Disclaimer - I do not own Glee or any of the characters mentioned in this story
"Hello"
Blaine gasped, Kurt had answered, he had actually answered!
Too shocked to do anything else Blaine hit the end call button and immediately regretted it. He had been waiting weeks, nay months, for Kurt to speak with him again but when the moment had finally come Blaine had bottled it and hung up. He could kick himself.
A small part of Blaine's mind hoped against hope that Kurt was ready to forgive him, to forget the unthinkable mistake that Blaine had made and was ready to move forward with him. But a greater part of Blaine knew that Kurt was nowhere near ready to forgive him. Kurt was probably not even aware who had called him. Blaine wouldn't blame Kurt if he never forgave him, not really, Blaine wouldn't even forgive himself. He was a horrible human being. How could anyone ever do something to hurt the beautiful angel? Blaine was worse than Karofsky.
"I don't trust you anymore"
Those words had been going round Blaine's head ever since he had seen Kurt at Grease. Blaine didn't even trust himself anymore these days, he shouldn't be allowed to have the privilege of having others trust him, especially not someone as pure and angelic and beautiful as Kurt. Blaine didn't deserve him.
Blaine may have been in a bad shape after his visit to New York but those five words had nearly destroyed him.
"I don't trust you anymore"
The newly elected Senior Class president had tried to keep it together, he had joined so many clubs and societies that the curly haired boy hardly had time to do his homework let alone think about his ex-boyfriend.
Ex-boyfriend, what an awful word Blaine thought to himself as he moped around his room one day and one that didn't suit Kurt at all. Kurt deserved to be THE boyfriend not the ex, never the ex.
Sorry it's a short one
So...last year I was literally incapable in writing angst, it was fluff all the way but now it would seem that the tables have turned.
Oppa Gangnam Style!
