EPOV:
I'm in my room and all I can think about is Paige McCullers, and it's driving me insane. I'm trying to do my homework, but since I can't focus I end up reading and re-reading the same line over and over until I finally except the fact that I won't be able to do anything. My mom's out working a late night at the police station, so that just means I'm home alone. I decide to pick up my phone and text the girls to see if they want to hang out.
SPENCER: sorry Em not 2nite. I need to study, and then me and Toby are going to enjoy sometime alone by ourselves. Lsorry.
HANNA: I'll be right over, and Spenc seriously ur already studying. School just started!
ARIA: I'm with Han on this one Spenc u might want to relax a little. And sorry Em, me and Ezra are having a date night.
ME: It's fine at least I still hav Hanna Banana! ;p
SPENCER: I am a Hastings we are always prepared! And I will be relaxing when Toby comes over so ha!
HANNA: first don't call me that again! 2nd Spenc really? Ur only gonna probably end up just makin out.
SPENCER: shut up Hanna! Anyways I gtg. L8ter guys.
ARIA: byeee! I hav 2 go too, so bye!
ME: Byeee!
Hanna: Biiiii!
SPENCER: Hanna that's not how u spell bye!
Hanna: W.E!
After I get off the phone I go downstairs and wait for Han. When I hear a knock on the door I sigh happily, thanking god I didn't have to wait to long. I open the and am greeted with a blonde haired girl who is not Hanna, but Samara.
She must have noticed that I was surprised because she shyly says "Uh, hi. I hope I'm not interrupting anything."
"Um, actually I was waiting for Hanna to come over." I say lamely, because I honestly have nothing else to say.
"Oh, um well I was wondering maybe if you've cooled down a bit we could talk about us." She says and gives me a puppy dog look. Usually that would've run me over, but somehow I wonder what Paige's puppy face would look like.
"What do you mean us? We broke up." I state.
She sighs,"look Emily, I miss you, I miss…us. We were an amazing couple. The best even, can't we just try again? Please? "
I look at like she has 3 heads, and all of a sudden I'm filed with rage. "Are you fucking kidding me right now? You cheated on me. And, after I called you out on it, you totally denied it and just shoved it back in my face saying that you felt as though I was cheating on you with Hanna! And the only thing you can think of is that you miss us, and we were an amazing couple? Are fucking serious? "
She looks taken back for a minute, I've never yelled at her, or even cursed at her before. She looks sad and tries again, "Emily, I'm sorry okay? Look I know what I did was pretty fucked up, and I fucked up big time okay? Just give me one last chance, one last shot to make this right. To make us better, okay? Please Emily; please don't do this to us."
I look at her and take a deep breathe to calm myself. "Samara, we're done. For good now. I'm done, okay? I can't keep letting you do this to me. You need to move on, stay away from me. Our time is just up." After that I just close the door in her face because if I didn't walk away, I would probably start to feel bad, and then might do something stupid like kiss her or something else.
I sit back down and stared at a wall, until I'm snapped out of my thoughts by another knock on the door. I open it and am so happy to see that this time it's actually Hanna.
I tell her about what happen with Samara, and we end picking out a movie, and ordering the middle of the movie Hanna starts texting someone. I ignore it because I'm really into the movie, but then she starts, giggling and smiling.
"Can you please tell Caleb that you guys can talk at a different time? The movie isn't that bad." I huff.
Hanna, types out something then looks to me "Oh Em, don't worry it's not Caleb, it's Paige."
"WHAT!"
"Calm down, jeesh if I didn't know any better I'd say you were jealous." Then she studies me, as I try to look innocent. Her eyes widen, "Holy crap! Em! You are so jealous!"
Before I can even deny it she starts rambling "Look Em I'm so sorry I had no idea you liked Paige, I mean of course I was suspicious, because you were practically drooling over her. But I swear we are just friends. I don't even like her like that I love Caleb! I mean maybe if I were gay or bi I would totally be all over that I mean she's fucking gorgeous-"
"Hanna!" I shout to stop her from talking. "I'm not mad okay. I just, well I never really felt this possessive over someone before. I never felt like this not even with Samara, and I have no idea what do."
Just then Hanna gets another text. "Hey, why don't we just invite her over?" I shake my head no. "I can't right now, I just need to sort out all these feelings and learn how to deal with this jealous side of me. You know me, I've never been jealous like ever."
Hanna nods and give me a small smile."Okay Em, how about we just start the movie over, without me talking to Paige."
I agree and we finish off the pizza and eat popcorn while watching the movie. I start to think about Paige every now and then. I've only known her for not even a full day yet, she already is all I can think about.
PPOV:
After school me and Pru hang out a bit at a place called The Grill, before she has to start heading home. We exchange numbers and go our separate ways, but not before I offered her a ride home which she denied profusely.
I go home, and head straight to my room. My dad's out of town for a business meeting, and he will be gone for 2 weeks. My brother Patrick is probably in his room. I enter my room, and start on my homework. After I finish, I look around my room there's still somethings that need to be unpacked, so I start unpacking.
I'm in the middle of unpacking, when there's a knock on my door, I sigh "Come in."
"Hey, Paige. You went to school today?" Patrick asks in the doorway. He has dark brown hair, pale green eyes, and the same skin complexion as me. Although he kind of looks a little like me he actually takes after his mom. He's my half-brother. When my mom was alive my dad had cheated on her a year before I was born. His mom didn't want him if she couldn't have my dad also. So she said she was going to put him with child services, but my mom refused to let the happen. My mom and dad worked out there relationship, and a year later I was born. My mom was basically Patrick's mom just not by blood. He loved her like a mom too, even when his biological mom tried to get him back he wouldn't go with her. Pat, treated me like his sister, instead of hating me like his mom did. He loved me and we were super close, I know he would always look out for me, and vice-versa. Our relationship right now is just kind of rocky after an incident that happened.
"Yeah, I uh, it was alright." I say and continue unpacking.
"Cool, um so da called and he says he's going to be back later then he thought. He's actually will be able to return at the beginning of next month." I nod and just starts to help me unpack. I let him, because I can't hate him forever over something that wasn't really his fault.
"Hey when we're done here you wanna hang out and some video games?" He asks with hopeful eyes.
"Sure, it'll be just like the good old days." I say giving him a small smile which he instantly responds with a genuine happy one.
"Hey, I saw Toby today. He actually goes to Rosewood High."
"Seriously? That's so cool. Tell him I said hi and to stop by sometime." And he walks out leaving me to my thoughts, which I'm pulled out of however by a text. I look at my phone curiously before grabbing it.
Hanna: Hey Paigey this is Hanna! J
Paige: Hey Blondie how did u get my #?
Hanna: *eye roll* Pru obviously
Paige: well aren't u just a ray of sunshine
Hanna: thanxs I can practically hear ur sarcasm.
I keep texting Hanna until I Pat asks me if I'm done unpacking. I nod and go play games and eat a ton of snacks with him. We play so many different games of COD that my brain could possible melt at any moment. After we're done we hug good night and go to our respective rooms. I decide that I should probably go to sleep earlier, being that me and Spencer will probably be running tomorrow morning.
I go take a shower first. In the shower, I think about everything, until my mind lands on someone who's easily become my mind's favorite subject. Emily Fields.
I start thinking about her in the locker room. I might have watched her undress, a little while checking her out. Don't judge me, it was a moment of weakness!
Thinking about a shirtless Emily starts a painful throb in between my legs, and heat in my core. I can't take it anymore and slide my hand down to my center. Pushing in 2 digits with a gasp, as I close my eyes, and imagine it's Emily touching me. I moan as I push my fingers in and out, and start playing with my clit and arching my back. I start playing with my harden nipples, and feel myself closing in. With a few more flicks and thrust, I clench my eyes as I reach my climax and relieve myself.
After I finish showering and washing my hair I go back to my room. I'm lying in bed thinking about Emily again, when I receive a text. I reach over to my night stand and grab my phone. I let my eyes adjust to the brightness first before reading the text.
Unknown #: So, wen will u be ready 2 com back 2 me?
I'm confused at first before I feel my blood run cold as I realize who it is.
Paige: I'm never comin back to u. EVER! We're done, u broke my heart, and I won't let you do it again. I'm done with u, leave me alone Alison.
Unknown #: *sighs* okay Paige bear, I'll let u hav ur fun for a little more time before u come back to me. But don't keep me waiting long I tend to get impatient wen I wait to I'll jus hav 2 take thing into my own hands. Sweet dreams Paige Bear. I know u will b thinkin bout me anyway ;)
I let out a frustrated breathe as I think about what I'm going to do about Alison. I decide to just ignore her, and drift of to sleep happy that I know I'll get to see the one person who I will never forget, because she comes to me all the time in my sleep. An in my dreams it's almost as if she's still here. It's almost as if my mom never died, and she's still here.
