Chapter three! Brittany in the next chapter.

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"YOU envy ME?" "Yeah, yeah.. I mean, you've never let anybody's opinions get in your way." Rachel smiled, "I could teach you." Santana was confused. Rachel continued, "but I'd have to charge." Santana rolled her eyes and laughed, "oh, shut up!" They both laughed and headed back to Santana's car.

When they got inside Santana checked her phone before starting the car. Rachel sat down and got comfortable. she was happy that her and Santana were getting along. She had never realized how nice santana actually was. She thought about how they would make an unstoppable saw a reply from Puck. 'I'm staying away from business after my pool cleaning one killed my credit, but don't worry. When I become a rock star you can be my drunk bus driver.' Santana laughed and decided to answer later. Then she remembered she still hadn't answered Brittany. rachel could see the wave of exhaustion flush over Santana. "You okay?" Rachel asked, concerned.

"Yeah, it's just relationship problems." Santana giggled at the thought of calling her and Brittany's situation a relationship. "Brittany?" Rachel asked. "What? Nahhh." Rachel giggled, "oh, come on! You do realize you two are the least subtle people in the world, right? I mean.. Landslide? Really?" Santana managed to giggle through her nerves.

"She wanted me to open up. So I did. Then she shot me down and then she broke up with Artie and now she's waiting for me. I don't know how to prepare myself for a lifetime of torment." "Santana, it really saddens me that instead of thinking of all the good things that would come out of this like, being with the one you love, not having to hide who you are, finding out who your true friends are, and especially being with the one you love. did i mention being with the one you love?" Santana chuckled as Rachel continued "you think of all the bad things that could happen. You're not going to like everyone and not everyone is going to like you, regardless of your sexual orientation. That's what happens when people disagree on anything. Next year we're graduating and we're going to be done with this place. In one year, NONE of these people who you're afraid will judge you will matter, and after years of people getting on your nerves and you getting under their skin, you're only going to have one regret. That's letting a special bond that you have with someone deteriorate because you're afraid people won't like it, but maybe, just maybe, some people will accept and love you still. Those are the people who should matter to you. Not the people who want to tear you down. You'll never get over your first love, but maybe you don't have to." By the end of this speech, santana is in tears. Such a tiny person generated such big emotions from Santana. Santana nodded and gave Rachel a hug. She never gave Rachel a hug gets to thinking. Maybe it's time she tried. Tried to let it be.