"Yes." I turned around to look at her.

"Where's Joe's room?"

"No one is allowed in there until our parents get here"

"KEIVN? NICK?" I heard my moms voice. She always had the magical ability of showing up at the perfect times. NOT.

"Oh sweethearts!" she came over and hugged us all.

"Where's Joe?"

"He's in a room in the ICU."

"Well, I think that you and Nick should be the first to go in." she put her hands on Nick's shoulders. We nodded. We weren't going to argue, not now. We stood outside Joe's room. The blinds were shut. I didn't want to go in. Neither did Nick. It was going to be too much to handle, and we knew it.

"You ready?" I shoot nick a almost apologetic look. Never in my whole life, did I want to see Joe like this. He's in this deep sleep, with the ability to wake up at any moment. Or ... Not.

"No." he said looking at me.

"We have to."

NICKS POV:

Kevin opened the door. He made me go in first. My eyes immediately hit Joe. He had a bandage around his head, he had a cast that went from his shoulder to his thumb on his left arm, he had innumerable bruises, and he had a scar on his throat. I felt sick, got week in my knees. I ran to the bathroom and threw up. I collapsed on the floor. Kevin ran over too me. "Whoa, are you okay?!" he said, he was crying, I was crying. This was too much.

"Yeah, I'm good." I said groaning a bit as I stood up. I had some trouble with my knees ever since the "Look Me In The Eyes Tour" because of all the flips and slides I did. We walked back in the room. I just looked at him. You could barely see his chest rising and falling. His pulse was faint. Kevin and I were balling. 'Why him?' I started to ask in my head, "Why him God? If everything has a purpose what is his? What has he done to disserve this? He doesn't.'

"I hear it helps to talk to them, that somehow they can still hear you." Kevin said lightly, almost depressed sounding.

"Okay," I said, whipping my tears. I went over and stood by Joe, I looked down at him. "Hey," I smiled. I felt like I had to fake a smile. If it was another way around. And Kevin was in the coma, he would have told me "Don't fake smile at him. It's like your lying. Always tell the truth, even if they don't know what the truth is." and he would be right. So I stopped smiling. "Joe," I began again, " you need to get better. You will get better, we're all going to take good care of you. You don't deserve this. We're all here for you. I'll be here everyday. And everyone's here! Kevin, is here right now, and outside is Frankie and Mom and Dad and Nicole and Maddie and Ashley and even Big Rob! John Taylor, Garbo, Jack, and Ryan are going to come out to see you tomorrow! And I sniffled a bit we love you Joe, you have to pull through. We don't want to tell Frankie that you were murdered. You wouldn't want to tell Frankie that. Joe, you're a great brother. We just don't want to lose you, not now, not ever."

"That was good," Kevin patted me on the back, "Same Joe, we just want you home."

NORMAL POV:Next was Mrs. & Mr. Jonas and Frankie . But they quickly left after Frankie said that he didn't want to watch Joe sleep. Then Ashley and Maddie went. Then it was Nicole's turn.