A/N: yay another update for u, dunno why i'm yay, it should beu so i'll yay 4 u. lol.
hope u like this one its from Lily's perspective, should b interesting 4 u lot i hope. Now i was thinking of putting all the Green Eyes songs up on my profile, under a Green Eyes bit. what do u think a good idea. yes no. tell me and i'll put it up if u want me 2. bear in mind that the songs that go up on there won't have all been in the story yet, i've only had 1 song in the story yet, but i plan to put them in the story, although some may not, they are all design to be as though from Renns point of view, k. so tell me wat u think and i may put them up.
want to dedicate this chap to black16lily, thank you for being my own personal spell checker. i didn't know how else to put that but i am v.gratefull, with out u my chapters probably wouldn't make sense, so i owe u.
disclaimer: i most definatly absolutely don't own Harry Potter, its unfortunate i know, but hey what can i do about it.
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c u all soon, well update soon hopefully. any how byesee bye.
Indie x
Green Eyes
Chapter Three : Familiar
Lily's POV:
Another school year full of new opportunities, I'm head girl cool huh,? Oh and Remus Lupin is head boy. You know I'm glad he got it. Imagine if they'd given it to Potter. I mean James Potter as head boy? He is about as responsible as a five year old. Although a miracle may occur and maybe Potter won't be as much of a pain in the ass this year. These are the thoughts running through my head as we entered the Great Hall. I sit down next to my best friends Chloe Bennet and Jayne Molloy. I share a dorm with Jayne and Chloe, there is another girl in our dorm but I never seem to be able to place who she is. I know that sounds crazy, I have shared a dorm with her for what? Six year now and I still can't think of her name let alone what she looks like.
"This year is gonna be great right Lil." Jayne whispered in my ear as McGonagall started the sorting.
"Mmm definitely." I whisper back. "As head girl I demand that this year be the best year ever."
"Good." Jayne laughs. "Don't think I could bear another year like last year," I struggle to stifle a laugh. Last year was definitely the worst year we've ever had at Hogwarts, by far.
"Hey Lil, Jayne." Chloe whispers to us. "Don't suppose you recognise the girl James Potter is whispering to?" I look in the direction of Potter and find him sitting near us with his mates and a girl I recognise. I can't place her though but I know that I've met her before. She is obviously a Gryffindor but she must be the year below us because I just can't put the face to a name. If she was in our year I would be able to, I know I would. I'm good at remembering peoples names. And how could I forget a girl like her. She's pretty with shiny black hair, like potters only not as messy. It's really long, longer then even Jayne's and Jayne's got long hair. Her eye's sparkle happily, a sparkle I know very well, it the sparkle Chloe gets when she's talking to Potter. This girl like Chloe must fancy Potter, I'll never understand why Chloe likes Potter. Itis absurd if you ask me, but then your not asking me so never mind.
"I just thought of something Lil has Potter spoken to you at all since we got on the train?" Jayne muttered to me.
"Of course not Jayne, I mean we've only got back to Hogwarts he's hardly had a chance to see me. And I'm glad he hasn't, he's an annoying pain in the ass."
"Lil don't you find that funny though?"
"Funny? Why would I find it funny that Potter hasn't, oh." It clicked then.
"Exactly James always says high to you first thing every year on the train he'll ask you out, but this year…"
"This year he hasn't ." I whisper finishing off Jayne's sentence for her. "Oh. My God."
"I know, why the heck would he do though? It doesn't make sense I mean he's head over heels in love with you." Jayne replied a look on her face that said, well we got there eventually.
"Maybe he isn't any more." Chloe said, a smile on her face, I could see how this would make her smile, if Potter was over me then may be she stood a chance. At that moment I felt something I couldn't explain, a sort of twinge in my heart. I was all due to the fact that Potter might have gotten over me, and I really didn't like the feeling that possibility had brought on me.
"Shut up Chloe that just isn't possible, I expect that Potters friends have just stopped him from talking to me."
"Oooh, since when did you care Lily? I thought that you were happy that Potter might be over you. Any way I highly doubt that it's his friends stopping him because Potter hasn't even glanced at you once during the feast-"
" Why do you think that is Chloe." Jayne interrupted. " Do you honestly think that it's because he's too busy thinking about you. Of course he isn't! As you should have noticed during your worship like staring he's been talking to another girl. And he doesn't seem to have eyes for anyone but her." My head snapped to look at Jayne from the painful position of having to stare blankly at McGonagall as she continued to sort the never ending first years into the houses.
"Tell me your joking," I said.
"Take a look and see for your self." Jayne said, eyebrows raised in disbelief at my interest. And so I did look, my eyes searching out for a boy that I hated with a passion. A boy I had wished would leave me alone, and now that he was I was searching out to find out why, almost to see if I could bring him back. But of course that was utter nonsense. Really I'm just intrigued, I want to know what it is about that girl that is better than me, not because I want him, but maybe if I can get to know her I can thank her. I argue back with myself, refusing to believe that I could possibly desire James bleeding Potter. And then I find him, staring happily at the girl with the raven black hair and eyes like moss, a quiet little laugh on his face his eyes sparkling as he listens to what she has to say. I don't know why but I can't bear to watch because maybe Jayne and Chloe are right maybe the infamous James Potter is really over me. I can't bear to look and I turn my head away. Of course I can't help but look back again, just in case I was mistaken. So I look and I find his eyes meeting mine, and he smiles, the cocky arrogant smile that he smiles only for me, because he knows it aggravates me so. I find my self smiling back, maybe this year we can be friends, maybe me ,The Marauders, Chloe and Jayne, even maybe the girl with black hair can all be friends. I glance at the dark haired girl. Her eyes are on James, I mean Potter, no James, he's James now. She's just staring, there is a wistful look in her eyes, a sigh on her breath, her eyes look into mine and I smile a sorry smile. One that says I know how you feel, but it'll never be you, you'll just never be that girl to him and I'm sorry, truly, I am.
I am sorry for her. I can see how much she wants him, needs him even, because I know that look. Its how Chloe is with James, and I really wish they could both be happy, but I know if they're going to be happy it will never be with him.
A/N: Well there u go, i know it wasn't as long as the last chapter, sorry but hey, thats all for now folks! okay i'm rambling again. must learn to shut ones mouth.
pls review despite my constant and probably v.annoying rambling.
Indie x
