Thank you for all of your reviews! that means a lot! anyways, here it goes!

Disclaimer: I don't own Austin&Ally (people who think I do are REALLY stupid- not offense)


Did you ever had that strange feeling of guiltiness that everything is your fault? That you could have stop it or even do something to not let that happen? Well I've never fell like this before. Because everybody knows that Austin Moon never feel guilty or anything. Well they're all wrong.

Right at that moment I wished it was me instead of her. Me, laying on this bed instead of her, loosing lots of blood instead of her. I knew I could do something for her but I didn't. And it made me so angry because I knew that it was suppose to be me instead of HER!

I couldn't take it. seeing her laying down, loosing blood, that killed me.I couldn't take it so I walked out of the room.

The truth is that I had a huge crush on her. Yes you heard me well I, me Austin Moon, had a huge crush on her but I couldn't admit it. I've grown up with that logic that people like her were nerds and that I couldn't stay with them. And that killed me because actually Ally and I had a lot in common.

As I saw the doctor coming out, I attacked him with a lot of questions about Ally.

"Is she okay?" I asked

"Yes she's fine. She lost a lot of blood but she'll be back home in a week"He answered me with a small smile.

Thanks God! She's not dead!

"Can I go see her"I asked him suddenly.

"I'm sorry but only family or close friend can go in." he answered me with an apologetic smile.

I needed to see her to make sure that she was okay. So I did the first thing that came into my mind.

"I'm her boyfriend actually." Wow that sounded ...nice. But still weird.

"Oh I'm sorry I didn't know. You can go then." And with that I entered in with him behind me.

There she was. She looked sick and I knew it was because of me. Damn it! I should have save her!

"Hey" I said shyly. Which is weird because I've never been shy before. I guess that's what love does to you...wait did I just say love?

"Hi Mrs Dawson. There's your boyfriend here for you." the doctor said.

I expected her to yell a 'What?! Him? my boyfriend?' or stuff like that but the next thing she did, I wasn't prepared to hear that.

"But who are you? Where am I? and...Who am I?"

So I owe you a MASSIVE sorry because I let you wait and because it's really short but until tomorrow we're on holidays here in Belgium for 2 weeks ! so I'll make it more longer the next time I swear!

Well, have a goodnight or good day! (depends where you are)

kiss

Omia11 xx