gathered around the fire.
Inuyasha was the first to wake up and out of boredom he rudely woke up the monk, who groan out a slurred objection.
Shortly after miroku woke up Kaede awakened and began cooking there morning meal.
followed by Sango and Kagome who woke in a grumpy mood.
Now the four sat around a fire waiting for the food to be done. "Kagome!" Came a high pitched voice from inside the hut.
"Were outside Shippo!" She called back as she stared into the fire.
The small boy ran out of the hut and took the empty set next to the young miko.
Kaede grabbed a few wooded bowls and filled them with stew. "The food is ready, ye all should eat." She announced handing the filled bowls to the group.
"That's nice Kaede, but im not hungry." Kagome said when she was handed a bowl, her gaze remand on the fire but she let a small smile grace her lips in a slight thanks.
'She's lying again, i can smell it shes starving.' Inuyasha thought as he stared at her strangely.
Letting out a sigh Kagome glared deeper into the fire.
Let the lies begin The voice teased gaining another sigh from the black haired girl.
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Uhhhh yeah not a very good chapter at all...but think of it as a filter it'll help me get back on track so like...ill be updating in about 2-3 days with a better one i promise so dont be disappointed with the story. Any who please keep reading and review! 5 reviews and i update.!! Well TTFN. BYE!!!
