Dear Diary

It was a quiet drive home, Jasper drove because he said he wanted to concentrate and get it out of his mind, I just sat there, holding his hand and staring out into the beautiful forest that surrounded our home. As our home came into view I found out that Esme was not at home, strange. She was probably out shopping for decorations or something I decided as we pulled up into our huge garage, good thing Jasper had brought his keys with him because I don't think Esme would be too pleased with us if we broke down the door. We parked in the space next to Emmett's Jeep and I watched as Jasper slowly got out of the car, get into the house with his keys and disappear inside, I heard him walk up the grand staircase and go into his study, as he sat down in his chair he sighed a sad sigh to himself. It was the kind of sigh that made me want to cry, I waited for the tears that would never come as I got out and went to Jasper's study door and knocked twice, there was no answer.

"Jasper?" I asked worriedly.

"What?" He snapped back, his voice full of anger. Then I felt this pain welling up inside of my chest, he's never spoken to me like that before.

"Nothing, it doesn't matter anymore im just going to start setting up for later," I sadly mumbled.

I shuffled slowly to my room to fetch preset that I had made for Carlisle because he had insisted that we not spend any money on him at all. As I stumbled downstairs with the huge canvas of the family that I had drew I heard a gasp from the front doorway and peeked my head around the canvas to find Carlisle standing in the doorway with a shocked look on his face.

"Carlisle! What are you doing here?!" I gasped, trying to hide the huge canvas behind my tiny stature.

"I could ask you the same thing Alice, why are you not at school with the rest of them?" He chuckled.

"Well Jasper nearly killed Mike so we decided it would be best to come home,"

"Where is he at the moment?"

"Upstairs in his study, but he's a bit angry at the moment, he snapped at me,"

"Don't worry, I will go talk to him."

Carlisle manoeuvred himself around me so that he would not see what was on the canvas as he headed upstairs to talk to him. I rushed downstairs and searched hurriedly through my bag for my phone and hit speed dial, hopefully she would have her phone on her.

"Hello?" Chimed a musical voice from the other end. "Alice, what's wrong honey?"

"Esme it's terrible!"

"Calm down, what's wrong?"

"Carlisle has come home!"

"What? When? Where is he now?"

"Upstairs talking with Jasper in his study because he's very upset."

"Long story, I will tell you later, what time you coming home?"

"In about ten minutes so make sure Carlisle is busy with Jasper or something."

"Ok see you soon."

As I hung up the phone I heard the sound of someone coming down the stairs and as I looked round I was wrapped in my husbands warm

embrace, as this happened I felt all the pain disappear from my chest and I suddenly felt all warm and fuzzy inside.

"I'm sorry that I snapped at you earlier Lis, you deserve better than that," he murmured to me as he kissed my forehead.

"It's ok love, we all know how hard it is for you," I whispered as I kissed his pale, soft neck.

"No, it's not ok Lis and I am ashamed of myself for treating you in such a manner, I just wish that there was someway I could repay you."

"I know of a way for you to repay me." I smiled.

"What is it my love?"

"Keep Carlisle busy for a while until I call you,"

"How?"

"I don't know take him hunting or something."

"For you my love, anything." He leaned down and kissed me on my lips before disappearing to get Carlisle and take him hunting.

Now all that was left to do know was to wait for Esme to come back so I can start decorating! I love parties there just so much fun.

I will write again later.

— Alice Cullen x

P.s sorry it's a little short but I promise the next one will be longer! xD I Love You All My Devoted Readers :) 3