At last! After few months of absence, I am back! I was able to write a conclusion to my story. Hoping for some to read this.
It's too early before the crack of dawn but near too late to let her know how I feel.
After I woke up, I still lie down on my bed and paused for a while.
Suddenly…
I stood up from my bed and went out of our house in my pajamas. I could not think of anything else but only her, my onee-sama the most important treasure is to be taken away from me today! I ignored the darkness to where I was running. I'm afraid of the dark but my courage is stronger than my fear. How I wish I could run as fast as the speed of light. I don't care anymore on how will she react nor will I wait for her to respond. I just want her to know before she marries Suguru.
Tired and out of breath, I reached the dwelling place of Ogasawara family. I entered their house without second thoughts. My body proceeded swiftly than my mind and before I recognized, I was already in one-sama's room.
She sat down on her bed. She looked at me with her usual expression, calm and those cold eyes were still the same. "Yumi", she called. She carefully takes few steps and feels my face. Her hands were smooth and warm, "I dreamt about you last night and I thought I was still dreaming until now."
"Onee-sama", I can hardly believe that I got to see her before sunrise. All that's left is to tell her.
I pull myself up and solemnly glanced at her, "I-I love you." I looked deeply into her eyes. "I know what I'm doing right now is selfishness but-"
She laid her finger to lock my mouth. She smiled lightly and held me close, "It's alright, Yumi. Say no more." She held me tighter and whispered, "I love you too."
My tears pour from my eyes. I know she meant the other way. "Yumi, always remember that even I marry Suguru, we'll always be together." I cried even more on the inside.
"I will be your one-sama and you are my little sister forever."She added, "Someday, the right person will find and will love you the way you expected it will be."
She let go of me from her arms. I was speechless. It was like the thorn pulled out from my heart bears so much pain. "I wish you happiness, Onee-sama."
Finally, I was released. I knew this would happen. It's over. I can start a new beginning now, and I will be happy someday…someday.
THE END
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