Ohayo peeps, 'kay now sorry there isnt LOT'S of rape coz... yeah, there is going to be some ^.\\ hopefully! This chapter may be difficult to understand coz I've worded it so differently! but try your best, this is like the most important chapter~! ... actually i have no idea if it is or not! .\\ well anyway there's a new paring in it! i don't like this pairing but no one else can play the role so... yeah its only in this chapter! and then POOF more Sasuke~~~!

THANKS TO THE PEOPLE THAT REVIEWED MY LAST CHAPTER~!


Naruto's P.O.V

It hurts, running through this lost town. The burning pain, escaping the village that caused me all that pain. Being ignored, bashed, picked last, bullied, pushed, shoved out the way, I've had enough! I have to leave.

I ran past all my friends, whom only gave me worried glances; The new found friend Sakura, Ino, Choji, Shika, Kiba, Kakashi, Iruka, Jiriya (pervy sage), Hinata, Neji, and Old lady Tsunade. Shino, Ten-ten, Lee, Sai, it's useless. I cant stay here!

Why am I leaving? I thought subconsciously only to stop think by pain. IT BURNS! The fire burning within is too much, just too much to control! It's too wild! They'll be killed... I could kill them! Main Patrol gates, as big and as wide as they stand, so easy to slip by.

Shouts, screams, cries are all bellowed from behind me. I want to turn around, act like it was a big old joke, but i can't. I can't risk it. I can't risk being over taken, I just can't! The gates disappearing from sight, lost behind. I lunch forward, tree by tree, hoping to get away, hoping the pain was fade.

"I'll come back,... I promise." I swallowed deeply, sending waves of pain down my dry throat. Tears burned my eyes, threatening to fall. It almost seemed like all my fears followed me everywhere until I reached the top of the 'Valley of the Lost'.

The waterful always looks beautiful from up here. Sasuke... "Where are you?" Without even relizing i said it aloud. "... miss you...", Barely a whisper. He looks so much like him. That bo that... er...that...did that to me... *Gasp* "It can't be! Sas-"

"There he is~!" A annoying cry sounded from behind me, causing me to stumble. If my memory serves me right, Haruno Sakura, the new bitch of the bitch hospital. I stood on my shaking legs, the shakiness either from pain or anger, I couldn't tell. It hurts so much! I looked around, trying to find a place to hide from her, but the only way I found of getting away was, well, down.

Sakura came into sight, tears flooding her eyes. She was still wearing her nurses uniform, but it was now covered with dirt and tears.

"You were always the first to cry." I said as a statement not as a question. I glared at her with my new found hatred for her. Minutes passed of this, but my glare was broken by a crumble of dirte. Kakashi appeared just before her.

"Naruto, stay still. We can help! We can make all the pain go away!" Sakura screamed at me, but no expression flled my face. Only that blank, empty look in my eyes. Kakashi after being so quiet for so long, started to speak.

"You know you can rely on us, Naruto. You can trust you comrades!" He hit a cord in my heart. The tears that were pricking my eyes, started to fall. Soon after I began to sob. I didn't want to do this. I never wanted to leave the village. I wanted to become Hokage! "No..." A torn whisper escaped my throat. Kakashi heard and started to take small steps towards me. I backed up, blinded by tears, until i felt the edge of the cliff. Dirt crumbled beneath my weight.

"Naruto! Stay still for goodne-!" I cut her off by screaming my broken reply.

"SHUT UP SAKURA!" I wailed. "YOU... YOU WILL NEVER... EVER! UNDERSTAND WHAT I WENT THROUGH! YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH IT HURTS YOU BITCH, COWARDLY LITTLE FUCK!" I lost it. Words spilled out of my mouth until I even knew what I saying.

"I was raped that night and that man cut into me like butter! I am so damn weak, it even embarrassing! I was tied down and forced to do something I never wanted to! AND I COULDN'T DO A DAMN THING ABOUT IT!" My anger was in overboard. Sakura, obviously shocked, stumbled back and fell onto her backside. I spat on the ground in her direction, ignoring the disgusted stares given to me by Kakashi.

"Naruto, wha-" I cut him off too, not wanting to listen to their pleas. "Don't. Just don't Kakashi-Sensei. My life, is on FIRE." With the last word, i slamned by right foot as hard as i could agasint the ground. A slight crack, an indication that the rock beneath me was breaking. I stood on tippy-toes on the egde and waited. The rock started to slide, giveway, Kakashi launched forward in an attemp to grab me but the dirt crumbled away faster than he could run. Finally, I was sent flyin, of cliff but before I fell into the river below, one word escaped my lips.

"Sorry..."


When I gained consciousness, I couldn't believe where I was. Eye balls were floating in jars of green liquid, all along the walls surrounding me. I knew exactly where I was. Orochimaru's layer. My head was pounding so I reached up to touch but I wasn't even able to move a finger. I was tied down, mainly by my wrists and ankles, on a cold metle table. Only the eyeballs and a small tray plus the table, were all that was in the gloomy room.

A small streech of the door woke me out of my thoughts. I tried depesperatly to look up a the person walking in but i couldn't, my head wouldn't move. Not that I even needed to have a look as they spoke soon after, giving away their idenity.

"Dobe."

It was only one word, but the voice. This was the voice of the man that raped me! I memorized the noises the man made. Even thou- Wait, why couldn't I tell before who it was! I started to mentally punch myself, I saw his face, for goodness sake!

My vison may of been blurred that night, but I knew who it was, even though I ignored the fact. I didn't want it to be him. But this happened. "Why am I so stupid?" I muttered to myself, not to notice he was listening.

"Stop talking to yourself and listen to me." Sasukes's voice was rough. He's gotten older . "I have three things to say to you, and I want to answer them." His voice was stern, just like before, before he left us.

" ... 'kay..." My breath caught, by tears. Great. Now of all times I was getting emotional. Sasuke stepped into view and I got a good look at him. He's gotten so tall, so much ... mature...

"One: Why the hell were you trying to kill yourself? You're so damn lucky I caught you. I've got sevre burns now, all thanks to you. Two: Why did you leave the village, you loved that god damned place. You wanted to be Hokage so why leave? And three: You'll be getting a new look soon I hope you like it." His eye's bored into mined, leaving no emotion in his eyes.

"...It hurt. I couldn't make it stop, they were in danger, they all were. I may of killed them you know!" Tears slid down my cheeks leaving a wet trail behind. "W-What new look?" Sasuke whipped away my tears, and I flinched, not liking his touch.

"Well, you know. A few new organs here and there." He leant down and kissed my cheek. I felt my cheks flush but I scowled at him.

"What the hell! RAPIST!" Teas flowing down like a river gone wild. "What the hell is wrong with you? What the hell is wrong with ME?" I couldn feel myself losing all sense of sanitity. Sasuke didn't anwers, not even his usuall 'hn'. He bent down once again, and I could only star at him in horror. But the loud crash of the door opening interupted him.

"Sasuke, Sasuke. You know the drill. I want to play with my, well,... test subject." Orochimaru chuckled. Sasuke got up and headed for the door, but stopped just before Oro.

"Try not to hurt him too much." And with that he left. Oro only replied with, "Not as much as you hurt him before.". Oro walked up to me and tightened the ropes. I winced and tired to yell at him, but a piece of cloth, very dirty one at that too, around my mouth so I wasn't able to talk.

"Not Naruto, I'll be quick and this will be over in seconds." Before I could understand what was going on, my pants were torn off, asswell as the restraints on my ankles. A snake, two meters long and about ten centimeters round, crawled out of his cloak.

The snake made its was onto the table, right in bertween my legs. I tried to close my legs but Oro held them still. "This will only hurt more if you struggle." He said, and with that, without warnign or any sign, the snake shoved its way into me.

I screamed against the material. The snake wrenched itself inside of me, at the point of about 20cm's in the snake stopped. I could feel it probing my insides, not knowing where to go. Oro grabbed the snake and thrusted it into me. I could only screama at the pain and I felt my own blood dripped down my thighs. The snake started to move again and managed to get itself one meter in.

Tears flooded my face, making puddles on the ground. Blood was dripping out of my mouth, from biting was to hard and cutting my own lip. I was helpless once again. I don't even remember what happened after I fell into the water. Maybe I drowned and this was all a dream, well, I could only hope.

One meter and a half now. My body started to spasm, shots of pain waved throughout my body, causing blood to splatter out of my mouth, and that would not be from biting my own lip. I felt ropes swing around my body, holding me completely to the cool table.

"Nearly there, boy." He whispered. I froze, My body Went numb. Two Meters. I felt the tail of the snake whither inside. "Okay Naruto, I warn you, this may hurt." Five seconds after the snake bit me, deep inside all my organs, tearing them open. Eating me from the inside out. The pain intensified by a million and i was only left with one option. I blacked out.


A/N: OKay, first off, I HATE THIS PAIRING! but there was nothing I could do! Review if you can, and tell me if I get too off track .\\ oh and by the way, If you read the first chapter when it first went out, You need to re-read it. It's almost the same but some information was deleted so you may be like, but he knew already that he was Sasuke, WHAAAA?! but yeah, I changed it coz I got complaints. ^.\\ Review please! More Sasuke next chapter, Lemon maybe.