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Chapter three


I woke up screaming. Again. Charlie hurried inside my room.

„Everything okay?"

I shook my head and started hysterically crying. I saw relief and sadness mixed on his face.

It has been five days since he left. I have been a walking corpse. Without emotion. Only doing things like eating, showering etc. to make sure that Charlie doesn't send me away. He has threatened to do it. School had started. Everyone was whispering about me and avoiding me. Even Mike.

I still couldn't believe it. But after this nights nightmare it hit me. He is gone. I am alone... Sadness overwhelmed me.

Charlie embraced me. I sobbed on his shoulder.

Suddenly I jumped up and hurried to the bathroom to the toilet. I couldn't be sick. I guess just the overwhelming feelings made me sick this way. Dad was by the door with a disgusted expression.

I apologized quickly and brushed my teeth.

With a little less disgusted expression on his face, he asked: „Are you okay, Bells?"

I nodded: „I guess...emotions just got the best of me," I started sobbing by the end of the sentence.

He awkwardly hugged me again and took me back to my bed. It was good that it was Saturday. The school won't be till Monday.

He excused himself and went out of my room, closing the door behind him.

I could hear him anyway. Even with the closed door.

„Hi...I have to cancel our plans for today...Yes, Bella got worse. I am just staying with her. I think she needs comforting...Will see...Thanks, bye!"

I felt even worse. Now I was making Charlie cancel his weekend plans.

He stepped back in the room. I didn't say anything.

After an hour, Charlie spoke up: „Do you think you can eat breakfast?"

I stiffly nodded and we went together downstairs. He made eggs for two of us. The only food he knows how to cook.

When he presented the plate, I hungrily started eating. I was starving.

As I found out later, it was a bad idea. I still couldn't keep anything down. It continued like this the whole weekend. Charlie comforting me, me throwing up on anything I eat, being able to only keep water down, full of awkwardness.

By Monday it was clear to me that it was more than just strong emotions. In the morning I stumbled upon my tampons. I froze and when I could finally move, started counting. My period was late. It couldn't be. It was never late. Was this some kind of disease that makes you vomit and your period late?

Then I felt something in the bottom of my stomach. Was it a kick? I ran by the mirror.

No...NO! It couldn't be. There was a bump there. But I have never had sex...At least not with a human. He said it wasn't possible for vampires to have children.

I wanted to hurry to my computer, but instead of doing that, I yelled downstairs: „Charlie, could you call in sick for me? I still don't feel well."

„Okay. Do you want me to stay home?" he yelled back.

„No, it's okay."

Now I could turn on my computer and start my research. I found nothing. Nothing!

I started getting ready. I was already dreading. I will have to take my new car. The one I haven't looked at since he left. I had driven to school with Charlie and walked back home on foot. I really didn't care what anyone would say. My old truck was gone and he hadn't taken back any of his presents, not even the ring which laid in my drawer in its box.

I have to see some proof that I'm not imagining things or going crazy. I wasn't even sure if pregnancy tests show vampire pregnancies, but I had to try.

It didn't hurt as much as I expected when I saw the car. I was still scared to drive it, tough.

I drove to the pharmacy outside the town just to be sure.

When I got back home, I read the instructions and with shaky hand did the test.

It was positive. Another kick in my bump. It shouldn't be there. If I'm correct, then it appears only later in the pregnancy.

I restarted my research. This time looking up normal pregnancies not vampire ones.

I was correct. Everything happened too fast. I must be going crazy.

I was starving, but I knew that I wouldn't keep whatever I ate down. And now I knew the reason. I just wish that this „morning" sickness will end soon.

It was already dark outside. The fact that I can't eat doesn't mean that Charlie won't be hungry. So I started making dinner.


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