It's been a weak now since Blaine's heard the news. A week since Kurt and him sat in his car clinging to each other and crying for what seemed like hours. A week since Blaine's world came crashing down around him.
It feels weird thinking about it, thinking about Kurt's leukemia. It seems unreal to him, something his mind conjured up and he'll wake up the next day realizing all of this was a dream. That his Kurt doesn't really have cancer, that the boy he loves with all his heat is perfectly fine. That none of this is actually happening and that they're still going to New York in the fall and that everything is just great.
Kurt will be a star on Broadway and Blaine will be a chart topper and together they'll tour the world. That eventually Blaine will get down on one knee and propose to Kurt; something cheesy and romantic like on top of the Empire State Building. That in the future when they're settled down a bit they'll adopt a couple of kids. They'll be dads together.
He keeps thinking about how they'll grow old together. All of their friends will be jealous and wish to have what they have. They'll live Happily Ever After and prove that true love exists.
Well that's what Blaine had imagined for their future, but now he's not so sure if it's going to happen. Now he has to consider other possibilities. Every time he thinks about the perfect future he had planned in his head his heart breaks a little bit more.
Because Blaine's a lot of things, but an idiot is not one of them. He knows what happens to people with leukemia. He's seen the movies and read the books and heard stories on medical shows. He knows people die from this all the time. He knows Kurt could –
No. No no no no no.
He's not going to say that because that is not what's going to happen. He can't live without Kurt. Kurt is his everything and he can't afford to lose him. They'll fight this together. Kurt will be one of those people who talk about beating cancer, an inspiration to the other kids like him. Blaine will just stand back in awe at how strong his boyfriend is.
Yeah, that's what's going to happen. This will only be a slight bump in the road. They'll get through this together and come out even stronger than before. Nothing can keep them apart.
But in the back of his head Blaine knows that is will be a lot more than just a "bump in the road".
A/N: I know this was short too, but I felt like it needed to be an individual chapter and I didn't want to drag it out just to make it long. The next chapter might be up tonight, but if it's not it'll definitely be up tomorrow.
