A/N: I can't sleep so I typed this part up and I'm putting it up now instead of Tuesday. Hope you like it.
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Vanished
Part3
My hip still stung days later but I embrace the pain. It was the first feeling I'd had in weeks.
She was with me now, carved into my very being until the day I would join her.
Walking through my house I had found that her room was still the same, still pink with mobiles and bears scattered around in a cluttered since of order. The rocking chair was still by the bed that she would never sleep in and the picture of Ranger was still on the dresser that she would never look at. But it was okay.
I sat in that rocking chair most of the night thinking about my life, her life. It had all seem so surreal to me. Now it was just my life. My unhappy life.
I was going to be happy with her, Selena in my life. I just know it. But now I couldn't change for her. I had to change for me. I would change for me. I would change because I wanted to be happy. I wanted to be the person Selena deserved regardless of whether she was here or night.
'For you and me baby.'
That night as I lay in bed stroking her name I knew I was ready to let go. I was ready to face life again, even a life without Selena.
'I'll be okay, Selena.'
The next morning I left my house for the first time. The first time since the accident.
'You won't vanish baby.' I thought as my hand reached for my hip. 'Never vanished from my mind. Never will I forget.'
The End
