Ok here is the next chapter hope you enjoy it

Disclaimer: I don't own Zoey 101

Summary: its Logan's first day without Julie

When you are gone: Logan's point of view

I woke up startled. I didn't remember anything from the day before. I still had the clothes I wore yesterday. Ok something is definitely wrong. I stood up from the bed. When I saw that the room was trashed because I was for some stupid reason I don't even remember. Then I remember Quinn coming and that we started to argue. Then I just melted down.

I can't believe I just melted down in front of Quinn. I mean I have no problem with breaking down once in a while but I mean Quinn had seen me. How embarrassing. I had to apologize. I did so I was going to take a bath and get ready and find her. I was going to walk out to the bathroom when I saw a note.

I picked it up from the desk. It was for me apparently.

Dear Logan,

Well I don't really know what to say except that I'm there if you need to talk about Julie. So I hope you feel better today. If you need me just text me and I'll be there. If your head hurts again just drink a Tylenol. Hope you have a good day, you deserve it.

Love,

Quinn

Just when I finished reading the events from last night came back to my head. I was mad because Julie had cheated on me with Lance Rivers. When I found out I broke up with her. I was mad I came back and started to throw things around and crying. Quinn came and she had wanted to talk to me but I just didn't want to. Then I complained about my head she gave me a pill. She told me to sleep then I asked her to stay. She said yes after a while and we fell asleep hugging each other.

The part about hugging Quinn and falling asleep didn't bother him much they had done that before, When she had broken up with Mark. What really got his attention was that Julie had cheated on him. He has done nothing wrong he thought they were in love. He loved her so much. He had done everything for her, anything she asked. He had stopped with the one day things for her. Everyone was expecting for him to cheat not her.

If she didn't want him anymore why couldn't she just have broken up with him instead of cheating? He had the gut feeling you get when you want to cry again, again. Instead of breaking down he grabbed all the things he needed and went to take a bath.

After he came out of the bathroom he decided that the first thing he had to do was find Quinn. He wasn't sure if he was ready to talk about his feelings but he still needed to see her. When he was with Quinn he simply forgot about his problems. Quinn was the friend everyone would want. She would always listen when you need someone to listen and be there when you wanted her company.

I walked out of the room and the first thing I saw was Lance laughing with his friends. I think they were making fun of me, about Julie cheating on me and me being so naïve that I didn't even notice. They also said something about how I was so in love when she was never, that she was just playing with me. I walked up to Lance. He was facing the other way so he didn't know that I had heard what he had said.

I tapped his shoulder very roughly. He turned around laughing. He still didn't know it was me. He then saw me and he just went totally serious. I was getting angrier by the second. I tried to control my anger like the instructor of anger management had told me but I just couldn't and in that moment I didn't even care if I got expelled all I wanted to do was him the life out of him.

"So tell me how long was she cheating, because I'm curious and I really want to know?" I said in a really hostile voice.

"Umm… Logan dude you know I didn't mean it… I mean you know better than anyone how we joke around," he said really scared.

"Really, because you know I don't really remember," I started. "So she was playing around with me?" I asked.

"Umm… come on man just let it go," he said.

"I don't think so," and with that I threw a punch at him. He punched me back of course but I was just so angry that I didn't even feel it, all I did was launch myself at him. I threw him on the floor then got on top of him and just threw punch after punch until my hands started to hurt. It seemed like he was unconscious, but of course he was just pretending so that I would stop.

"Get the hell up!" I screamed. I was out of control. This hadn't happened before. I had anger issues but no this bad. He got up and punched me really hard. He was going to win if it wasn't for someone screaming and making Lance stop.

"What the hell is wrong with you Lance," she said.

"He started," Lance said.

"Yeah Yeah don't be so childish blaming it on everyone else but you," I recognized the voice it was Quinn.

"Look Pensky, I am not blaming anyone I am merely telling the truth, it's your that you don't believe me," Lance said really mad.

"You know what no one wants to hear it so save it and leave," she said.

"Fine Pensky," he said. With that said Lance left. Quinn then turned around to face me I was leaning against the wall. My lip was bleeding. She walked up to me grabbed my hand and pulled me to my room. She closed the door behind her and just started to pace the room. After a while she just stared at me. I felt horrible she was looking at me like she was ashamed. She then went to the fridge and got something that was cold.

"Here put in on you lip," she said with no emotion at all.

"Look Quinn I'm really sorry, I know I shouldn't have done it but they were talking about how Julie never loved me and that she was messing with me," I said.

"And you think that you excuse justifies what you just did," she said "Logan you could have hurt him or even worse he could have hurt you."

"I know but like I said I was mad and the things he said just got to me," I said again.

"And you believe them, Logan come on you know how she felt you know that what they say are lies don't listen to them okay," she said.

"Okay Mother," I said.

"You are so annoying," she said with a little laugh.

"Come on we'll be late for class," she said.

They went out of the dorms and went their separate ways to their classed. The first four classes were just boring. I didn't even pay attention to anything my teachers said. Then it was finally lunch. The thing I was dreading the most about the day. I met Quinn at the table.

"Hey how are you feeling?" she asked me.

"I guess I feel better, at least I calmed down," he said.

"Well I guess that's good," she said. Just then Lola Michael and Chase sat down.

"Hey man," Michael said.

"Hey," was all I could manage to say. The only person I could talk to the most as this moment was Quinn. Quinn was the only one I wanted to talk to. She understood me better than anyone. I wasn't ready to talk yet but eventually I would and I think that person I'm going to talk to is Quinn. Just then Zoey came and sat down.

"Hey Logan," she said.

"Hey," was all I could say again. Lunch was rather quiet. I think it was my fault because they didn't know what to say. The bell rang and I left for my next class which was the class I had with Julie. I got there and sat as far from her as possible I just didn't want to get mad again. Class drifted by fast just like all the rest. Then my last period came. I had this class with Quinn.

"Hey how are you?" she said. Lately she had asked that a lot.

"Fine, I just want to go to my dorm and sleep," I said.

"Oh okay," she said, getting the point. The point was that I didn't want to talk about how I felt yet.

"Well class get out you books and let's start," Dr. Judd said.

When class ended I went immediately to my dorm. I just lay down on my mattress and started to think about how different life was going to be. I just hope Julie and Lance don't get to lovely on me. I really hope that since this is not going to get any better that I find someone I can open up to and love and have them love me back.

To be continued…

This was the longest chapter yet. I hope you enjoyed it and I will be writing the next chapter but if I don't get any feedback then I won't upload.

Next chapter: Julie's point of view

We get a better view of Julies and Lance's relationship and how she really feels about Logan