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''I love you''
''I love you two…''
They stood up again and out off nowhere Tony grabbed her by her waist and kissed her on her lips. They both smiled and without saying a word they walked further through the park, through the rain.
''I could get used to this.'' Tony grinned and looked at soaking wet Ziva.
''Me too'' Tony smile just grew wider. Ziva had to laugh about it, he just looked amazing when he smiled. Their fingers interwined as they walked back to the office.
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''Did you two take a shower before heading back?'' McGee grinned.
''Not the right time Tim'' McGee focused on his work again. Tony walked to his desk and Ziva did the same. She couldn't look at his sad face, even though she had seen it many times. But she did look not knowing why.
Tony couldn't concentrate, his friend Matt was actually in danger. It could have been him, he is an agent two. They just looked so much at each other that's probably why they were getting along so well. The only thing different between them was that they didn't worked on the same floor. And that Tony was dating Ziva.
Tony could feel Ziva watching him but decided not to look up. He had this feeling that they are already to late. And he didn't like it. Gibbs entered the bull pen again, with 4 cups off coffee with him. Which was very weird. Then he grabbed one and put each off them on their desks.
''Thanks boss?'' Even though Tony wasn't in his best condition right now he was still DiNozzo.
''Drink it, after that Ziva brings you home and you stay home tomorrow.''
''Technically it is already morning'' Gibbs walked up to Tony and slapped him on the back off the head. ''Got it, Boss''
''Just do it'' Tony grabbed the coffee and said his goodbyes to everyone. Ziva followed him, McGee and Gibbs stayed behind. Gibbs checked if Tony was in the elevator and when it closed he turned to McGee.
''Special Agent Matt Valentine's body was found 10 minutes ago dumped in a river. When Ziva gets back we go to the crime scene.''
''Tony isn't going to take this well, is he?'' Gibbs just looked at McGee, which said enough.
The ride to Tony's home was silence. Tony knew that he wouldn't see Matt ever again. They both knew it but neither off them said it, knowing that that would be the best. Even though Ziva never met the guy, she felt sorry. She didn't knew why, but it had probably to do with the fact that Tony knew him. When they arrived at his place Tony gave Ziva a quick kiss and then got out off the car. He walked towards to the door and opened it. He looked over his shoulder and saw Ziva still standing there with her mini. It was such a chick car as he would call it. He smiled at that thought and threw a fake smile at Ziva. She saw that he was trying to be happy like always, but he couldn't bring it good. Then he disappeared in the doorway and closed the door. Ziva wanted to come with him, but thought that it would be better if he was alone tonight. Or not? She drove off ass a maniac not knowing where she was going.
The first thing Tony did was undo his tie and throw it somewhere in the room. His jacket right behind it. He kicked off his shoes then he walked to the kitchen. Tony grabbed a beer out off his fridge and slammed the refrigerator door closed. Then he walked to the living room and lay down on the couch. It was going to be a long night. He knew Matt was already gone, otherwise Gibbs would have never sent him home. Would he? No Matt is gone. With that he threw his bottle against a wall. A loud noise was the result of it, and of course a big stain on the wall. He would clean it up, once he had time.
Then he walked to the fridge again and grabbed another beer. He was going to get drunk, really drunk. He didn't care about the consequences of the next morning he grabbed a whiskey bottle and grabbed a glass. First he finished his beer and then started the heavy stuff.
After about 2 hours when he was really drunk and could barely stand on his own feet, he walked outside. He car was still standing on the office, luckily for him. He walked inside again and grabbed the bottle of whiskey. He lost his glass about a hour ago, drinking out off the bottle went faster. When he was drunk he didn't feel anything no guilt, no pain and no thoughts. Just the way he wanted it. Tony knew he was going to do something stupid tonight, like he always did when he was drunk.
He flashed back… seeing Jenny lying dead on the floor.
He flashed back… seeing Paula throwing herself on a terrorist.
He flashed back… standing next to Kate when she was shot by Ari.
It was to much for him, he was feeling dizzy… Then he dropped and fell with his head on his table. There was blood on his floor. His body was lying lifeless on the cold floor off his living room. With the whiskey bottle still in his hand, empty. It couldn't see anything, just a black sight. He was out of the world, then he saw his mom standing in front off him. His dad next to her. And Kate was there, Paula, Jenny, Matt….
''Mum?''
''Yes Anthony?'' His mum threw him a big smile.
''Is it really you?''
''Of course it is me Anthony…'' Tony smiled. He walked to her and hugged her. Then he turned around.
''Kate? Jenny?''
''What did you get yourself into DiNozzo?'' Kate looked him in the eyes. But still sweet.
''I am sorry that I couldn't save you, Kate… or Jenny, Paula… I was all my fault…''
''It was not your fault Tony, I knew the minute I stepped into that restaurant that I was dead'' Jenny smiled at him.
''But I could have done something?''
''No you couldn't'' Paula stepped forward. ''You couldn't and you know that somewhere deep down…''
''Perhaps… but Matt I could have saved you!''
''No you couldn't Tony… It was planned for months… no one could have saved me… and besides they didn't got what they wanted. So get over it men! Continue with your life don't let me stop your life. Or each off us.''
''Easy for you to say. It is just not fair… '' Tony wanted to grab each off them knowing that they were still somewhere.
''Why are you here Tony? You shouldn't be here.'' His mum stepped forward.
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Ziva had been driving for the last three hours, only god would know where she was. But then out off nowhere she turned around and drove to Tony's house. Something was going on she knew it. She could feel it… She turned up the volume of her radio hoping that it would get away her thoughts.
Baby you're a wrecking ball
Crashing into me
Nothing I could but fall
Piece by piece
You broke down every part of me
That ever thought I'd never needed you, baby
Perhaps that wasn't such a good idea. She changed the radio station and found another song. A happy one maybe that would help.
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me –why can't I breath whenever I think about you
Yep it wasn't such a good idea. She kept thinking about Tony, his laugh, his stupid movie references actually she thought that they were cute and his hair. Full gas to Tony's home. She should have never left him alone tonight. She was there in 10 minutes, after 5 minutes she figured out that she had been driving into big circles. She ran out off the car and to the front door.
''Tony? TONY?'' She wasted no time and kicked the door down. When she entered the living room she saw his lifeless body lying on the floor. ''Tony… Tony… '' No responce.
Stay cool… It will be alright…
But she just couldn't instead she burst out in tears and grabbed her phone.
''911''
''My boyfriend fell and hit his head he is not moving or responding HELP ME!!''
''The ambulance is on his way madame. Just stay calm''
''How can I in gods name stay calm?'' Ziva was yelling at the woman who was just trying to help her. She shut the phone again and called Gibbs.
''Gibbs, Tony is wounded please come'' Tears were running down her face..
''Are you at Tony's?''
''Yes''
''I'll be right there! Ziva it is going to be okay. Stay on the phone with me got it?''
She lay the phone down at put it on speaker.
''Got it…'' She grabbed Tony's hand and squeezed it. No reaction.
''Tony please stay with me… please you can't do this to me…not you two… please..'' She stroke his hair, making sure that she wouldn't touch the wound. Gibbs came running into the room 3 minutes later.
''How is he? What the hell happened?''
''I don't know.. I left him alone after I dropped him off and then I came back and found him like this'' Now Gibbs was here she fought back the rest off the tears. He checked Tony's pulse, it was weak but still there. Within 2 minutes the ambulance arrived.
''Madame you need to go out off the way'' She stood up and watched how they put Tony on a stretcher. And driven out off the room. Gibbs walked next to her.
''Wait you've got to let me with you''
''Step in'' She wasted no time and stepped into the ambulance. She grabbed his hand as they put a mask on his face. There was still coming a bit blood out off his head. Within no time they were at the hospital and Tony was taking into Intensive Care. Ziva wasn't allowed to go in yet. Soon she would, hopefully.
Gibbs came running into the hospital looking for Ziva.
When he finally found her he walked up to her and put a hand on her shoulder. She turned around and than the tears began to come again. She hugged Gibbs tightly and couldn't stop crying. If felt like when was Gibbs in the hospital. They just stood there for 10 minutes hugging. Gibbs had always been a dad to Ziva, since her own was that busy that he couldn't even make time free for her. He never could.
''Shall we go and see if they have something?'' Ziva nodded and they walked to the reception. Just when Gibbs was about to talk there was yelling through the room.
''Family off Anthony DiNozzo?''
''Yes… well girlfriend…''
''I am sorry Madame but only family is allowed to go into the room''
''Don't call me madame…''
''Believe me you don't want to piss her off. She can kill you with a paperclip in 17 different ways'' Ziva actually had to laugh at that, but it was true. ''Just let her go into the room''
''Sure no problem I'll make an acception'' The doctor swallowed and then cleared his throath. Ziva smiled a bit.
''Go!'' Gibbs said to her, and she walked behind the doctor. ''Wait! How is he?''
''He is going through a rough time. Because he fell on his head we can't tell what is wrong with him. He was pretty drunk. His alcohol level was way above the limit. Is there any change he wouldn't want to wake up?'' Ziva chuckeld.
''His friend was murdered, and so were 3 other off his friends. His childhood sucked, he is a player. Until he found his soulmate in Ziva here'' Ziva looked at Gibbs her eyes wide open. Did he just really said that? Gibbs didn't look at Ziva instead he directly had to think about Jenny. It still killed him when he thought of her.
''This way please…miss?''
''Ziva Da-veed'' She walked down a white hall people were walking everywhere. When they finally were by Tony's room she took a deep breath.
''He won't wake up until the morning but you can talk to him''
''Alright thank you, doctor?''
''Dr. Romano Brown'' He gave her a smile and then closed the door behind him. Ziva just stood there looking at the man who she loved. Love five years ago she would have been killed if she said that word in front of her father. Now she was in love with her partner. Love….
She walked to the corner of the room and grabbed a chair. She sat next to Tony and grabbed his hand. On the monitor you could here his heart beat soft and slowly. She couldn't believe that this could happen into 2 hours. If she had just stayed there, just stayed with him.
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''Tony did you hear me, you should not be here!'' His mum was trying to get him understand'. ''You have to much to live for..''
''But I don't want to leave you guys…''
''You'll come back when you are ready''
''Or not'' Matt snapped.
''You'll have to get back to Ziva, Gibbs, Abby and McGee they are waiting for you there!''
''Ziva…..''
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Tony started to shake and his heart beat raised. Ziva slammed the emergency button and doctors came running into the room within no time.
''TONY are you there? Tony!!'' He started shaking worse and a nurse dragged Ziva out off the room. Leaving Tony in the room, at least she knew that he was still alive. But would he last? She stood in front off the window looking at him. She was crying then she slide down the wall and just sat there. Hoping that this was all a nightmare.
Dun, dun , dun ;) I hope you guys get why he saw his mum and kate,.... If you don't : Let's just say that he was out off the world for a while. I needed some exciting stuff so... :P Let me know what you found off this chapter. The songs i used: Carrie Underwood - Twisted and Liz Phair - Why can't I. I don't own this songs or any off the characthers! Have a nice day :)
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