Hey! So, Thanks, xXShadowed SoulXx who is the new co-author!(Readers, cast, me screams YAY! and cheer as xXShadowed SoulXx walks into room and waves)On with the story!

Normal POV

He grips the paper tightly in his hand and closes his pinkish red eyes. He couldn't believe it. She was gone. He refused to admit she was dead. Nothing in her note had said that. Nothing. Absolutely nothing. His knees were still shaking as he stood up from his kneeing position. Judging by the bright happy golden sunlight shining through the balcony windows,he had cried himself to sleep. Over the lost of her.

His tears flowed for her. Flowed for the pain he caused her. All this years he watched as her once bright honey coloered eyes become dull. Because of him. He was a monster. A beast. Inhuman. He ripped her up, tornned her to pieces. She was broken. She was hurt. Her heart warming smile was gone. She lost everything that she cared about thanks to him. Her parents. Her little sister. Her pride. Her smile. Her emotions. Her world, her soul and now her life. Stupid boy. She was precious like a flower and so innocent. She was a perfect prayer in a desperate hour. She was everything beautiful and different. Stupid boy. You can't fence that in. It's like holding back the had to take her and break her down. She laid her heart and soul right in your hands. And you stole her every dream and crushed her plans. She never even knew she had a choice and thats what happens when the only voice she hears is telling her she can't. You always had to be right and now you lost the only thing that ever made you feel alive. Are you happy now you idiot?

He still couldn't believe it. He wouldn't believe it. She was still here on Earth. He needed to tell her about Ami and Kiseki. He needed to. She needs to know.

Tadase ran as fast as he could. He was panting hard, but still ran down the street and to the beach. In her diary entry, she wrote how her and her family always went to the beach, and that was where her happy place was. Tadase got the idea that she might try to jump off the pier of drown herself. Once there, the blonde raced around the pier, looking for her beautiful cherry blossomed colored hair. He didn't find any. He left the pier and ran onto the beach. Not bothering to take off his clothes, he dived into the crashing waves. The gloomy sky over head gave Tadase the thought that it was going to rain. He got out of the water and sat on the beach, crying.
"AMU!" He yelled and cried harder. People stopped to stare at him, but they walked on, assuming he was mental.
"My love! I am here!." Saaya's sickening voice sounded, causing Tadase to cover his ears. Saaya pushed Tadase down and got on top of him. She wore a pink tube top that stopped above her belly button, showing off her ugly fake tan. Black shorts grazed her legs. You can't exactly say she wore them because it was such a tiny piece of cloth. As usually, her face was caked in terribly applied make-up.
"Get off me you slut." Tadase growled and pushed the stripper off. Saaya gasped and stood up.
"Don't you love me?" Saaya asked and bent down, showing a clear view of her cleavage. Tadase only walked away. He wasn't the old Tadase that would stare at her cleavage like that. He changed. For good.
"Go find some other guy that would look to see your little slutty show. I love Amu. Not you, and I never will love you." Tadase coldly stated and walked down the beach. Saaya stood in shock that lasted about 5 seconds. She had never been dumped. Fine then. She turned her head and was about to march off in her high heels when she spotted a surfer guy.
"Hey! Wanna get laid?" Saaya shouted at him. And just like that, Saaya had another "boyfriend."

(Amu POV)
Ikuto sat across from me at the dinner table, but he didn't eat. He just stared at me. I ate the amazing food slowly, the staring was really getting to me.
"What?" I asked, but it came out more cold than I wanted it to. Ikuto only smirked and leaned over to whisper in my ear.
"You're adorable." He stated. A deep blush grazed my cheeks and I immediatley stood up. I remember the last time someone said that. And now that person made me attempt to commit suicide. I need some fresh air. I walked through the living room and out the door, taking in the gloomy sky and the salty air. Just like how I'm feeling right now. The wind made my long pink hair fly back. I sighed, taking it all in. What happens now? Do I go back with Tadase? Do I stay here? Do I start a new life? I wonder what Ami is thinking now. Ikuto followed me out and put his hands on my shoulders but didn't budge. He put me behind him and got into attack mode. I looked from behind Ikuto to see a blond hair boy running toward .Shit . Should I run?
"What do you want kiddy king? Your stupid company already forced my sister in to working with you guys. Haven't you done enough?" Ikuto barked. Wait. Ikuto knew Tadase? Utau was forced into working with a company?What company?

So did you like it? This is way better now that xXShadowed SoulXx is here! R&R!