(A/N) I want to thank everyone for the reviews. Thanks especially to Tsuki no kimi who is, like, one of the best Shugo Chara Fanfiction writer ever! And to lolitathegoddesso who was my first review. Keep up the reviews! Love you! And I forgot to do this before; I don't one Shugo Chara, as pretty much everyone knows. All rights belong to PeachPit and their respective authors. Also, I forgot to put Robyn is my OC. If I ever make a mew account for some reason, I'll always have an OC named Robyn or Raven or a bird name. And are guys okay if I add demons and stuff like that? Love you.


I dragged my feet as I walked home. I remembered how Amu made it sound like that cross dresser and I were together. Ha! What a joke. There's no way we would end up together.

Then the bad memories flooded back to my mind, reminding me of what awaited me at home.

"Rima…" Kusukusu said, but nothing more. She knew I couldn't smile at a time like this.

"Rima, if you keep thinking like this I'll turn... into an X-Egg."

I continued to walk as tears formed in my eyes. "What am I supposed to do?" I whisper screamed.

"Amu will try to understand, but she'll only pity me. Yaya and I... she'll understand my feelings, but she's too naiive to understand completely. Rikka and Hikaru are too young. Kairi is... too Kairish. Kukai will make this whole scene and try to be a hero. Lulu, she's thousands of miles away! Utau will be crazy, and I don't even know what that perverted cat stalker will do!"

"Rima, you forgot somebody." Kusukusu whispered as she sat on my shoulder. She was no longer giggling. No, I didn't forget. I just didn't want to imagine.

"Nagihiko, being him," I said as the tears doubled "...couldn't do a damn thing. He's too girly." I finished, lonely and hurting. Kusukusu sighed, and then stayed silent.

The tears didn't stop. I cried all the way home. I ran upstairs. The house was pretty quiet. Mama and Papa were probably at work.

Stop crying! I commanded myself. Didn't work.

I changed into pajamas, did some homework. By the time I was in bed, the tears had subsided. I lay in bed, waiting for the cause of my suffering to come. Then I fell asleep, too tired to care.

When I awoke, the sun was streaming through the curtains. Papa didn't come last night I wondered as I got out of bed and changed into my uniform.

"Rima, look there's a note!" Kusukusu said while floating over to me.

Rima, just because you escaped one little episode of our fun time, doesn't mean you'll get away tonight. Thank your mother for last night. You better be prepared tonight- Papa

I dropped the note with mixed emotions. Fear and disgust of a savage beast, anger towards my mother who wouldn't do more, anguish, and longing? For what? Defiantly not the pain. For the happiness I once had? I guess... That had to be it... Right?

"What a fuckin' retard!" I was already too mixed with emotions to be surprised by my child's wish cussing. What the hell is happening to me?


When I arrived at school, on time mind you, there was no one waiting for me. Why did I feel so... Disappointed?

I walked into school with no headaches. I sat in my class. Purple head wasn't here yet, but sadly, neither was Amu. I pulled at my gag manga. Kusukusu went to go find Pepe and Musashi, so no one was laughing with me as I read.

"Aaahhh, Chibi Devil Hime- sama, Mashiro Rima is actually here on time!" said a certain voice in mock surprise.

"What do you want?" I asked without turning around.

"My number one priority is to serve you-"

"No sarcasm."

"Awwww."

"Have you been hanging out with Ikuto?"

"Maybe. Don't worry I save this act for you." I blushed, "Anyways, Number two, you already can guess, is to annoy you, and three is to tell you that that Robyn person is going to be in our class. Today. And-"

Suddenly, there was a loud poof, and I finally looked at him. Rhythm was floating right next to Nagihiko with a smirk on his face. "Rhythm, quit it! Sorry Rima- chan!" it said as it rubbed the back of his head. He looked as if he was about to say something else, but the bell rang.

"Attention EVERYONE!"

Nagihiko sat down, and Amu, who just arrived, rushed to her seat nearby. Kureiji- sensei entered the room and stomped all the way to her desk in front of the chalk board.

"TODAY, we have a NEW STUDENT. Would you PLEASE TREAT it- HER with RESPECT? SHIBARA- san, please come IN!" In came Shibara "Robyn" the "girl" from a few days ago. What shocked me was the fact she was wearing a boy's uniform. As she walked next to Kureiji- sensei, I realized how tall she was. Taller than Kureiji and possibly Nagihiko! Dammit! What the hell does she do? Her brown hair had some black mixed into it, along with golden highlights, tied into a pony tail. From the corner of her eyes, I noticed she was examining the whole room. All around me whispers of "Is it a boy?" "Must be, he's wearing the guy's uniform." or "Look, he's glaring at us."

I glanced up at Shibara. Her brown eyes were examining all the faces in the room with appeared to be a glare. But I knew she wasn't mad somehow. She looked at me and her gaze soften, if only for a moment. She saw Nagihiko and gave a small nod.

She straightened up. "Excuse me, but can I say who I am before you start assuming?" Her voice sounded bored, with her eyes matching her expression.

Every, shocked at the sudden outburst, shut up. Shibara looked around to see if everyone was listening.

"My name is Shibara Tsubasa. I'm fourteen years old, as are most of you. I live by myself, and though I've lived all over, I most recently in America. I fluently speak 17 languages, and you probably can tell, I am half European, half Asian, only being one fourth Japanese. Good at sports and any type of combat. Oh, and for god's sake, I'm a fucking girl. I wear a boy's uniform because I hate skirts and none of the girl's uniforms fit .Okay, now's the time to start whispering."

Shibara- san quickly wrote her name on the board and took the empty seat behind me. Kureiji was so shocked, she didn't even yell at Shibara for cussing. I gave a questioning look. Why did she call herself Robyn? And how does she see charas when she doesn't have one?

Later she mouthed.

You better I mouthed back.

Throughout class everyone kept glancing at her. And she would glare back. Then I noticed that even Nagihiko was staring intently at her, as if she was some wolf about to attack.

And then I remembered something. I happen to be at the top of my class in English. When Robyn and Nagihiko were talking, it wasn't in English. It was something else. They're hiding something. What the hell was going on between those two?

The Amazing Time Skip To Lunch!

(Oh, what the fuck? {A/N Sorry Kureiji!} Has anyone looked up the name Kureiji?

Ironically, Shibara Tsubasa was in all my classes so far. So as soon as the bell rang for lunch, I bravely grabbed her hand and dragged her to the Royal Garden, where our little group was meeting for lunch.

"Rimaaaaaa- tan!" Yaya screeched. "Your late and- eekkkk!" Yaya had rushed up to me to give me a hug when she finally noticed Robyn.

"Hello Yuiki-san. Pepe." She bowed.

Everyone, even the charas were staring. Finally Hikaru broke the silence.

"Ahh. A K.K.N. Robyn, was it not? Didn't I see you on that business exchange with that-"

"I prefer not to talk about my former life associated with them. I am a lone wolf now. I'm not even with the UnChained Society any more.

"Now I think you all have questions that I might answer."

She walked up to the table and sat on it.

"Let's get started."