-May 21, 2010 5:09 pm - "You wanna act grown now? "The lean dark skinned woman had doged towards the girl. She had quickly hit the left side of the wall trying to run from the woman. The woman had hit the corner of the bed which gave her time to run. She had headed around the small apartment."Kendrick, GO GET ! "the girl screamed as she ran across the boy sitting on the couch. She had tripped over her own feet as the woman cane across the girl with a book in her hand. The boy bad screamed in horror as the woman had tackled the girl. "KENDRICK GO! DON'T LOOK! I'LL BE OK! "the girl scream bursting out in tears as the woman had started to slam her face with the book. The little boy still continued to scream in horror."he can't help you Tyra, "he grip on her neck grew tighter."he's only a child! "She repeatily hit her again. The girl had took her hands and started to hit the woman back but it was no use. She was weak underneath the woman's stenght. All she could do is hope her brother wasn't looking.

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I couldn't shake the feeling of what I had heard the other day. They were seriously doubting me like I was a temporary stay. I shook my head at the thought. "God they, hate you already " my stupid conscious had voiced in that annoying tone. I sighed shaking my head. "Yeah keep walking bitch cause you know you can't run from me "it said again. Yeah I needed my meds.
But I found a can of mace in my suit case thankfully and this time and I sitting at that same hilltop, against that same tree. The weather had been rather hot, and it was making my arms especially sweaty and my body humid. The only difference about today and a few days ago was I had been popping my pills right now. And that boy wasn't here. I sighed in relief even though I could sense he'd be wandering around up here. I couldn't do my meds at the house because jasmine and Sarah were there. I carefully slid the white cap off the orange bottle and shook two more off white pills out.
"Why are you tense? " "FUCK! "I screamed .I jumped causing me to dropped the bottle and the two pills fell in the grass. He scared the living hell out me. I quickly snatched the bottle back, putting it in my left pocket but my eyes never left the ones in the grass. "You've got to stop doing that! "I grunted with a frustrated sigh. I was hoping he didn't see what he did with every last little piece of peace I had left. "I scared you? How? "He asked. I rolled my eyes."You came out no where while I was-" I quickly cut my sentence short. I had to say that! "What taking medicine? How bad is that? "He said facing me. His tone was begging to irk me. "Boy, you don't even fucking know me "I said turning towards him. And I didn't know him either actually. I didn't want to that much."Oh like your insanely anxious? You seem to fear the human race"he said in another harsher tone.

Whoop. His. Ass, I thought threw gritted teeth.

"Well if it makes you feel any better I don't want to talk about it "I said my voice dripping in sarcasm. There was a pause of silence. "Sorry "he mumbled even though I could tell he didn't mean any of it. I rolled my eyes. Another pause of hostile silence. I needed those things in the grass before I started hypreventilating. I hadn't took any since yesterday and that was the reason I was out here. He had to freaking show up. Then I got an idea. This might make him take back what he said. "Do you mind? "I asked eyeing him. He shook his head. He wasn't anybody anyway. So i took the pills out my pocket and popped two of them out, quickly tossing them down my throat. "Why? "He asked. I couldn't play dumb anymore. "I sed I don't wanna talk about it "I quickly jumped. "Whatever "he bitterly replied. I didn't exzactly give a fuck he "cared "about me either so I guess we we're eaqual. "I'm just glad you don't act like my ex" he mumbled sarcastically. ''Ex?'' I questioned thinking back at a few days ago when my cousin described him as her ''boyfriend''. ''Yeah, she-''

''I could care less'' I cut him off with my highly annoyed tone. ''Well you in that case you must hate me to'' he suddenly said.
"So you have nothing else to do but continue this conversation? "I fought back. Then it came to me. He really did dumped jasmine. "I came to read, but how was I suppose to know I'd run into somebody doing drugs "he harshly replied.

DRUGS?

"Drugs? A minute ago they were prescription -OH i'll KILL you! "I instantly split into another person. "You can't KILL me if you tried" he smartly remmarked. He was pushing the whole situation towards the limmit. Then the euphoria of the pills set in. I leaned up against the tree pinching the bridge of my nose. "I'm not going to fight, I'm going to be the bigger person, you son of a bitch "I calmly stated. He nodded not effected by my words. "You will find that being the bigger person is overrrated "he said his tone more giving in than before. "And that you are exceedingly bipolar "he added. I started to grit my teeth. "Please go away" "I slowly said scooting over. "One last question, "he said. I sighed. "What?"I said highly annoyed again. "Why do you come here? "He asked. I shrugged. "What did you see me just do? "I asked him. "Have a bipolar meltdown" he said sarcastically."No what did I do when you came out of nowhere? "I said."pop x probally "he sighed with a slight smirk.
He took the two pills out the grass and handed them to me. "If this is your way of twisted way of apologizing I don't except "I said."oh something like this isn't even worth looking back on "he said. His eyes were ever so words were cruel. I was never the one to be the bully.I was teased a lot for being angry and never smiling but he was a whole nother was he like this? "I actually liked you at first "I said trying to keep my voice from trembling. He shook his head."Its not about a friendship "he said. I felt my back pocket for my mace. He was about to wanna leave."What happened to my mace "I said feeling around behind my took the can, took out a pocket knife and shoved it into the can before tossing the can as far as he could. My breath sped up."That takes care of Riley's pocket knife "he said sitting back down. I gave him one last glance. Maybe my anger was setting in all to fast. Maybe he was just bored. His eyes now showed any less harm as he calmly opened the green book in his lap. I sighed again. He no longer paid me anymore attention. Perfect.
I silently rose up and left the spot where I was sitting by him and walked down the hill.
But I took a swift turn as soon as I was sure I was out of his sight. I slowly approached the tree. I was on the other side he was in the front. He couldn't see me. I slowly slid around the other side but, "Your not slick "he snuck up from behind me. Damnit! "I wasn't trying to be -" I quickly spun around and- SMACK!

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