AN: so I was really not in a good mood today! so i decided to write this as a good but of anger management! This was also driven from the fact that I honestly don't think a Black Mage (which is known for its short temper) to not be resentful toward people hounding them for personal info! so this is an entry from Hokus Pokus's diary. if you want to know what she looks like look up "Hokus Pokus" on the Excalibur! ^^

What's it like to be a hero?

I get asked that a lot wherever I go… Honestly I don't like to answer that question either! It's like asking a miner "what's it like to be a miner" or asking me "what's it like casting a spell!" You cant describe it just in a quick face to face encounter!

At least offer me a lunch at the local bar! I don't even mind paying! Just please don't keep asking me to reply in a few short lines!

The problem has been getting so bad that the Scions came up with a script for me to say. A SCRIPT!

I honestly don't like saving the world if it means that I get interrupted every ten minutes to be interrogated! It's not like I had meant to be there to beat up that stupid Iffrit! Now a days people are expecting me to be their little savior when all I really want to do is explore or get to know some dragons!

Is it really too hard to ask politely for a little Q and A session? I think not! I mean really! I even got stopped in the middle of a short Pilgrimage to get in touch with the element of ice and some random soldier came right up to me asking me to cast one of my by now famous fire spells on his shield! Does he not know what a fire spell does to a frozen shield? I even told him that it would break! But would he listens? Nope! He even had the audacity to blame me for breaking it!

I'm still on that very same pilgrimage hiding in an ice cavern in the Coerthas Western Highlands to avoid those annoying Elezen. With how the blizzard is currently, I highly doubt they will be coming any time soon though.

At least the Aether is keeping me company in this little cavern. The sweet songs of the Aether are the only thing keeping me from lashing out these days.

Signed,

Hokus Pokus; Imperial NuisanceImmortal Flames: Chief Flame Sergeant

Mistress of Black Magic