Your Guardian Angel

Chapter 3

No he can't be real; it is not possible that everyone lied to me when they said he was dead. I was imagining things. But he was still there. He was so handsome, he was always but now he had something different. He was somewhat glowing, like a diamond. His face was still the same, the face I loved more than anything in this world. I looked at his eyes; he was looking back at me and smiled my favourite crooked smile. I was dazzled. How was that possible with an illusion? When I was about to get off my bed, I noticed what was so different about him. He had wings. White, big, diamond glowing, wings. That was it I was crazy .I decided to stand up though. To go near him, to touch him, to feel if he was real or was I totally losing it.

"Bella love, don't be afraid, it's me" I heard his velvet voice, so he was real. Or wait could I be dreaming? I suddenly felt deeply disappointed and ready to cry.

"Bella, please don't be afraid" he said again with pain in his voice.

"I am not afraid, I am sad because I am dreaming and you are not here. You are dead…" suddenly tears were running down my face. I saw his glowing figure coming near me .Now I could see his facial features clearer. He seemed so real.

"Bella you are not dreaming love, I am really here."He tried to reassure me.

"No you are not. You died in that horrible accident to save me. Why did you do that Edward? WHY?" I was crying so much I couldn't see clearly in front of me, his face, everything was blurry. Then I felt him hugging me tight. I felt him, how could I dream and feel him? I hugged him back and I could feel the soft wings on my hands. Feel.

"I did die Bella…it's complicated. I will explain everything love."He whispered in my ear.

"Complicated" I whispered while I was feeling his wings in my hands.

I didn't know what to think. All I know was that he was hugging me. I felt his breath on my cheek, his arms around me, I heard his voice, all I wanted was to die here in his arms in order to not feel the pain when I was about to wake up. Because right here in his arms, I was safe and alive.

"I know you are scared now, but please let me explain" he whispered once again in my ear and I had Goosebumps. Scared? I wasn't scared; I was just living the moment here in his arms.

"Please Bella say something" he pleaded.

"I miss you" I whispered in order to not ruin the moment, to not wake up, to not lose him.

"I miss you too Bella so much, and I am sorry for everything, but now I am here and I will not go away before I will put everything into place." His voice was so steady; it was like he tried to convince me so bad that he would put everything into place. What was he talking about? A world without him did not ever exist. Everything was in the right place when he was here. And what, he would leave? I felt tears and tried to hold them back. I pushed gently away in order to be able to look in his eyes.

"I don't care if I am dreaming, alive or anything else I care that you are here with me now. I don't want you to go anywhere. And don't you dare be sorry. I AM sorry that you died to save me" It was so hard saying those words without losing my thoughts and kissing him. His lips were so tempting, they looked so soft, and I had the urge to kiss him, even if I had to wake up from the passion.

"You are not dreaming. I am your Edward. Just in a different form. But I am here. And I love you."

He loved me, he was here. Right after these words I couldn't help it and leaned towards him, and kissed him so passionately. The kiss was so much better than all our perfect kisses. He had a different taste…heavenly taste. I couldn't explain it well. We were kissing, hugging, touching each other for many minutes. I even touched his wings a couple of times, they were so soft. Then I decided I died and went to heaven. Who knows maybe I had wings too? I lay on my bed and pulled him up to me. He started kissing me from my neck, to my ear, chin, mouth, nose, and forehead. Then I started kissing his perfect face. His lips, nose, ears. While I was kissing his neck he pushed me gently and told me

"We can't do this Bella"