GUESS WHO'S BACK?
Hey, everyone!
So, it's been a while...longer than I expected, to be honest. For those that don't know yet, I've created a new account called 'Aureillia'. There's a link to it on my profile, and it's where I will be posting from now on. No, I'm not giving any of these stories up. Now, I did have this massive paragraph as to why I left...but it got deleted. Twice. So...I wasn't going to write a third one buuuuuuuuuuuuuuut it's really late and I'm bored as hell.
Alright, so I suppose you're here for an explanation. Truth be told, there is none. Nor do I have an excuse for leaving completely. I said that I'd still answer PM's and be online, but I wasn't. For that, the only thing I can say is sorry. If I could go back and do it over again, I would do things differently. However, the past is the past. There isn't anything anyone can do now, nor can you change it. The only thing we can do is put it behind us, making a new beginning. This new beginning is why I decided to create 'Aureillia'.
Originally, I was fully intending on just swapping this accounts' name to 'Aureillia', and that's what I did. It lasted for like, a day? Although I want a new start, I can't let go of Cherries, either. It's who I've been from the get go, and I don't want to change that. That's why I've created a whole new account, separating these stories from the future ones. I'm a different writer now, and I think it's a better choice. Honestly, this account was also kinda being clogged with more and more work that let's face it, wasn't going anywhere.
Like I said, none of these stories are being deleted. All I'm saying is that there isn't any specific date that any of them will be resumed...which won't be for quite some time, at the very least. Again, for this I am also sorry. But there isn't anything I can do about it, either. Like I said earlier, I'm not able to give an excuse. There is no excuse to give. But, I guess I can give you some sort of explanation...
Now, everyone has their problems. We all come on this site to write. Writing, for most of us, is a way to express ourselves. For me, it's a sort of venting technique. I originally began writing because it was something that I enjoyed, and it let me break free from reality. Every one needs an escape, and when this became an oppurtunity, I took it. At first, I did it for fun. That's what we all do it for, right? Fun. Because it's something we enjoy, something to give us a sense of control. You make friends, write stories, become a part of a reality all your own. However, that's the problem.
My stories became to much, and every thing started to get overbearring. I was in this because I enjoyed it, not because I had to. When I started to create more stories, people expected more, and, seeing as I didn't want to let anyone down, I kept going. Feeling like you're being forced to do something for the fear of letting down other people isn't what I was in this for. However, that's what it became. I didn't like writing anymore, because I felt like I was being forced to do it.
Dang, I tend to ramble. So, yeah, that's the story of my life. Totally interesting, right? Now that whole depressing rant is over, we can move on with life!
Oh, and I'll delete this in about a month, just to make sure that everyone sees this. There's more information on the new account. Sorry about the spam in your alerts list, but it was the easiest way of letting you all know. So yeah, check out my profile for the link to 'Aureillia', where a new story has just been posted. Ciao~!
~Cherries
