Sorry for the long wait, I've been kinda busy...peoples came over:-) Doesn't matter now 'caus here's another chapter! Plus short chapter...sorry! ENJOY!!!This Chapter Is Deticated To E. Nagrom. He/She's Reveiwed ALL My Stories Thanks E.!!!!
Silver Tears Part 2:
Jack sat on the couch. No one was home. Carley had gone with Erin and Jason to McDonalds than to a playdate.
Boyfriend? Why hadn't she told him? 'Of course,' he thought to himself, 'I didn't tell her about me and Carley.'
He also wondered how long she had had a boyfriend. Sure, she'd been back long enough.
Two monthes in the hospital, two weeks on base, and one week missing. ' 'Course, one week wasn't that long' Jack thought to himself.
Matt seemed nice enough. He was good-looking, nice, strong, and of course, Sam's age. He just wasn't sure if she was happy.
The door opened, cutting Jack from his thoughts. Erin and Jason ran in screaming at the top of their lungs. "Kids settle down and get ready for bed!" Carley yelled at them. She sighed and put her jacket on its hook.
She walked over and sat down next to Jack. "Jack, honey? You okay?"
"Fine," he answered. Though he knew he wasn't.
San Diego, California, Days Inn Hotel
Candels. Soft Music. Satan Covers. In bed with Matt. Nothing, yet everything, Sam ever wanted. To be loved. To be loved and touched. To be loved, touched and be treated like a person and a woman, not a geeky, smart, kick-butt, scientist, who saved the world on a daily bases.
Kissing. Making love. Yet, she felt this was wrong. Way wrong. Maybe because she wasn't married yet? Well, she had known this man ever since preschool and had friends with him. They were close, but had never been this close.
They had been going out right before the Keres incident. Was that all she called it now? Anyway, she knew the actual reason. It wasn't Jack.
She loved Jack. But she knew he was married. Even now, everytime she thought about it, she felt like just shutting down from the world. But, she knew she never had a chance with him. Even now.
She sighed. Which alerted Matt.
"Sam? You Okay? Wanna stop?"
"No, I'm fine."
"Good." He kissed her.
She was going to be alright. But was that enough?
Author's note:
My muse has left me. As you can tell. I wonder if she'll ever come back...?
