I AM SO SORRY! I had exams plus my personal problems, which have gotten worse but I'm going to do what I know and write. I love you all so much and I'm sorry I left all of my stories.

Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN VICTORIOUS, MY SISTER'S KEEPER, GREY'S ANATOMY (it will be included) OR ANY SONGS.

Previously:

"No they keep yelling at you from down stairs. I have to go I'm not allowed to speak to you but I say fuck them, I'll see you tomorrow." He said. We exchanged our goodbye's and I love you and hung up. I can't believe our family. Oh well, I'm going to enjoy the next few weeks while I have them.

I hung up with Jesse and cried. How dare 'our' family tell the only one who actually cares about me that his not allowed to talk to me. I sat on the floor crying and Andre, Cat and Robbie walked out and left me sitting there crying. I think the realized that I just need some time to myself. I don't know how long I sat there crying before Beck walked in.

"Tori? Are you ok, what's wrong?" He sat down and pulled me into his arms.

"Everything and I can't tell you but I want to." I cried into his shoulder before he pulled me to arms length.

"Tori you're an amazing person and I really like you to. Please just remember that no matter what's going on you are important." He whispered to me. Without thinking I leant forward and kissed Beck. When I pulled back, he looked like he was in shock.

"I'm so sorry Beck, I… I really shouldn't have done that. I… I have to go." I got up and ran out the kitchen door. I couldn't go out the front as Andre, Cat and Robbie would try to stop me.

"Tori!" I heard Beck call as I ran out the door. I ran the only place that has kept me happy ever since I was a child, the park. I sat in the tunnel and cried. Well I can cross my first kiss off of the things to do before I die. I decided I was actually going to make a list. I took my phone out of my pocket and pulled up the Notes and starred typing.
1. Go on a first date
2. Tell everyone what's going on
3. Tell everyone what you think of them
4. Go to a party
5. Drink for the first time
6. Sing your heart out

I couldn't think of anything else but if I did I could always add it on later. I sat in there for another 5 minutes before I heard people calling my name.

"Toro, I know you're here, you always go to the park when your upset. Please come out, you must be freezing." Cat called to me. I didn't answer I wasn't ready to come out yet, I just wanted to be alone for a little while longer.

Apparently that wasn't going to happen because someone crawled into my hiding place and hugged me. I immediately knew who it was. Cat called Jesse and told him I had run away. He just held me tightly and whispered things into my ear just telling me it'd be ok.

"I told Beck. He likes me too. I… I kissed him Jesse I don't know what happened but I kissed him, he…he was shocked so I ran. I'm sorry."

"Tor-Tor, it's ok don't worry, now let's get you back to Cat's." He smiled at me.

"J-J, I'm going to die and there's no stopping it. I've come to terms with it. I want you to know…"

"Victoria Marie Vega! Stop right now! You will not die, I will not let you. Do you understand me Tor-Tor? I will find a way to get you out of it. Mom and Dad- No Holly and David- need to stop with their idiotic behaviour. Listen to me Little one I will make sure that you get to live."

"You're dying Tori?" Beck asked.

"What's going on Vega?"

"Everyone sit down and I'll explain." We all sat in a circle. "My sister Trina has had leukaemia since she was 2. My parents and Jesse were tested to see if they were a match to Trina. They weren't and that's where I come in. I was created in a test tube specifically to be Trina's donor. I have been donating to her since I was born and it has never been enough though." I took a deep breath and Jesse took my hand. "A few weeks ago we found out that Trina's organs are slowly failing. Right now her lungs and kidney are failing and I'm the only donor for her. I was taken to the doctors and given all the warnings about how dangerous this would be for me. My mother decided that I would do it no matter what. I had Jesse take me to the hospital to get all the tests run to see if I can donate to Trina. We sat in the waiting room to hear the news that we always get, that I would be fit to be a donor, but…" I started to cry a little then.

"Tori, what happened?" Beck asked.

"But the doctor called us into his office and told me I couldn't donate. I was relieved but devastated. My perfect sister was going to die. The doctor explained that my heart isn't strong enough to be a donor. If I was to donate just a small amount of blood or bone marrow it would kill me or come close to. He explained that if I donate my kidney and lung I would without a doubt die. Here's the funny part. I told our parents tonight and mother dearest said that I'm doing it no matter what and that I'm selfish, Trina asked if I wanted to kill her and that I was a horrible sister and my father begged that I just do it to save Trina. I was so upset I called Cat. I'm gonna die and there's nothing anyone can do to stop it."

"Tori my Dad's a lawyer he will help you for free and help you have control over yourself again. He will help you live. Please Tor, please talk to him let him help you." Beck pleaded.

"I couldn't let Trina die." I stated quietly. I looked over to Jesse and he looked like he was planning something. Oh crap!