Hey guys I liked the comments I decided to make this chapter a song chapter. Also thanks to The Shiny Gengar, and Speedy-fox-IV, for your comments, I try to remember fans, especially if the favorite it. So here's chapter three… Oh yeah, I don't own Pokémon or My life by the Game.

Journal Entry #4 Date: 2/20

What did he say? "Heck no, Drew! You were just added to this group and truthfully I didn't want you here to begin with. No way I got this, you just try to keep alive until I decide to trust you!" I said enraged.

"Face it; I think I would be a better leader, who got May out of there?" He asked sounding confident.

"I did, you ran away, I stopped those zombies on our tail, so you could get away." I countered.

I got him there, and he knew it. I wanted to kill him, but then again it would make me no better than those brainless murderers out there. I had promised myself besides Drew (he could go screw himself for all I cared) I would protect them, these people in this car.

And I'm grindin' til I'm tired
They say "You ain't grindin' til you tired
So I'm grindin' with my eyes wide
Looking to find
A way through the day
A light For the night
Dear Lord, you done took so many of my people
I'm just wonderin' why you haven't taken my life
Like what the heck am I doing right?
(My Life)

I was wondering why I had survived, why me of all people, I wasn't the smartest, nor the strongest, but I think that I had some purpose, to protect these people, my family had done that for me, it was the least I could do for the people I called friends. I petted Pi's hair, he was the new comrade that I liked from off the bat, and he wasn't that bad in action either.

Take me away from the hood like a state penitentiary
Take me away from the hood in the casket or a Bentley
Take me away
Like I overdosed on cocaine
Or take me away like a bullet from Kurt Cobaine
Suicide (Suicide... suicide...)
I'm from a Windy City, like "Do or Die"
From a block close to where Biggie was crucified
That was Brooklyn's Jesus
Shot for no effin' reason
And you wonder why Kanye wears Jesus pieces? (My Life)
'Cause that's Jesus people
And Game, he's the equal
Hated on so much, "Passion of Christ" need a sequel
Yeah, like Roc-A-Fella needed Sigel
Like I needed my father, but he needed a needle (My Life)
I need some meditation, so I can lead my people
They askin' "Why? " Why did John Lennon leave The Beatles?
And why every hood Ni*** feed off evil?
Answer my question before this bullet leave this Desert Eagle

I was trying to find a reason I hadn't shot Drew. May, was the first thing, she seemed to like the creep, but then again they'd known each other longer than I had, she must have found some ways to put up with each other. But for some reason that got me mad, he just waltz in and tries to take May then, my position as leader.

And I'm grindin' til I'm tired
They say "You ain't grindin' til you tired
So I'm grindin' with my eyes wide
Looking to find
A way through the day
A light For the night
Dear Lord, done took so many of my people
I'm just wonderin' why you haven't taken my life
Like what the heck am I doing right?
(My Life)

Drew brought up him being a leader again and said he had some of my qualities that made me a good leader but he had some that made him better fit for the job. That was over stepping the lines, so I yelled "WE ARE NOT THE SAME!" it angered me that he even thought that we were.

We are not the same, I am a Martian
so approach my Phantom doors with caution (caution... caution)
You see them 24's spinnin'? I earned em
And I ain't no preacher but, here's my Erick Sermon
So eat this Black music, and tell me how it taste now
And ef Jesse Jackson cos it ain't about race now
Sometimes I think about my life with my face down
Then I see my sons and put on that Kanye smile (My Life)
Damn, I know his momma proud
And since you helped me sell my dream, we can share my momma now
And like MJB, "No More Drama" now
Livin' the good life, me and Common on common ground
I spit crack and ni**** could drive it outta town
Gotta Chris Paul mind state, I'm never outta bounds
My life used to be empty like a glock without a round
Now my life full, like a chopper with a thousand rounds

Brock whispered something to me "Look I know you like May, and I'm going to back off, especially cause I'd rather you be with her than him." I looked at him, it was weird how, I thought of him as my brother, an instant bond, that was clouded by a girl, but that's what brother fight about, right?

And I'm grindin' til I'm tired
They say "You ain't grindin' til you tired
So I'm grindin' with my eyes wide
Looking to find
A way through the day
A light For the night
Dear Lord, you done took so many of my people
I'm just wonderin' why you haven't taken my life
Like what the heck am I doing right?
(My Life)

Walk through the gates of Heck
See my Impala parked in front
With the high beams on
Me and the Devil sharing chronic blunts
Listening to the "Chronic" album
Playing backwards
Shootin' at pictures of Don Imus for target practice
My mind effed up, so I cover it with a Raider hood
I'm from the city that made you mothereffers afraid of Suge (Compton...Compton...)
Made my grandmother pray for good
It never made her happy, but I bet that new Mercedes could
(My Life)
Ain't no bars, but ni**** can't escape the hood
It took so many of my ni****, that I should hate the hood
But it's real ni**** like me, that make the hood
Ridin' slow in that Phantom just the way I should (My Life)
With the top back
In my Sox hat
I'm paid in full, the ni*** Alpo couldn't stop that
Even if they brought the ni*** 'Pac back
I'd still keep this mothereffer cocked back

My gun was cocked, now he had pissed me off that was enough, I kept it cocked but I remembered who I was saving him for, May. She might as well have happiness, even if it was with that creep. A horror passed through mind about them actually together. That alone sickened me.

And I'm grindin' til I'm tired
They say "You ain't grindin' til you die
So I'm grindin' with my eyes wide
Looking to find
A way through the day
A light For the night
Dear Lord, you done took so many of my people
I'm just wonderin' why you haven't taken my life
Like what the heck am I doing right?
(My Life)
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(My Life)

May noticed after a bit, so when we stopped for gas, she pulled me aside and asked what was wrong I lied of course but she saw through it. She thanked me for bringing Drew even though he was annoying sometimes. She gave me a kiss on the cheek. So I gave her Kanye smile, that is until he started staring at May, not just glances but full on staring at her chest and butt. I glared hard and he gave me a smirk of satisfaction, and I wanted to rip that grin right off his face.

But I had patience….for now.

Alright I know the words are a bit lacking but it got what I was trying to get across, across so anyway yeah, prove of their rising conflict. Who already has a guess on how it will end, good guess on the zombie, but that's too good for him. So Imma R&R for a bit before I work on my next chapter, so I want you to R&R&R.

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