Rachel's POV

I walked to English alone. As I looked behind me, I saw Santana walking with Puck. It broke my heart when I saw them together. I just wish I knew what was up with her…. I took my seat in English, waiting for her to arrive so I could talk to her again.

"Rachel" I looked up, it wasn't her; it was Mr Burns, the teacher. "Can you go and fetch the textbooks from the supply cupboard please."

I nodded, stood up and headed to the door. Standing outside the door, were Santana and Puck. Oh God.

"I can't, I have cheerios..." she said.

"Well you can't still be a cheerleader with a baby in your stomach" she shushed him before he could continue.

I didn't hear anything else; I was too shocked to listen. I didn't notice anything until she turned around. Her jaw dropped when she saw me standing right in front of her.

"The books Rachel?" I nodded again and quickly walked across to the supply cupboard.

I couldn't believe it! She had slept with him! She told me she didn't even love him. The thought of her sleeping with him just disgusted me. What was I going to do, when the girl I was utterly in love with, was having a baby.

When I got back into class, she was sitting at the back of the classroom with her head in her hands. I should go sit with her, put my hand on her shoulder and tell her that everything was going to be okay. But I didn't want to do that, because it wasn't. I had waited for her; she told me she would end things with Puck. Well that plan obviously didn't work out for her did it! It's not like she could do a lot about it now she was pregnant with his baby!

Instead of sitting next to her, I sat next to Kurt at the front of the class. The lesson just seemed to drag on and on and on. I didn't really pay much attention to it though. The only thing that was on my mind was her.

6 months previous (Rachel pov)

She ignored me whenever she saw me. Her barley even made eye contact with me. I couldn't help thinking that what I had done was wrong, and that she didn't have feelings for me. But, she kissed me back. These thoughts lingered in my mind until I could take it no longer. I just had to talk to her.

I sent her a text asking her to meet me at The Lima Bean after school. All she sent back was OK. I suppose it was better than no reply at all.

When the school day finally ended, I went to my car, only to find that standing outside it was Santana.

"Hi" I said cautiously. She didn't say anything, but when I unlocked my car, she got in. She was silent for the whole car journey until we pulled up outside the Lima Bean.

"You haven't told anyone about this have you?" She questioned. I shook my head. "Good"

She got out the car and I followed her. We ordered to iced lattes and took a seat far in the back corner.

"Why did you kiss me" she blurted out before I could say anything.

"I honestly don't know" I lied. Of course I knew why I kissed her. "But if I did know… would it matter anyway. You obviously aren't interested"

"Yes it would matter." She looked around to make sure no one was watching. "Look Rachel..." she was talking quieter now. "I think…. I think I might be… in love..." she stopped. I didn't know what to say. "In love with who? "Please say something."

"I don't know what to say" I told her honestly.

"When you kissed me, it felt right, and I knew as soon as you texted me that day, that my feelings for you were stronger than I was letting anyone believe." I smiled at her and she smiled back.

"So what does that mean for us?" I asked her. I was confused, but happy at the same time.

"I'm not ready for it yet though. I can't openly be in a relationship with a girl, I mean, think about what everyone in school would say" I turned my head away. She didn't want to be with me at all. "Look Rachel... I love you! It's been killing me ever since the day we kissed. No before that! But even more so after because I knew what your lips tasted like and it was all I could think about." She said all this in a voice just over a whisper.

"So what does this mean... for us?" I asked her.

"I'm not ready yet for an open relationship, but that doesn't mean I never will be" she looked around "I'm going to the bathroom." She smiled at me sexily and I knew she wanted me to come with.

I grabbed my bag and followed her into the restroom. It was empty. I lifted her onto the counter and kissed her. Once we started, we didn't stop. I kept on kissing her until the door creaked open. At this point, her legs were wrapped around my waist. We quickly jumped apart.

Sorry for the weird chapter. Don't know if I like it, but wanted to get one up.

Probably won't be another post until Sunday/Monday depends when I have time.

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Oh and I hope I am using the right words... Like I'm English, not American so I'm trying to remember to use (for example) Restrooms instead of toilet and Gas instead of petrol. I hope I'm getting everything right. Let me know if I'm not….

Annie