A/N: I decided to rewrite chapter three cause I didn't like how it turned out it felt to rushed. I'm going to use the previous chapter that I wrote for a later chapter after I rewrite some of it. Hopeful this one came out better then the other one. Let me know what you think. I plan to write chapter 4 later today sorry for the shortness in of this one.

Disclaimer: I do not own the song in chapter nor do I own anything else except the idea, But I wish I did.

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Her voice shakes as she speaks "Alex I never wanted things to end up like this. I would never intentionally hurt you in anyway, and I know thats what I'm doing right now but I can't do this, not now." She stares at me for a moment the same look from our last talk, but without the tears. I can feel my heart sink like its the titanic, I wait for her to continue.

"I dont want to lose you...as a friend, but I understand if thats what you want, I wont blame if you walk away right now and never speak to me again." Her head fall staring at the floor amd much as I want to say something to change everything, I cant, and for the first time I'm speechless.

Minutes pass before I speak,"Ok if thats what you want, then I cant change your mind...but I cant walk away from you again, I dont think I can handle it again." I attempt a small smile but fail miserably.

She looks up at me searching for something " I broke up with Justin..I think he figured out that we like eachother, and he's ok with I guess."

I nod needing to get away, to be alone, to think about everything she's saying "Thats great, umm I have to go I'll see you later." I rush my words before running out the door and out of the church.

Should I go to the park or home? Both only a few blocks from the church, so I decide to just go home not having the energy to do anything else. The walk home is comforting in ways, just listening to the sounds of the city, some what distracting from my thoughts.

No ones home yet so I have the house to myself, I just go to my room though throwing my body on my bed. I put my headphones in flipping to the playlist titled "Mitchie's Songs" lame I know but whatever. I hit play letting the music feel the silence.

I need to know if its over

cause I would leave you alone

Flooded with all this pain

knowing that I'll never hold her

Like I did

Before the storm

I feel the tears spring to my eyes before hitting my cheeks, I dont bother to wipe them away knowing more are soon to follow.

I guess I was expecting this, even though I was hoping that she would confess her love but thats just something you find in the movies, not everyone gets a happy ends or at lets not so close to the beginning. I wonder if we can really just be friends or will we stay distant like now, I don't really know if I can handle being around her for the time being as much as i want to. I close my eyes drifting off into blackness.

"Alex..Alex wake up" I feel a light shake on my shoulder, opening my eyes I see Justin standing next to my bed. "Dinners going to be ready in a few minutes, mom wanted to know if you if you were coming down to eat." He explains quietly

" Yeah, I'll be down in a few." I give him a small smile, but he doesn't move."Is there something else?" I ask slightly confused.

He hestiantly sits down next to me, shifting to face me "Mitchie called me early, she told me what happened after I left today."

Jumping up, I walk to the door, "I'm going to go downstairs."

He follows trying to talk to me," She's upset too Alex...Alex your going to talk to me some time today whether you like it or not." He doesn't say anything else as we make it to the living room.

We're all sitting at the table listening to Max talk about something he did today something about bublle wrap and stairs. I'm staring at my plate pushing my food around, I'm not hungry knowing that Justins going to to try to talk to me after dinner.

"Sweetie..Alex are you ok?" Snapping out of thoughts I look to see everyone staring at me, they look worried except Justin he just looks upset.

"Yeah I'm fine I'm just tired I guess, I didn't sleep that good last night." I'm not lying I really didn't sleep last night, I kept waking up every hour.

"Well Eat your food then why dont you go lay down in your room and try to sleep." Dad offers before returning to his food. I just nod looking over at Justin who is still staring at me. I take my time picking at my food, knowing that as soon as I'm done Justins going to to make me talk about Mitchie whether I like it or not.