Fall
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Well, I guess I knew that day would have to come some time.
I was going out with Tadase, the buy I thought was right for me.
But apparently not.
I was just one of his girls, I never knew that he would be a playboy.
I was just one of his six girlfriends at the time, and even a boyfriend.
I knew he was gay. But I still loved him somehow.
Now I was sad. I had caught him with a another girl.
Flashback
I was wandering around the park, bored.
I saw two people over on a bench. Making-out.
My god, get a room.
Then I noticed, thats Tadase!!
But whose the girl?
Oh its Saaya.
I walked up and stood there, waiting to be seen.
"do you mind? Where kinda busy" Saaya said in that snooty voice of hers.
Tadase looked up, then his eyes widened. He composed himself.
"this will only take a moment" he told Saaya and she just smiled, then glared at me.
"Amu" he said calmly.
"why Tadase? Why?" I asked, on the brink of tears.
"I'm breaking up with you, you started to bore me so I found another girl" he said, glancing at Saaya from the side.
"but I loved you" I said, a single tear rolling down my face.
"didn't you hear him? GET LOST!!" Saaya said, glaring at me again.
The I realized it. Every time he would talk to other girls, those were his girlfriends, and he probably had more than just me and Saaya.
"Saaya, hes got more than one girlfriend so watch out" I said.
"whatever, Tadase-kun would never cheat on me, isn't that right?" She asked Tadase. He only nodded.
"so, get lost!!" Saaya repeated.
I was mad.
"FUCK YOU BOTH" I yelled than walked away.
End Flashback
So now I'm sitting in my room. All alone.
I grabbed my Ipod and started to play and sing along with the song Fall by Ina.
I gave you all
you desired So fall out of my
hands You
said that you were the strong one And
you fall out of my hands So fall out of my hands
All that you needed
Boy, I provided
I let you
into my head
Into my bed
And that's a privilege
I had
your back at the answers
You took the dollars
I took the
chances
Defended, battled and fought
Cuz I really thought you
loved me
I don't know where to start or where to stop
No,
but I know I am done
I've had enough
Out of my heart
And when you hit the ground
You'll
be sorry that I'm not around
I will watch you
And you fall
out of your mind
Out of your fantasy
When you hit the wall
Think of me
I'll be on the top just watching you fall
I was the girl
And I was
the young one
I kept your feet on the ground
My head in the
rounds I had you
You told me you were so grateful
I was with
you
And I was so faithful
Stood by in all that you said
And
all that you did
I loved you
I don't know how to act or
what to say
But I know I am good
I'll be okay
Out of my heart
And when you hit the
ground
You'll be sorry that I'm not around
I will watch
you
And you fall out of your mind
Out of your fantasy
When
you hit the wall
Think of me
I'll be on the top just
watching you fall
I'll be on the top just watching you fall
Out of my heart
And when you
hit the ground
You'll be sorry that I'm not around
I will
watch you
And you fall out of your mind
Out of your fantasy
When you hit the wall
Think of me
I'll be on the top
just watching you fall
I'll be on the top just watching you
fall
I stopped and sat there, tears rolling down my face non-stop.
I tried to stop, I wiped my face, but they kept coming.
Then I heard a knock at my balcony window.
I looked up and guess who with was?
Ikuto.
I wanted to talk to someone right now, but if it must, let it be him.
I went over, unlocked and opened the door.
He stood over me, a curious and slightly sad look on his face.
"what do you want?" I asked harshly.
"I heard you singing" he said.
"and what, your here to tease me of my bad singing?" I asked, venom in my voice.
"no, I loved it. Why are you crying?" He asked.
"no reason" I said and walked back to my bed.
"there has to be a reason" he said, suddenly beside me.
"well, if you must know, Tadase broke up with me because I was 'boring' him, and found another girl. He has been going out with a lot of girls at one" I explained, trying to bite back my tears.
"oh, now I get the song" he said. I simply nodded.
We sat in uncomfortable silence for a moment, then unexpectedly, two strong arms wrapped around me.
"wha-" I said struggling.
"It will be okay. So, he wasn't the right guy for you, big deal, I know theres someone out there right now who loves you for real" Ikuto murmured, still hugging me.
For some reason, I started hugging him back.
"you think so?" I asked.
"I know so" he said.
"how do you know" I asked, frowning.
"because, hes right next to you" He murmured, so low that I don't think I was suppose to hear.
"what?" I asked.
He sighed and let me go, turned me and put his hands on my shoulders, holding me tight.
"I love you Amu, don't you see that?" He said with a smile. Yes a smile.
"I-I love you t-too" I said back, blushing deeply.
He smiled and before I could protest, he pulled me in and kissed me.
I spent that whole night kissing Ikuto.
A Month Later....
I sat on a bench with Ikuto.
We had been going out a month and I had been very happy.
I heard a commotion up ahead and both of up looked up and watched the scene.
"We know you were going out with all of us, Tadase!!" one girl yelled.
"yeah, you were cheating on all of us" another girl yelled.
"and your gay" one girl said, appalled.
"your gonna pay for it too" the first girl said and they all began attacking him.
I'll be on the top just watching you fall....yep thats right.
Personally, I lobed this chapter, and that song.
Ikuto can be so sweet when he wants to be.
So R&R!!!!!!!!!!!
