I braced myself for the impact I knew was going to be coming. I felt warm arm knock me to the ground. When I looked up I saw Jacob trembling with anger trying his best to keep it together and failing miserably. I looked over and saw Emmet and Jasper trying to hold Edward back. I quickly realized that Jacob wasn't trembling with anger, he was shaking with laughter
"Don't go looking for things you won't want to see" he said which made Edward snarl louder. He turned and gave me a dark look "Get in the car Bella"
"Don't Bella!" Edward said in a pleading voice "Please don't he'll hurt you" the look in agony in his eyes made me want to reach out to him, to stroke his face and tell him that its okay. My fingers twitched, something that didn't go unnoticed by Jacob.
"Get. In. The. Car" he said again. I immediately obeyed and stared at the dash board to ashamed to look at Edward and the rest of them. I once again was a disappointment. Jake climbed in and grabbed the steering so hard that his knuckles turned white
"You want to be with them don't you" he said I knew he was testing me
"No of course not!"
"Is that why you almost reached out to him? to comfort him?" he said almost shouting
"I didn't know what you were thinking to make him so mad..." I said in a small voice. He laughed maliciously
"You wanna know? Well at first I was thinking about what you looked like after he had left when Sam found you, then I was thinking about how you got your black eye."
"Oh jake..." I whispered. Poor Edward having to see that.
"OH now you feel sorry for him?" I racked my brains for a response, something that would please him
"No not at all! Its just you confirmed what Carlisle was thinking, now they might start a war" he scoffed let them
"Now they might tell Charlie..." I wondered out loud
"FUCK!" he yelled he then turned the car around so fast i hard to cling to the seat he then zoomed down the street until we were at my house. I sighed Charlie was home. It was very rare to hang out at my house. I loved it though. It was like being in a real relationship, a happy one. Jacob worshipped the ground I walked on whenever Charlie was around. He walked around and opened my door. He took my sun glasses off a stroked my face. I sighed at his warm touch. Although the heat of hit made my black eye hurt. It was still nice to feel loved.
It was like whenever we were at my house, my Jacob came back. He truly felt sorry about the things that he did to me. It made the thought of leaving my personal sun unthinkable. Ignored his eyes though. I knew it was all a show and his eyes told me that.
"I am so sorry" he murmured. He kissed me softly on forehead. "Has Charlie seen it"
"Not yet, but I told him the story" he pulled me into a tight hug. We walked hand in hand up the steps inside my house.
"Oh bella, are you cooking tonight" he asked hopefully I looked over and Jacob, he rolled his eyes and nodded at me
"Sure am dad!" I said happily I looked over at Jacob "What do you want! Ill cook you whatever you'd like" I was trying to make up for what happened today. I knew it still bugged him. and Charlie wasn't going to be around forever. Eventually I would be alone with Jacob
"Fish and chips please"
"And tartar sauce?" I asked with a smile . the happier I am to be with him the happier he will be I reminded myself.
"Yes please" he said a little to happily and too loudly. He was suddenly kissing me. And I heard Charlie clear his throat. i guess Jake heard him coming.
"Jeez you two you have been together for almost 5 months! And I'm still walking in on you too"
Jacob smiled
"Sorry Charlie, she is just so damn beautiful"
"Especially with that shiner eh?" he joked. I got a sudden rush of sadness, wasn't Charlie trained to notice abuse
"I think I'm going to make her wear a hockey helmet where ever she goes" they laughed together.
The phone rang and Charlie answered it. after a couple ya's and okay's he turned to us
"I have to run down to the station I will be back in an hour" I was glad my back was turned towards both of them, my face crumpled in disappointment I was going to get it now. I heard the door close. Jacob sat on the counter and looked at me. When I met his gaze his eyes were pleading with me
"what is it hon" I asked
"You do understand, don't you? Why I do the things I do? Its to teach you a lesson." He said. he does this at least once a month it s more so for him then me. When the old Jake comes through he feels bad about what he does, so this is him justifying it. This usually happens when we come to my house. This is another reason why we never come here.
"Yeah I understand." I said. I guess I do deserve it. its my job to keep him happy. Edward was easy to keep happy. I cringed. I guess I didn't keep him happy either though. He ended up not wanting me. But the way he acted today... like he honestly cared about me. I pushed those thoughts aside. I would not delude myself into thinking he wanted me again. that he would save me from this life style. I wanted to cry.
"Good, I'm glad you understand' then suddenly his hand was wound in my hair and he was pulling me up the stairs. I screamed for him to stop.
"Why is it Bella that I smell his scent in your room."
"I DON'T KNOW JACOB YOU'RE HURTING ME!" hair pulling was always the worst in my opinion
"He was obviously here Bella. Now you know I'm not stupid so we can do things the hard way or the easy way"
"Did you let him in your room"
"No!"
"Don't lie!"
"Jacob please I'm not!"
"Let Go of her" I heard a velvet voice growl. I looked and saw Edward standing there looking more like a vampire then ever before.
Okaym so im not getting very many reviews so im debating on whether im going to continue this story. I meant if no one is reading why bother? Haha so let me know if you think I should continue!
