A/N: Extremely AU! Fabray Twins! I'm giving Rachel a little brother!No Beth and Russel and Judy are still together. Rachel's father's who I see Stanley Tucci as Dill like on Easy A and also Chip the little brother :} (My title is after Daniel Bedingfields song 'If your not the one')
"Another Heart Calls " Chapter Three "If Your Not The One"
After Rachel tried calling and texting multiple times she knew she needed to go over there, so she grabbed her leather jacket and keys about to walk out but when she opened the door Charlie was walking up.
"Hey." Charlotte smiled softly tugging on her sleeves. "Were you going somewhere?" she chuckled awkwardly.
"I was just coming to see you." Rachel smiled sadly.
"Really?" Charlotte asked smiling.
"Yeah, I'm sorry I haven't talked to you all day. I just-"
"No, it's okay I deserved the silent treatment after how I treated you last night."
"No you don't Charlie, I shouldn't have even had anything to drink." Rachel said kicking the side walk with the tip of her shoe.
"Hey, you called me Charlie." Charlotte furrowed her eyebrows. Her girlfriend never calls her Charlie unless they're joking around.
Rachel sighed sitting down on the steps.
"Hey what's bothering you?...Huh?" Charlotte asked crouching down in front of her troubled brunette who had tears in her eyes. "Oh my gosh Rachel, baby tell me whats wrong." She asked clearing Rachel's tears away.
"I don't deserve you." Rachel sighed sniffling. "I don't deserve to be with you. I don't deserve anyone."she whispered.
"Hey, don't ever say that again. Okay? Come here." Charlotte whispered sitting next to Rachel hugging her tightly. Oblivious to why Rachel felt this way. "Are your parent's home?"
"No, they'll be back in the morning." Rachel said back.
"Come on then it's freezing and I wanna cuddle." Charlotte smiled softly helping Rachel up with her.
Charlotte took out Rachel's favorite band T that she wore to sleep and put it on handing Rachel another shirt as she shimmied out of her jeans leaving on her briefs. Rachel rolled her eyes at her girlfriend, she always stole her favorite shirts just like her french fries, chips, cookies, drinks, pretty much anything and Rachel loved it.
She got in bed as Charlotte jumped in smiling and hovered over Rachel. "I love you Rachel Berry."
Rachel smiled sadly feeling her heart crumble. "I love you too."
Charlie stared at her for several seconds then whispered. "Let's make love." The blonde slowly began to lean down but Rachel stopped her. "Stop." Rachel stopped herself thinking very carefully. If she said no she would hurt Charlie, but if she went on with it she would feel sick to her stomach with guilt.
"What?" Charlotte smiled.
"Can-Can we just cuddle? I really just want to be with you."
Charlotte's heart melted, she just fell in love all over again. Truth be told she just wanted that too, but when she heard Rachel say she wasn't good enough she wanted them to make love to each other to show her they were perfect for one another. "Of course." she smiled, and just like always Rachel laid on her tummy while Charlie covered her protectively.
Rachel felt the sun hit her face and slowly opened them to see a dressed Charlie smiling at her. "Good morning beautiful."
Rachel stretched out and smiled back sitting up. "Morning my smoken hot blue eyed girl."
"I have to leave for church but I'll try and come by later." Charlotte smiled.
Rachel nodded. "Okay." She took the blonde's hand walking out of her door she could hear her family talking and laughing.
"Owww!" One of Rachel's father's Dill called out smiling while her other father Marcus just smiled laughing while Chip her little brother lifted his eyebrow.
"Oh God dad, please don't." Rachel blushed smiling leading Charlie to the front door.
"Charlotte would you like some breakfast before Rachel let's you go?" Leroy called out.
Charlotte laughed. "No thank you Marcus, I have to go to church." she smiled at Rachel then said "You know when you stopped us last night I fell in love with you all over again." Charlotte smirked puling Rachel by her shirt stealing a kiss. "I love you."
"Love you...Be careful" Rachel said as she let Charlotte go. The brunette watched Charlotte drive off, and walked into the kitchen sitting on the bar stool.
"Hi, sweetheart." Marcus greeted kissing Rachel's cheek.
"So...Did you wear protection?" Dill asked bluntly making Rachel spit a little of her orange juice Marcus gave her.
"Dillon!" Marcus scolded laughing a little bit.
"Jesus dad we didn't even have sex." Rachel said wiping her mouth.
"Just watching out for you dear." Dill smiled.
"What's sex?" Chip asked.
"You know Chip, I think it's time to have the birds, the bees, and the flowers, and the trees talk with you now." Dill said with a straight face.
"Run Chip! Run for your life!" Rachel shouted.
Chip giggled running away from Dill's grasp. "So how was your two night's of freedom?" Marcus asked.
The two men thought Rachel would make a funny remark but instead were met with a face they didn't like to see.
"What's wrong sweetie?" Both dad's asked stopping what they were doing.
"I-I-I'm so confused." Rachel sighed laying her head on the table.
"I thought you already came out of the closet." Dill joked making Rachel chuckle a little.
"I'm in love...with two girls..."
He father's raised their eyebrows in slight surprise. "Well we know one of them so who's the other?"
"...Her sister...When we had that party at Noah's I was dared to kiss Quinn, therefore unleashing my inner feelings for her, Charlotte saw and got jealous, so I calmed her down then later Charlotte and I got into a huge argument and she left, I stayed and by the end of the night Quinn and I were confessing our love to one another."
Her fathers were speechless for once. Marcus cleared his throat sjifting his feet."Well, sweetheart...Who do you feel more in love with?"
"I don't know...At first I really wanted to be with Quinn but after last night with Charlotte it reminded me of why I fell in love in the first place." Rachel answered.
"Well what did Quinn have to say about all of this?" Dill asked licking his lips.
"She had kept telling me it would all be okay and that we would tell her together, but last night she told me we couldn't tell Charlotte. I don't understand, but dad I can't keep something like this from Charlotte. She deserves to know, even if she will hate me for it." Rachel replied.
"Of course you want her to know sweetheart your a Berry. We're Honest, loyal, smart, kind, Berry's." Dill said with a straight face making Rachel chuckle a little.
"What your father is trying to say, Rachel" Marcus laughed."is that we've never once had a problem with you or told you what to do to make things right. You know what's right sweetheart...Your a Berry." Marcus and Dill started laughing non stop. Her dad's could never be serious or mean with out making joke.
Rachel laughed hoping off the stool."I'm going to go and work out. That always clears my head."
Marcus calmed his laughing "Alright sweetheart."
Charlotte was putting on her favorite diamond earings Rachel had bought her when Quinn snuck up on her. "Where did you go last night?" Quinn asked scaring Charlotte.
"Jeez, Quinn you scared me."
Quinn raised her eyebrow.
"I went to see Rachel, turns out she was just about to come see me." Charlotte giggled.
Quinn felt jealous then she figured Rachel was either going to come see Charlotte to tell her that Rachel took Quinn's virginity, or to talk too Quinn herself. "Oh...What did you guys do?" she asked coyly.
"It was weird at first and awkward, I shouldn't' have treated her that way at the party." Charlotte said looking at her sister through her mirror.
"Why do you say that?" Quinn asked.
"Well she was so sad and kept saying how she didn't deserve me or anyone else for that matter, so I took her upstairs and when I tried to...you know, she said she just wanted t be with me." Charlotte had a goofy smile on her face. "I swear Quinn, it was like I fell in love all over again."
Quinn had to admit she felt relieved when she heard that they didn't have sex, but she did feel jealous and guilty.
The door suddenly opened slowly "Are my two beautiful daughters ready for church?"
"Yes daddy." Charlotte grinned standing up with Quinn.
After Rachel's long workout she took a shower still thinking of ways to make everything better and she had a few but first she wanted to start plan 'A' wich was actually talking to Quinn first. So once it was time for school in the morning she finally saw Quinn and started walking towards her quickly.
"Hi, baby." Charlotte smiled stepping in front of Rachel.
Quinn turned around seeing Rachel look over Charlie's shoulder with a look of longing an sadness. Quinn looked forwards ignoring the pain in her chest and walked away. Every time Rachel tried to talk to Quinn, Charlotte would see her, a friend would stop one of them, or the blonde herself would quickly get away. So Rachel began plan 'B'.
Quinn opened her locker finding a note on her books.
I wrote this cause I know you would have just ignored my calls and texts, and every time I get near you , you run so please Quinn at least do me this last thing and I swear I'll leave you alone after that. Meet me in the auditorium during lunch.-Rachel
Quinn felt a pain in her chest knowing she was hurting Rachel just as much as she was hurting herself. She grabbed her book and headed to class.
"Your late." Quinn said seeing Rachel walk in.
"No, your early." Rachel replied.
She really was. "What did you want to talk about?" Quinn asked rudely.
"About music. What the hell do you think, Quinn? Us!"
"Theirs nothing to talk about." Quinn said calmly.
"We had sex Quinn, I took your virginity."
"And it was a mistake." Quinn replied with tears in her eyes.
"Bull. Shit." Rachel stated sternly walking closer and closer to Quinn.
"Stop." Quinn whispered.
"It wasn't a mistake." Rachel whispered she put her hand on Quinn's cheek caressing it till Quinn sucked her breath in and took Rachel's face in her hands kissing her senseless.
Quinn moaned in the kiss painfully pulling away when air was needed. "We can't do this to her." she whispered with tears in her eyes.
"I don't understand Quinn, first your all 'I'm so in love with you she'll understand, don't worry we'll be fine', and now you don't want too. If you don't want to be with me then fine but we have to tell Charlotte." Rachel said back.
"We can't tell her."
"Why not?"
"Because ignorance is bliss."
"She deserves to know Quinn...I-I can't live with what I did. I don't regret it but I can't be around her with out feeling like shit. I love her and she deserves to know." Rachel was about to walk away when she heard Quinn whisper brokenly. "Please don't."
"She loves you so much...I'm surprised she hasn't planned out her wedding with you yet...I love you Rachel more than anything in the world, and so does my sister. If I can't have you then please, please don't tell her. I can't lose my sister, and you...If you love me you wouldn't." Quinn said with tears rolling down her cheeks.
"If you love her you would." Rachel was about to walk out but Quinn begged softly and so broken. "Please, Rachel, promise me you won't. Promise me you'll just ignore me and not look at me like you have been."
"I can't do that Quinn, I can't ignore you."
"Please." she whispered.
"I can't make that promise.
Quinn broke down as soon as she heard the door shut with a thud.
"Okay guys we need twenty thousand dollars to go to New York for Nationals, and-"
"Wait what happened to the money from the Cheerios's budget?" Quinn asked.
"Apparently Sue smuggled it into an account in the Caymen Islands." Mr Shue answered.
Quinn shook her head snorting.
"How are we going to make that kind of money Mr Shue?" Finn asked.
"With this!" he said tossing Finn a piece of candy. "It's salt water Taffy. When I was in glee club back in highschool we sold that stuff like it was crack."
"How are we suppose to do that? People here hate glee club." Quinn scoffed.
"Yeah Mr Shue no offence but there is no way that we can all sell that much candy in time for Nationals. Maybe if we did something like-like-"
"Like a concert!" Charlotte finished for Rachel earning a smile from her.
"That's actually a great idea guys!"
Everyone's heads snapped up to the voice. "Ms Holiday!" everyone cheered
It didn't take much convincing from Ms Holiday before Mr Shue said yes.
"Hey, go ahead and go okay, I need to speak with Ms Holiday." Rachel said by Charlotte's ear catching Quinn's eyes on her watching the blonde quickly look away and walk out of the room.
"Alight." Charlotte smiled pecking her cheek.
"Mr Shue, d you mind if I spa with Ms Holiday alone for a moment? Please?" Rachel asked politely.
"Yes of course." he said nodding at Holly and walking away.
"Okay what's bothering you short stuff?" Ms Holiday asked sweetly.
"I-I cheated...On Charlotte." Rachel studdered.
Holly raised her eyebrows. "Oh."
"Yes, with her sister Quinn, she told me she's been in love with me since we were kids and now I just realized that so have I. But I'm still in love with Charlotte... I'm going t tel Charlotte but I want Quinn to know how much I love her first."
"Wow...Well, I think your right. You do need to tell Charlotte, and I think with Quinn sing you should sing her a song that finds the words that you can't. Now's your chance you can sing it to her tonight."
"Would you help me find song?" Rachel asked.
"I thought you'd never ask." the blonde grinned.
"Wow guys every seat is filled up!" Mike grinned. Making everyone cheer.
"What did you do?" Tina asked Rachel.
"Well i may have said yes to half of the girls and guys in this school that I woukd go to prom with them." Rachel laughed
Charlotte laughed and kissed Rachel's cheek walking away.
"What did you really do?" Quinn asked standing next to Rachel.
"I bribed alot of people...Shit there's gonna be a lot of girls and guys mad at me when I don't show up or not ask before prom."
Quinn giggled. "Your so cute." Quinn stopped suddenly realized what she had just said. "I'm sorry." she whispered and walked away.
"Quinn wait." Rachel sighed watching Quinn walk out.
After Tina, and Ms Holiday went it was Rachel's turn.
"Good luck baby." Charlotte smiled brightly kissing Rachel for good luck as he worked with the tech staff. The brunette walked out on the stage barely seeing Quinn in the audience but that's all she wanted to see.
(*Song is titled 'If You're Not The One' by Daniel Bedingfield*)
If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
Quinn could already feel tears prickling her eyes.
If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?
I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
Rachel really didn't want to forget about Quinn, sh didn't want to pretend she wasn't in love with her.
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
Rachel made sure she kept eye contact with Quinn.
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?
Everyone cheered at her highnote.
'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breath you into my heart
And I pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side
Quinn had tears flowing freely down her cheeks.
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?
As people cheered for Rachel, she stayed in place still staring at Quinn till she felt arms and the weight of hr girlfriend pressing against her.
"Baby, that was amazing!" Charlotte beamed.
Rachel only saw Quinn's heel before the door shut.
As soon as Rachel got off stage Charlotte brought her in a fiery kiss. "I love you Rachel Berry."
"I love you too." Rachel whispered hugging Charlotte tightly too.
"Okay now go before you distract me further." Charlotte said smiling.
Rachel began to head parking lot hopping Quinn hadn't left yet.
"Quinn! Quinn wait!" Rachel shouted seeing Quinn opening her car door.
The blonde finally stopped. "What?" she cracked turning around slowly.
Rachel took her lip against hers kissing her with as much passion she could muster.
"I'm the one for you, Quinn Fabray." Quinn stood slacked jawed. "I love you, and I want to be with you, Quinn; and I know we went about this all wrong, but your the one for me, and I'm the one for you Quinn...I know it, I can feel it, and I know you feel it too." Both Quinn and Rachel were both swallowing the lumps in their throat trying not to cry, but of course Quinn end up failing that challenge. As soon as Rachel began to declare he love for the blonde with watery eyes, and a cracking voice, Quinn began to cry. "I know that your terrified but if you fee half of the love that I feel for you-" The blonde latched herself on Rachel kissing her, and breathing her in.
"I do feel the same way as you do, but I can't I'm sorry. I can't when I know Charlotte feellsthe same way." Quinn said detaching herself from Rachel and getting in her vehicle. She drove away seeing Rachel staring after her.
A/N: If I get a ton of reviews I'll update faster :)
