"Well Miss Clearwater it's a pleasure to meet you." Dr. Cullen said sticking his hand for me shake. Reluctantly I took it.

"Pleasure." I said through gritted teeth.

"So Miss Clearwater what brings you here? I see you're from La Push, I don't usually see any La Push residents." Dr. Cullen continued.

"Yeah well you know, superstitions as all. Stupid old fools if you ask me but anyway I didn't want anyone to know about this visit actually." I replied. "I took a home pregnancy test and now I don't know what to do. I want to know what my options still are."

"Oh okay I see. Well let me do some tests to confirm whether or not you are pregnant and then we will proceed from there." Dr. Cullen then he began poking me, making me pee in a cup, the whole damn enchilada. "Please wait here, Miss Clearwater, I'll be back as soon as possible."

Now I was stuck waiting in the room for Dr. Cullen to pretty much let me know my future. I went through several stages of panic, then relaxation when I convinced myself that the home pregnancy test had been wrong, then I began hyperventilating at how complicated my life could suddenly become. Trying to calm myself with deep breaths Dr. Cullen walked back in.

"Well Miss Clearwater you are indeed pregnant."

Once again, I began hyperventilating. It felt as if bricks for laying across my chest not allowing me to breathe properly.

"Miss Clearwater, Miss Clearwater. Please, please calm down." Dr Cullen said frantically while retrieving the oxygen mask and holding it up to my nose. With that I began calming down and proceeding to shake. Damn it I couldn't do this, I couldn't be pregnant. Well I could apparently. I couldn't have this baby, not by myself. I had to take care of this before it's too late.

"I want it out." I said still trying to breathe properly.

"Excuse me Miss Clearwater?"

"I said I want it out now! I don't want this thing, I want it out now." I said even louder.

"Miss Clearwater, from your test results you're about 13 weeks pregnant. We can't due an abortion anymore." Dr. Cullen said calmly.

"What? How I only just missed my period. No, no, no. Get it out. Get it out now!" I screamed.

"Miss Clearwater I know this is a lot to handle especially so young. Sometimes women still get their periods even when they are pregnant. Usually the flow is lighter." He continued. "Please try and calm down. There are other options; adoption perhaps."

Okay Leah breathe in, breathe out. You need to calm down. Calm down now! I told myself over and over.

"How can I be that far along? I don't even look pregnant." I questioned.

"Well every woman is different, most begin to show somewhere in the 2nd trimester but some don't start showing as last as 6 months into the pregnancy." Dr. Cullen replied. "I would say your due date is February 14th give or take a day. So 25 more weeks till then. Would you like to see your baby?"

I just nodded scared my voice would falter. Next thing I knew my baby's face popped onto the screen and I was in love. I loved him/her instantly. I can't believe minutes ago I wanted to end this beautiful life that was growing in me. Maternal instincts kicked into high gear and I realized I could and must do this for my baby. Tears began flowing from my eyes.

"Miss Clearwater, would you like to know the sex?" Dr. Cullen asked while handing me a tissue box.

"No, I want it to be a surprise." I said wiping my tears away while Dr. Cullen just nodded.

I had my baby's picture in my purse, happy and completely in love with my unborn child but still pissed off and heartbroken over the dickhead and homewrecker. None the less I slowly started driving back to the reservation. Pulling into the driveway I noticed another car much to dismay. Sam was here. Ugh. Great.

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