Hikaru!...
...Hikaru!...
...Hika..

"Kaoru?... Why are you calling me?, can't you just come find me?"
Hikaru couldn't see it was pitch black where ever he was, but all he could hear was Kaoru's voice, and the whirring of machinery...

Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep.

...No big brother. You're lost..

With a lurch of pain in his stomach, Hikaru flooded his 24 year old eye lids open. But all he could make out was a very young version of himself being silhouetted by a bright.. white.. light. Oh wait.. That wasn't him, that was Kaoru. How could he have mistaken that? Still blurry-minded, Hikaru began to sob ragged tears, as he tried reaching out to his twin. "Oh goodness Kaoru! It was all just a bad dream! I dreamt we got older and..." Kaoru softly smiled at him, in a sad manner that Hikaru had never seen before. "Kaoru? What's wrong?"

I love you Hika. But this is the last time we'd get to play the 'which one is Hikaru' game..
"What do you mea-!"
I love you brother.. I love you Hikaru..

..Hikaru.

"KAORU!"

..Hika...

"Kaoru PLEASE! Don't leave me again!"

Big Brother!

His eyes snapped open, a few tears leaking from his eyes. And to his surprise, leaning over him was none other than six year old, A-geha.
"Big brother Hikaru!" She yelped in a childish tone.
Beep. Beep. Beep. Rang against his ear drums. With a hefty sigh he looked over, suddenly realizing he was in a hospital bed. He was stuck in multiple places by IV's and monitors.
His stomach lurched again, this time he was sure he'd be sick. Realization that he was here because his suicide attempt had failed. He started to weep again, realizing that he'd never see Kaoru again..
"Big brother Hikaru..."
Hikaru's head almost snapped he looked over so fast, he could have sworn he'd heard Kaoru.
It was A-geha. She spoke again. "Hikaru.. why are you hurt?"
He was taken aback, he didn't expect her to ask, and even more he had been so wrapped up in his depression he didn't realize that as A-geha had grown... She sounded just like... Kaoru..
"Big brother just had an accident, that's all."
She smiled, and placed herself in his lap. She seemed so happy, but it soon faded to a frown. "You know big brother.. Kaoru wouldn't want you hurting yourself. He loves you."

Hikaru's heart sank. "A-geha..."
She wrapped her frail little arms around him and started to cry. "Please big brother! Don't leave me too!"
That was it, Hikaru's guilt took over his whole body as he wrapped his arms around her and they both burst into tears. Sobs shook him to his core, her tiny little body weeping under him was too much.
"Brother isn't leaving A-geha.. I promise."

Glancing up, Hikaru's eyes widened as he saw a glowing figure wrapping it's arms around the two of them. It's warmth and comfort was refined, it was Kaoru. The figure soon faded, leaving nothing but the warm feeling of love. A few final tears slipped from Hikaru's eyes as he tightened his hold on A-geha, promising himself to never leave her.

"I love you, Hikaru."
She sounded just like him...