Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto

Addicted To My Life
By
KairiBloom

Chapter Three: Don't you wish you were dead like me?
Sasuke..

She fills my bed with gasoline
You think I wouldn't notice
Her mind's made up
Her love is gone
I think someone's trying to show us a sign
That even if we thought it would last
The moment would pass
My bones will break and my heart would give

Sasuke pushed Sakura up against the bedroom wall of her small apartment kissing her neck roughly, lifting her legs he positioned himself in between them and wrapped them around his waist. She slid her hands up his back running them through his hair, eyes closed moaning softly.
He trailed kisses up her neck leaving red marks where he sucked lightly, capturing her lips with his, he slid his tongue inside her mouth.
He turned around quickly pushing her back onto the bed, while swiftly removing his trench coat and white tank top. He knelt on top of her smirking as she brought herself up to meet his lips with hers.

And I remember the day when you left for Santa Monica
You left me to remain with all your excuses for everything
And I remember the time when you left for Santa Monica
And I remember the day you told me it's over

Lightly he traced his hand up her thigh and under her grey mini skirt, causing goosebumps to appear on her skin. His other hand held himself above her, as to not much to much wait down. He gently started to trace the outside of her clit, letting her know what he was going to do before he slowly pushed one of his fingers inside causing her to gasp and bring her hands to his back.
Moon light gleamed off his pale back as she left light pink scratch marks trailing down. When she eased up he inserted another finger causing her to gasp again. Her back arched towards his touch. He pulled his fingers out slowly bringing them up to his mouth, and licked them off. Sakura watched intently. Then he reached down and pulled her skirt off, as well as her pink panties

It hurts to breathe
Well every time that you're not next to me
Her mind's made up
The girl is gone
And now I'm forced to see
I think I'm on my way
Oh, it hurts to live today
Oh and she says "Don't you wish you were dead like me?"

He pulled his pants off and positioned himself above her, slowly rubbing his penis along her opening. He started to push himself in causing her arms to fly back to his shoulders and grasp them hard leaving nail marks where they dug in. She groaned in pain and he pushed himself further in. He grunted as he forced himself to not ravage her as he felt the need to fuck her forcefully. He squeezed his lips together as he watched her face, waiting for the pained look to disappear.
Once gone he started at a slow rythum, Sakura moaned and arched her back again towards him allowing him to go in deeper. he moaned as his eyes rolled back and he lost all self control.
Sweaty and heated he pulled out of her quickly and flipped her around onto her stomach, entering from behind he was able to go deep. Unable to control his lust he pounded into her roughly causing her to cry in Ecstasy. He dug her nails into the side of her waists as he held her ass in the air and continued to do her 'doggy style'.

And I remember the day when you left for Santa Monica
You left me to remain with all your excuses for everything
And I remember the time when you left for Santa Monica
And I remember the day you told me it's over

"Sasuke" she moaned and reached out for the blanket, grasping it tightly in her hands
Closing his eyes he could feel himself close to his limit, he reached for her hair pulling it back causing her to sit up and lean her back against his front. He reached around and under her shirt, grasping her breast, while sucking lightly on her neck. He pumped in and out, trying to hold back a little longer.
Eyes glowing red

I wanted more than this
I needed more than this
I could use of more than this
But it just won't stop
It just won't go away

He pushed her back down roughly groaning as he held himself back, he didn't want this to end just yet. "Not yet" Sakura begged "Don't stop, not yet" was all she was able to get out. Sweat rolled down his toned pale chest and dripped onto her back.

"Ahhh" Sasuke moaned loudly as he quickly pulled out of her and came all over her back. Panting he collapsed beside her, Sakura also fell against the bed, sticky from sweat, breathing heavily. Sasuke smirked as he turned towards her and noticed all the red marks all over her body.
Sasuke's phone started to vibrate loudly from his pants that layed on the floor.
"Yeah?" he said as he answered the phone already knowing who it was
"When do we leave?" Naruto's voice was heard on the other end
"Soon" Sasuke mumbled back and glanced at Sakura as she climbed under her blankets and stared at him curiously
"Ill be waiting" Naruto said before hanging up

I wanted more than this
I needed more than this
I could use of more than this
But it just won't stop
It just won't go away

Sasuke climbed beside Sakura, hugging her back against her chest and kissed her neck lightly. She sighed as she closed her eyes, a smile graced her lips. He also sighed as he played with her hair, waiting for her to fall asleep.
A few hours later Sakura lay asleep, lightly breathing. Sasuke still laid beside her watching her. 'I'm sorry' he thought to himself 'I can't stay'. He slowly got up from the bed not wanting to wake her up and reached for his clothes. Quickly dressing he jumped from the apartment through the window. Without another look he walked away a blank expression fell upon his face, light hit his face as he passed by light posts.

And I remember the day when you left for Santa Monica
You left me to remain with all your excuses for everything
And I remember the time when you left it all behind
And I remember the day you told me it's over

"Sasuke" Naruto mumbled as he walked out from behind a building "Who was she?" he asked curiously, Sasuke didn't let his guard down around just anybody
"Hn" Sasuke shrugged and continued to walk by him
"Does she know you left?"
"No" Sasuke answered flatly
"I see" Naruto mumbled as he walked up to stand beside Sasuke, both of them stared into the darkness, towards what would be their future.

Sakura..

I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
you've built a love but that love falls apart
your little piece of heaven turns too dark

Sakura turned over in her bed expecting another body to be beside her, instead she felt nothing cool sheets met her fingers. Green emerald eyes shot open as she glanced beside her. "Sasuke?" she called out almost expecting him to be in the bathroom, when no reply came she looked sadly at her hands. Slowly she dragged herself out of bed and towards her shower. After she called her friend Ino.
"Ino I need you to do something for me" she sighed sadly
"What?" Ino replied worried
"I'm leaving" Sakura answered

listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

"What?" Ino yelled over the phone "Where?"
"I have to find him" Sakura replied
"Find who?"
"Sasuke"
"The guy you met in the hospital?" Ino asked
"Please Ino, you have to understand how much he means to me" Sakura said as she started to cry
"Alright" Ino sighed "Do you even know where he went?"
"Well.. no.. But I have to try"
"Alright forehead girl, you better come back though"

sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
the precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
they're swept away and nothing is what is seems
the feeling of belonging to your dreams

"I promise" Sakura smiled "Thank you"
After she hung up the phone Sakura ran around her apartment packing a bag and grabbing as much money as she could find. 'I don't know why I'm doing this' Sakura thought to herself as she pulled a pair of black yoga pants on and a long pink sweater 'But for some reason I can't imagine being with out you' She sighed as she walked out of her building, locking the door behind her
"I don't know where you went, but I promise ill find you"

listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

After a few days of walking from village to village Sakura had a lead, she had learned that he was traveling with a blond haired boy that was around the same age as him. As she stopped in one village and asked around, someone had over heard her.
"I know where he is" a cool emotionless voice came from behind her
She turned to see an older man with black hair pulled back into a pony tale, his dark emotionless eyes stared right through her
"You do?" she stuttered in reply
"Yes" he smirked

and there are voices
that want to be heard
so much to mention
but you can't find the words
the scent of magic
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind

"Where?" she replied
"I can take you to him"
"Who are you?"
"I'm his older brother, Itachi"
Sakura glanced at him, right away she had noticed the resemblance but hadn't wanted to say anything. Not knowing that Itachi was actually the reason Sasuke had left, she agreed to go with him to find Sasuke. Not knowing what she had just got herself into.

listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

"Why is Sasuke going from village to village?" Sakura asked Itachi as they walked along a dirt road outside a village
"He's looking to avenge his mother" he answered coolly
"What happened to his mother?" she asked curiosuly
"She was murdered" he smirked at this
"So he's looking for her killer?"
"Yes" he laughed
"What? Do you know where he is?"
"As a matter of fact I do" He stopped walking and turned towards her

Listen to your heart...

"Um, maybe I should just look for him on my own" Sakura said feeling like it was a bad idea going with him
"You don't want to know who killed her?" he asked toying with her
"No.." she yelled and turned to run, not getting very far before Itachi appeared in front of her. Hitting her hard causing her to fly back onto the ground
He walked up towards her smirking "It was me" he said as he knelt beside her, grabbing a fist full of her hair "And now my baby brother is going to watch you die as well"
Sakura shook her head begging him to let her go until her world went black 'Help me Sasuke' was her last thought

I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye