It had been a couple of days since your and Billy's date night and unexpected fuck session and you were still feeling pretty high from it. That cloud 9 you've been on since first laying eyes on him was now soaring high in the sky. You were finally happy after years of feeling tormented and unwanted by your own family. You weren't sure what happiness felt like as you had never really felt it before, but this feeling you were having since meeting Billy, the butterflies in your tummy, the way he made your heart skip a beat, the way he made you feel special and wanted, the way he made your heart happy just by smiling at you when he see's you, it was something you didn't want to go away. Each and every time you two weren't together made you ache, you wanted to be around him 24/7, be wrapped in his arms, to twirl his curly hair around your fingers, looking deep in his beautiful blue eyes, for your lips to be touching. But that meant being together too much you two would get sick of each other and the bickering would start and you didn't want that to happen. So missing him every day is what you would have been happy with.

One thing that didn't make you so happy was liar's and shit talkers, and that's exactly what Austin was doing to you. Talking shit about you to anyone who had an ear. He was mad at you because you had "cock blocked" him. He was just pouting because you wouldn't fuck him after you and Billy got together. He'd been trying to get in your pants since forever ago but you weren't into him in the slightest because he was nothing but a sleazy douche bag who fucked anything that had a pussy. So he told all his friends that you were a easy lay and that you would do anything to suck a cock and would let any man jizz down your throat. One thing that surprised you was that Billy didn't know about it, since him and Austin were friends. Once Carol told you what Austin was saying about you, you were fuming and you wanted nothing more than to have your hands around his throat, squeezing every last breath out of that cunt fucker. You knew what table he would be sitting at at lunch time so you decided to confront him when he got there.

"Yeah Y/N, Austin's a real fucking dick. I over heard him talking so much shit about you to Tommy, Nick and Logan, it was disgusting. He told them how much of a slut you are and that you loved it when he jacked off on your face and your mouth, how you would hold his cum in your mouth and that you would take it up the ass. As soon as I found out, that's when I ran to you and told you. This shit needs to stop before the whole school knows." Carol was saying to you as she ate her french fries.

"Dude, you don't even know how freaking pissed I am right now, I could kill a bitch and I wouldn't even bat an eye. What the fuck is he thinking? He needs to get over the fact that I would never fuck him, not even with a 10 foot dildo! Fuck my blood is boiling, I'm going to….. what?"

Carol nodded her head up at you and pointed across the cafeteria for you to take a look. Austin and Billy had just sat down at their table with their food trays, laughing away. You got up from your spot and walked over there, Billy saw you coming so he got up to give you a kiss and hug when you got to the table.

"Hey princess! What's wrong, you look pissed!" Billy said to you after he gave you a loving kiss.

"Oh yeah, I'm pissed alright." You said through gritted teeth.

"At me? What did I do?" Billy felt a little scared, not sure what he did wrong.

"Oh no babe, not at you. You didn't do anything wrong." You reassured him, cupping the side of his face with your hand. You pivot and glared at Austin.

"I'm pissed at Austin here." If your eyes had lasers, you'd be burning a hole through Austin's skull.

"What? What did I do?" Austin said with a mouth full of food, looking confused.

Your eyebrows shot up at him in surprise. You snapped and swung your hand and smacked him so hard upside his head that your hand started stinging.

"OW! What the fuck bitch!" He spat at you, rubbing the back of his head.

"What the fuck do you mean what, Austin? You know exactly what the fuck is going on. Talking shit and spreading rumors about me behind my back?! What made you think I wouldn't fucking find out about this?" You were so pissed you were yelling, kids all around who heard you were looking in your direction.

"Y/N, what kind of shit is he talking about?" Billy had asked you.

"Oh you know, how much of a slut I am and that I'm a easy lay and how I love to suck dick and let any man blow his load in my mouth and gargle it. Oh and that I take it up the ass." You were looking at Austin while you told Billy what was being said about you. His eyes bugged out and had an "Oh shit" look on his face. "The only reason he's talking all this shit is because I cock blocked him, been cock blocking him since day one. He's just jealous because I let you fuck me instead of him." You stood there and crossed your arms and looked at Billy. Billy had a evil resting bitch face look going on, his hands were clenched together, taking everything he had to not pound Austin's ass in front of everyone.

"You said what about my girlfriend, Austin? And why am I just now finding out about this?" Billy asked him through gritted teeth.

Austin just sat there with utter fear on his face. "Um…well, because I knew you would kick my ass." Austin gulped loudly, bracing himself for any oncoming attack.

"OH YOU BETTER BELIEVE I'M GOING TO KICK YOUR ASS MOTHER FUCKER!" Billy started to lunge at him but you stopped him by pushing him back by his shoulders.

"No no babe. Me first. then you can do what you want to him." You turned to look back at Austin, took a step forward and grabbed him by the collar of his jacket and brought him to your face.

"Listen here you sick piece of mother fucking dog shit. If my name ever comes out of your mouth again, under any circumstance, best know I will fuck your world up! I will make your life a living fucking hell that you would need to hire yourself a bodyguard just to protect yourself from me! I will make sure every single person in this school and all of the other schools in Indiana, know how small of a dick you have and that you can't last over a minute! You will be considered the One Minute Man. Now, I want you to go to those who you talked shit to about me and tell them that none of that stuff was true, that you were upset because I wouldn't have sex with your tiny dick" You paused for a second. "Oh, and one more thing…" With your hands still gripping on his collar, you drag him off the bench and threw him on the ground and punched him in the face couple times and stomped on his junk.

Everyone around you reacted by standing up and clapping and woo hoo-ing you as well as cringing due to the way you had kicked him. Austin laid there, grabbing onto his junk, trying not to cry.

Your nostrils were flaring, huffing and puffing raging through your chest and fire shooting through your eyes. Billy just stared at you shocked, cocking an eyebrow up.

"Holy shit, my sweet girlfriend is a bad ass! You my dear, are not one to be messed with and I fucking love it! Damn, your hot when your pissed!" Billy had a shit eating grin on his face, he was looking at you in a whole new way, with wonder and love sparkling in his eyes. He took a step towards you and gave you a kiss.

"Ha. Why thank you babe. Okay, now it's your turn!" You turned around and walked back to your table and sat down. All that sat at your table were giving you high fives, telling you how awesome that was.

Billy walked over to Austin, bending over to speak to him. "You dude, just got your ass handed to you by a girl, MY GIRLFRIEND! Today is your lucky day!"

Billy grabbed Austin by the arms of his jacket and yanked him up off the ground and grabbed him by the back of collar of his jacket and dragged him out of the cafeteria, down the hallway and out side where he beat the shit outta him, giving him a black eye, bloody nose and a busted lip.

Today was his lucky day!

Billy came back to the cafeteria 10 minutes later, clearly pumped up, hands curled into fists and the look of satisfaction on his face. You see him walking towards you so ran over to him, jumping up on him and wrapping your legs around his waist, cupping his face in your hands lovingly, smiling at him like he was the world and him same to you. He leans in and gives you a hot kiss, tongues darting in each others mouths, lip biting and a bit of moaning. He pulls away to take a look at you again.

"Damn. Look at my girl, all bad ass and shit, kickin the shit outta some asshole. I swear that's the hottest thing I've ever seen! I'd be honored if you kicked my ass like that!" Billy chuckled.

"I'm glad you enjoyed that as much as I did. It felt good. It just goes to show everyone not to fuck with me and talk shit behind my back. I'd never kick your ass, well…unless you deserved it, but I'd tear that ass up in bed though" You wiggled your eyebrows at him and stuck your tongue out between your teeth.

"Too bad we're at school, I'd take you up on that offer right about now. You got me so hot, damnit babgirl, what are you doing to me? You've only been mine for a short while and you got me sprung." Billy said you hungrily, leaning in and taking a hold of your bottom lip in between his teeth and squeezing your ass tighter than he had been while holding you.

"Okay calm down cowboy, people are staring at us. We still gotta few hours of school left, then after that…game on!" You had your fingers intertwined in his curls, tugging on them gently.

"Oh you bet your ass it will be game on!" Billy purr's at you, kissing you again, more passionately this time while letting go of you so you could stand up. You two were interrupted when someone yelled out "GET A ROOM!"
You both threw your heads back and laughed.

"Alright Billy, I'll see you 6th period?" You asked him.

"Can't wait princess." Billy gives you another peck before you two parted your separate ways back to your designated tables. When you sat down, Nancy was starting at you with a huge smile on her face.

"What's wrong with you?" You asked Nancy, giving her a confused look.

"You and Billy are so cute together! You look so happy, the most happiest I've ever seen you. Even though Billy is a royal asshole, but the way he treats you is the exact opposite. It's like your his queen. It melts my heart." Nancy clutched her chest as if to stop her heart from busting through.

"Oh Nancy, don't get all sentimental on me, you're gonna make me gag on my food. But you are right about one thing, we are cute together, aren't we?" You started giggling, Nancy just nodded her head in response to you.

After 6th period ended, you and Billy walk hand in hand to your locker so you could put your books away.

"Hey, you wanna go for a ride somewhere with me?" Billy said, leaning into you, placing his hand on the small of your back.

"Yeah, I'd love to!" You beamed back up at him.

You and Billy take off towards the parking lot, with his arm around your waist, on your way to his Camero. Once there, as he's leaning over to open the door for you, he kisses you on your head and you get in. Billy hops in on the driver side, roaring his car to life, Led Zeppelin screaming on the radio. As you two head through town, you lean your head back on the seat, taking in the views of Hawkins through your window. You turn your head to look at Billy, he looks content, slowly bobbing his head to the music playing. You smile at him, you feel content too. He always made you feel warm inside, every time you look at him, your heart bursts like its over flowing with love. He looked so adorable, you couldn't stand it. You let out a small hum from your throat, admiring his face. Billy looks at you, a small smirk forms on his face.

"What are you humming about baby? Why you staring at me?" He asks, smiling.

You shrug your shoulders. "No reason really. I just like looking at you, like I can't get enough. You just look cute while your driving, that's all." Billy grabs your hand to take into his, he brings it up to his face and kisses the top of your hand. You smile sweetly at him, heart over flowing like a erupting volcano.

"We're almost there." Billy smiling back at you.

Once he pulls in, you recognize it immediately. It was a local park that everyone deemed as "make out park", there was a little area off to the side where you can park at that over looks a small pond that ducks and geese frequent. You shot Billy a look, eyebrow raised.

"Make out park?" You started laughing at him. Of all places he wanted to take to take a drive to, it was this. You shook your head.

"Why not babe? We haven't broke it in yet. They don't call it make out park for nothing." His grin was getting bigger, he was looking at you with lust in his eyes. He leans over to you and puts his hand behind your head to bring you closer to him and starts kissing you. He takes his other hand and places it on your thigh, slowly rubbing up your leg, gripping it once his fingers get to your inner thigh. As he's kissing you, you take off your seat belt and slip off your sneakers, you push him away from you so you could take off your jacket and toss it on the floor of his car and he does the same. You get up from your seat and crawl in the back seat, with Billy following you.

You take a seat behind the passenger side and Billy goes to sit down in the middle, you turn to him to get on top and straddle him, you take off your shirt, slipping your arms out of your bra straps, you pull it down pasts your breasts. Didn't take long for Billy's mouth to find your nipple, eagerly sucking on it pulling at it between his lips, he takes his tongue and swirls it around your nipple and starts flicking at it then going back to sucking on it. He switches to your other boob, repeating the same actions. Your grabbing on to the back of his head, moaning. You bring his head back and start kissing him hard, slipping your tongue in his mouth to play with his, grinding into him, swirling your hips in circles against his growing hard on. Billy unbuttons and unzips your jeans, sliding his hands across your hips and down your ass cheeks and grabbing a handful and squeezing you, bringing you closer to him, digging your thrusts deeper into his hard on. You let out a load moan in his open mouth, he sticks his tongue out as you do yours and both of your tongues are swirling around each other. You get off Billy sitting back down on the seat to take your pants off, with him helping you.

You get back on his lap and start to unbutton and unzip his jeans, you lean up off him while Billy lifts his butt off the seat for you to pull his pants and underwear down to his knees. Sitting back down on him you grab a hold of his hard cock and start pumping it, he lets out a moan, taking his hand, placing it over your mound and starts rubbing it. He slips two fingers in between your pussy lips and starts swirling them against your clit which makes you start jacking him off faster, fingers gripping tighter around his super hard cock, you rub the pad of your thumb over his tip to spread his pre-cum over the head of his cock, going back to stroking his shaft, slowly but keeping a firm grip. Billy lets go of your lips and moans into your neck biting you, while he slips three fingers into your core and starts fingering you, with your mouth hanging open you let out a loud moan, calling out his name.

"Oh Billy, fuck!" Your breathing gets faster and so does your fist pumping his cock.

"You like that baby girl? Your pussy feels so tight around my fingers, your soaking them! I need my cock inside of you now."

You nod your head, pulling his fingers out, he grabs a hold of your hips pushing you off of him while you laid down on the seat. He takes your legs and wraps them around his waist while he takes a hold of his cock and places his tip against your core, teasing you, pushing just a little bit of it in and taking it out and moving it up to your clit and rubbing his tip against it.

"Fuck baby that feels good, don't stop" you moaned out to him, biting down on your bottom lip. Billy smiles at you, rubbing his tip back down to your pussy, he pushes it in ever so slowly, every inch he pushes in, he slips it back out, he kept doing this till he bottomed out on you, he starts pumping you slowly, taking his time so you could feel every inch of his ribbed cock.

"Fuck Billy fuck me please, I'm throbbing!" You yelled out at him.

"Ok princess, you asked for it." Billy starts thrusting his hips hard against yours, fucking you fast. He takes his arms around your thighs lifting your thighs off the seat and starts pounding into you, balls slapping against your ass. Both of you are screaming and moaning, Billy's hard and fasts thrusts are rocking his car from side to side. He takes your legs and puts them over his arms as he leans down and continues to fuck you hard in your pussy. He leans down and takes your nipple in his mouth, sucking on it, moving his mouth to the side of your boob, he takes a mouth full of your skin and sucks on it hard, leaving you with a purple hickey. He leans back up, taking his thumb over your clit and starts rubbing it. Your moaning louder and longer while he pounds the hell out of you.

"Oh god, Billy I'm gonna cum. Fuckkkk" Your cumming just after saying that, screams escaping your throat. Billy thrusts into you hard, grunting as he shoots his load in your pussy, gripping tight around your thighs. Both of your bodies twitch and shudder at the same time, Billy's thrusts falter as he's rides his orgasm out. You take your legs out from over his arms and wrap them around his waist, as he falls onto you, trying to catch his breath. Your big orgasm he gave you had tears falling down the sides of your face. With Billy's head resting on your neck, you grab a hold of his face to make you look at him. He slowly opens his eyes to look at you, tears in his eyes. You grab onto his face and start pecking his lips. He groans into you, wrapping his lips around yours, kissing you softly. You push his face away from yours so you could look at him again.

"I love you, Billy."

Looking into his eyes, Billy's breathing stops and his eyes widen a bit, staring at you. Even though the feeling felt right for you, your stomach dropped at his reaction, thinking maybe it was too soon to be saying the L word. Billy's eyes are looking all over your face, slowly, a smile forms on his face, breathing again.

"I love you too, Y/N."

You smile widely at him, letting out a sigh of relief.

Billy slides off you and you two began to get dressed. You climb over the seat to get in on the passenger side and Billy get's back in the drivers seat. Before he started the car, you grab onto his hand, looking at him.

"I'm sorry I sprung that on you all of a sudden. It just sorta came out. But I feel strongly about what I said. I just don't want you to feel obligated to say it back just because I said it. If you don't feel the same just yet then It's okay, I'm not going to get upset." Billy starts chuckling, giving you a loving look. placing his other hand on top of yours.

"Baby, I do feel the same way about you. I have been since day one. I've been wanting to tell you that I love you for awhile now, but didn't know how you would react to it. It just caught me by surprise when you said it first, I wasn't sure if you felt that way yet. The feeling is strong for me too Y/N. You don't have anything to worry about, okay? I do love you."

You nodded. "I love you too." Billy leans over and gives you another kiss before starting his car, taking you back to school so you could pick up your car you left in the parking lot.


After getting home, you were feeling pretty happy. Usually when you were in a good mood, you baked. So you decided to make your famous home made chocolate chip cookies to bring with you to school the next day. So you head to the store and picked up all the ingredients you needed to make them.

You get to school the next day, with the tub of cookies in hand, you head to your first period class, spotting Billy already in his seat. You head to your desk, Billy looking up from whatever he was writing and putting the paper back in his binder and getting up from his seat.

"Good morning princess! What's this?" Tapping his fingernail against the tub you were holding.

"This is my famous home made, from scratch, chocolate chip cookies, with extra chocolate chips!" You said to him, offering a smile.

"Oh man, that sounds delicious! Chocolate chip cookies are my weakness, just like you're my weakness." Looking down at you, he gave you a wink.

"Aw, you're too sweet! If you want one though, you need to kiss me first." Billy takes a hold of your hips, bringing you into him, leaning his head down to place his lips to yours, kissing you ever so softly.

"Mmm, yum. I think your lips are sweeter than my chocolate chip cookies." You told him in between kissing him.

Billy laughs. "So do I get a cookie now?"

You grab the tub and open up the lid, the aroma of fresh cookies spread into the air. Billy grabs one and takes a bite, pure pleasure takes over his face.

"Oh…my….god! These are the best chocolate chip cookies I've ever had! Like hands down. Damn baby, you made these yourself?"

"Yes I did! My grandma gave me the recipe. The extra chocolate chips are my add in to it." You said, smiling at him.

Nancy walks up to you, spotting the tub in your arms. "Oooh, are those your famous cookies Y/N?"

"Yup, sure is." You offered her a cookie, which she gladly took one.

"Where's your bofyriend, Nancy?"

"He's coming, he was talking to Tommy when I was at my locker. They should be on their way right now." Nancy takes a bite of the cookie she took. "Man, these are so good!"

"Thanks. I'll be right back, I'm gonna go scare Steve and Tommy when they come in." You run towards the front door, hiding behind it and waited. When you saw Tommy and Steve walk towards the classroom through the crack of the door, you jumped out from behind it and screamed, "BOO!"

Tommy screamed, stumbling back into the door jam. Steve jumped while karate chopping the air in front of you. You busted up laughing at them, more especially at Tommy screaming like a little girl.

"Oh my god, you should have seen your faces. That was fucking funny!" You bent down, laughing your head off, tears rolling down your face.

"That's not funny Y/N, you almost gave me a heart attack!" Steve barked back at you. You were stuck in a belly laugh to even say anything. Poor Tommy was clutching onto his chest, like he have a heart attack.

"You woman, are gonna get it for that one, making me scream in front of everyone. Jesus Christ." Tommy scolded you, shaking his head.

You went back to your desk, still laughing at Tommy and Steve who were still complaining. You grabbed the tub off your desk and walked back to their desks, and offered them some of the cookies. "Here's a peace offering, no hard feelings yeah?"

Steve gasps, looking at you "I love you, you know that? These are the best damn cookies on the planet! I was beginning to wonder when you were going to make them again." Steve grabs a couple as well as Tommy and Carol. You offered Billy and Nancy some more before putting the lid back on and placing it under your desk when the bell rang.

After school, Billy walks you to your car and wait for Max to show up.

"So uh, I'll be able to come over later and have dinner with you, I just have to wait for my dad and Susan to get home from work. Probably won't be till about 5:30." Billy was saying to you as he wrapped his arms around your waist, leaning into you.

"Okay, no problem. I'll BBQ up some burgers and make some french fries and then I still have some left over cookies for desert." You wrapped your arms around his neck, playing with his hair.

"Oh man that sounds good baby. How did you learn how to cook?"

"From my mom and both grandma's. I started helping my mom cook when I turned 12 due to my dad making me. Then when I would go visit either of my grandparents, my grandmothers would teach me things. So yeah, that's how I learned to cook and bake." You said, shrugging your shoulders like it was no big deal.

Billy nods his head. "Nice. Well, I can't wait to try your burgers and every other meal that you cook. Gotta get going, Max is on her way." Billy takes a hold of your face and gives you a kiss before Max came up to you guys.

"Hey Y/N!" Max says to you when she approaches you and Billy.

"Hi Max! How was your day?" You leaned in and gave her a half hug.

"Boring as usual" Max scoffs.

"Yeah I hear that. Hey, you want a couple of chocolate chip cookies for on the way home?" You take the tub off the top of your car, taking the lid off to offer her some.

"Sure, thanks Y/N." Max said as she takes a couple.

"You're welcome sweety."

"Don't you even think you're going to be eating those in my car Max, I don't want any damn crumbs in my seats." Billy barked at her.

"Chill Billy, I won't. Sheesh." Max said as she rolled her eyes and taking off towards his Camero.

"Hey now, be nice. Nothing but a vacuum cleaner won't fix." You grabbed onto Billy's jacket, tugging him to you.

"I take pride in keeping my precious car clean. I'd like to keep it that way." Billy raised his eyebrow at you.

"Yeah yeah I know." Rolling your eyes at him. "Ok so, I'll see you later?"

"Sure thing princess. Now gimme your lips." Billy let out a little growl while you pouted out your lips for him to take into his.

You get home and throw your things on the floor, exhausted from a full day of having to use your brain to think. You plop down on the couch letting out a big sigh and kicking off your shoes. You wanted to rest your eyes for just a couple of minutes to relax, but that couple of minutes turned into 3 hours. You startled yourself awake by up by letting out a loud snore, confused, you were looking around your house. It was already dark. You look at the clock and it was 6 pm!

"Oh shit!" You jump up off the couch and ran to the kitchen to start prepping the food you were suppose to start fixing a half hour ago. After cutting up all the vegetables and prepping the burgers, you head out on your back patio to start up the barbaquer, after that heats up you start grilling up the burgers. You check the time and it was almost 7 o'clock. You were beginning to wonder where Billy was, hoping he didn't forget about coming over for dinner. You went to your phone to call him to see where he was but no one answered the phone. You were starting to get a bit concerned, he usually wasn't late to any plans you two have made. You decided to finish up dinner and put it away and wait for him to show up before eating. You went to sit on your couch and watched some t.v. to pass time, but you were too anxious to sit still for very long, you got up and paced in your living room, feeling worried. You look back at the clock and it's passed 8 pm. Your heart starts racing, with a million thoughts running through your head of what if's and it made you sick to your stomach. You thought you'd get in your car and drive by his house to see if he was home. As you put your shoes on and about to grab your keys, there was a knock on your door. You ran to answer it and it was Billy, looking pretty beat up with a defeated look on his face.

"Oh my god! Babe, what happened to you? I was so worried about you, I was about to go to your house to see if you were home." You moved out of the way so he could come in, dragging his feet behind him. You closed the door and put his arm around his waist to take him to your couch, he sits down groaning in exhaustion. You sat next to him, taking a look of his face. His eye was bruised and a bit swollen, his lip was busted and bleeding and had a couple of cuts above his eyebrows. You got up off the couch and ran to your bathroom to get a wet was cloth and a first aid kit. You went back to the living room, Billy had his head back on the couch with his eyes closed, fits clenched. You got back on the couch, kneeling next to him so you could nurse his wounds.

"Baby, talk to me. Are you okay? Who did this to you?" You take the wash cloth to start wiping the blood off his lip, being extra careful to try not to hurt him.

"Some asshole. We go into a fight." Billy was looking upset, too upset over it being some guy who hit him. His eyes started to glaze over.

"Billy. Look at me." You sat there and stared at him till he looked at you. You shook your head softly at him, sighing. "I'm not buying this, I don't think your telling me the truth. I think this is something more than just some dude beating on you. The look on your face says it all. You can trust me Billy, you can tell me what really happened. I'm not here to judge you or scold you on what happened. I care about you and your well being and I want to be there for you and I want you to know that you can trust me. Okay?" You grab his hand and put it in yours, placing your other hand on top, reassuring him that you were there for him. He looks away, letting out a sigh, pausing for a minute before answering you.

"My dad….he did this to me. He got on my ass when he got home, having a bad day at work. He nagged and nagged on me for hours, when I finally had enough and stood up for myself, he did this to me." Tears started to well up and fall from his eyes. You just sat there, shocked, looking at him, having a hard time grasping at the idea that his father did this to him.

"Oh babe, I'm so sorry he did this to you. Just because he was having a bad day doesn't mean he had the right to take it out on you. It's no excuse. Your dad's an asshole, just like mine. Mine used to do the same to me, so I know what it feels like." Trying to hold back your tears, you shifted and got on top of Billy, straddling him, putting your hands very gently on his face, wiping away his tears.

"You don't deserve to be treated like this Billy. No one does. You deserve the utmost love and respect, especially from your parents. But sometimes, in some families, it's not like that. One of my dad's reasoning's for treating me so horribly while I was growing up was because his dad did the same to him, so he took all that he went through and took it out on me too, among other reasons. It's just not right. But just because he did all that to me doesn't mean I'm going to let it define who I am, It's not right to treat people badly just because you went through something horrible growing up. You take it and learn from it and you move past it and become the person who you feel you want to be, what feels right in your heart. I feel like I need to be there for people, to care for and to love them. Just because I was treated bad doesn't mean I feel I have to do the same to others. Wish your dad could understand that. But being as stubborn as he is, he probably won't listen." You shake your head, thinking to yourself, letting out a sigh.

"There is no reasoning with that asshole. He won't listen to anything what anyone says. And I understand what you're trying to say Y/N, I really do and I appreciate your kind words. But, being raised the way I was, its hard not to act out. After being told your worthless and good for nothing and not even hearing an I love you from your father…its hard not to act out on that. I wish I could be like you, to be able to feel and give love, it's just not in the cards for me. It's hopeless."

Billy was trying to fight off tears again, turning his head away from you, wiping his tears away. You felt helpless. You wanted to do so much more for him, to heal him, to take his pain away. The only thing you could offer him was to be there for him, an ear to listen, a shoulder to cry on and to love him, love him as a person, someone who needed to feel loved and wanted. You take his face and brought it back to yours, looking him deep in his sad eyes.

"Baby, I know your dad can't offer this to you in the way you would like, but I love you so much, more than you know. I will always be here for you no matter what happens, you can always trust me." You gave him a kiss and wrapped your arms around his neck and gave him a hug, letting Billy cry on your shoulder.

After awhile he pulls away, you offer him the wash cloth so he could wipe his face.

"Thank you princess, for being here for me. I don't know where I would be if you weren't here, probably out getting drunk, fucking shit up." He said with a soft chuckle.

"You're welcome my love. My door is always open. I don't care if its in the middle of the night, if you need to get away, I'm always here. Now, let's take care of your wounds and then we can go eat. I already have the hamburgers cooked up, just need to reheat them." You take the wash cloth from him and finished wiping the blood from his lip and the side of his forehead.

"You haven't eaten yet?" Billy asked.

"No. I wanted to wait for you, didn't think it was right to eat without you." You grabbed the first aid kit to get a bandaid out to put over the cut on his forehead.

"Princess, you didn't have to wait for me, I would of understood, you should have ate."

"I know I didn't have to, but I wanted to. It's no big deal." You smiled at him sweetly. "Okay. Looks like I patched you up the best I could. Come one, let's go eat, yeah?"

Billy nodded his head and you got up off of him and both of you headed towards the kitchen. He sat down at the kitchen table while you got him some Tylenol and something to drink from the fridge.

"Here, I think you're going to need this and definitely this." Handing him the Tylenol and can of beer.

"Thank god! Was hoping you would have some alcohol in your fridge." Billy said, taking the can from you and opening it.

You went and reheated the hamburgers and french fries and brought all the condiments to the table and both of you pigged out after being famished. When you two were done, Billy reaches into his jacket pocket and hands you a folded up piece of paper.

"Oh, here. I wrote this for you. I wanted to give it to you earlier today but I didn't get to finish it in time."

"What's this?" You asked, taking the paper from him and opening it. It was a poem he wrote for you.


Why do I love you?

I love you,
Not only for what you are,
But for what I am
When I'm with you.

I love you for ignoring
the possibilities of the fool in me
and for laying firm hold
of the possibilities for good.

You have done it
without a word,
without a touch,
without a sign.

You have done it
Just by being yourself.
After all, Perhaps that is
what love means.


You looked back up at him with tears in your eyes, a stunned look was on your face, at a loss for words.

"Wow. Billy! This is so sweet! I–uh, I really do love this, more than you know." Tears were falling down your face now. You didn't know how much he truly loved you, in the short amount of time you two have been together until he gave you this. It made your heart soar. You got up from your seat and walked over to him, leaning slightly against him, you place your hand gently on the side of his face and stroked it with your thumb lightly.

"I love you too, no matter what. Even if you think your incapable of being loved, I think there is potential in you. I can see past your hard exterior, there's more to you than you think, if you see something that you really want, you go for it no matter the cost. I mean, that's how you won me over, right? You took that chance and I'm glad you did."

You stared at him deeply in his eyes, getting lost in them. You kissed him softly, lovingly and eagerly, wanting every part of him to be close to you. In that moment, you felt as if you revolved around him shining bright, stars bursting as you two collided…

Perhaps, that is what love means.