Sorry, I haven't updated, I was at a friends house and when I did write this, my computer crashed I it didn't save:/ But here you go!
BELLA'S POV
If you had the chance, would you risk it all? Risk your friends, family, your life? For your every fiber in your exsitence, to have that once in a lifetime chance to be able to feel what you could't feel? To feel free from everything in your life?
I defintfuly would.
I woke up in a different room than my own. What? Oh yeah, yesterday. Yesterday sucked. I can't face them today. I just can't. I got up from the bed and noticed some clothes. I quickly put them on and quickly and quietly raced down the stairs. All of them was in the living room. I ingored them and went outside. I need to get out of here.
"Bella." I heard Jasper call. I ignored him.
"Come on Bella." He said again. I don't know how to get to my house, I don't have a car. I headed for the woods.
"Bella!" I started to run. I can't see him, not like this. Branches whipped my face but I didn't care. I had to leave. I was suddenly turned around and saw a pair of golden eyes staring at me.
"Bella." He said. I couldn't read his face.
"Jasper."
"Oh Bella." He said before enfuling me into a hug. It was something I have never experisenced before. It was like our bodies became one, nothing esle mattered. It was like love and happiness had escaped his body into mine. I didn't want to let go, I might break if I did. I wanted to stay in his arms forever.
Earth to Bella, what the hell are you thinking? You can't have this, you're not worth it, my inner deom yelled at me.
Stop!
He'll never love you, nobody can or will! You're sucm, you don't deserve anything! I yanked out of Jasper's arms, covering my ears with my wrists. I fell to my knees.
"Stop it!" I yelled. I looked up at Jasper with my tear-stained face
"Make it stop!"
"Bella." He came level to me and out his hands over mine.I contuied to cry sliently.
JASPER'S POV
I didn't know what to do. Her face just breaks my heart. She seems so lost. I filled her with calmness, love, and happiness.
"Jasper.." She whispered.
"It's okay darlin', shhh. It's gonna be fine, just fine." but thoses seemed the wrong words to say.
"No! Don't say that! It's not true, stop lying!" Bella said. I put her in my lap and just calmed her and gently rubbed her back. That seemed to work.
"I'm gonna protect you darlin. I'll never let you fall." I murmured against her head. After what seemed like hours, I picked her up and walked her back to the house. She looked so beautiful when she slept. Her black hair was soft, and everywhere. Her red lips just looked so adorable and her eyes. Oh her eyes were something esle. I can't even put it into words. Unqiue shade of baby bule that just made you melt when you see them.
I sat her on the bed and laid beside her. She is smiply, utterly goregous. I wanna spend the rest of my life with her.
BELLA'S POV
I woke up to Jasper next to me. He was so beautiful. His blonde curls fell against his defined face. His muscular arms were rested under his head. I wonder if he's awake.
"Jasper." I whispered.
"Yeah." He said opening his eyes. He looked so cute!
"Thank you." I said.
"You're-" but before he could finish, I crashed my lips up against his. He seemed shocked at first but then he recovered. He kissed back, wrapping his arms around my waist. I slid my hands into his soft hair. This felling was extordinary, nothing from what I felt before. It was like I belonged there, in his arms. His tounge grazed my bottom lip and I accepted. He pulled me closer, if that was even possible and it was like nothing even mattered but us. It was magical
Then someone interuppted.
"Jasper!-," Alice said. Jasper pulled back and was at the other side of the room.
"Alice." He said, but she just grinned. Oh God, this is sooo embarrsing,
"I'll just leave you two alone." and she walked out the room. I put my hands in my head. Just what I needed. Jasper cleared his thoat. I didn't look up, my face red from blushing,
"Bella." He said cupping my fac ein his face, making me look at him. He's so breathtaking.
"You don't have to be embarssed." Which made me blush more. He just grinned.
"Come on darlin', lets go. I have to show you somethin'." He said grabbing my hand.
JASPER'S POV
Thank God for Alice. If she wouldn't have shown up, I think I might have slipped. I lead her to the grage and went to my bike.
"Um, what are we doing?" She asked confused.
"You'll see." I said handing her a helmet.
"Oh no no no. I'm not getting on that thing." she said stepping back.
"Come on Bella, trust me." I smiled. I knew she would come.
"Okay," She said breathless. I chuckled. she got on and wrapped her arms around my waist, a little lower than normal. Gosh, this girl's gonna be the death of me. I drove towards a little spot I knew. I stoped on the side of the road.
"Are we here?" She asked.
"We have to walk." I said. She seemed hestiant but began to walk. I walked beside her, helping her when needed. Halfway through, I grabbed her hand. Happiness waved off of her. I smiled.
"Almost there." I said. When I knew she could see light, I lead her infront of me. She stepped into the clearing and gasped. It was a little flied with a little waterfall and flowers of various kinds. I found it when I needed to get away from the house.
"Its...so beautiful." She said still absored in its beauty.
"It is." I said looking at her. She looked at me and found that I was looking at her and blushed.
"Jasper, it's just so..." She tralied off. She looked at me and hugged me. She was trembling. I wrapped my arms around her, comforting her. I placed kisses on her head. She looked up at me, crying. I kissed her tears away. I trailed kisses up her neck, along her jaw, and finally her soft lips, trying to stay in control. Her emotions were everywhere. Sadness, happiness, fear, and love. Love? I knew I loved her, but she loved me? Why?
I was so caught up in her arms, I almost didn't noticed another presence. And so caught up her, I almost didn't notice the other vampire attack.
So? What ya think?:) R&R
