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WARNING: THERE WILL BE AN ABUSE SCENE IN THIS CHAPTER AND FOUL LANGUAGE!

Edwards POV

Chapter 3

(TWO DAYS BEFORE BELLA'S ARRIVAL)

I inched myself closer to the furthest wall. I didn't know what was going to happen. Was he gonna let me be? Was he gonna beat me like he usually does? I hated thinking about the stuff he might do to me, but I had to prepare myself for the worst. I sucked in a sharp breath as I touched one of my freshest bruises. I'm not loved; well that's what he keeps saying. 'I'm stupid, no good, waste of air, so sickening; I didn't deserve to live'. Is all he would say, and he's right. Nobody loves me, and the one that did is dead. I was brought out of my horror stricken reverie, by the sound of clanking at the door. Hmm, wonder what he's gonna do this time? I thought, the door slowly creaked open as the vile man, I call my father stepped in.

"Edward...." He called. I'm sure he couldn't see me; I was tucked into one of the old curtains in the far left, of the furthest wall. I held my breath making sure he didn't hear my breathing; for it was ragged and raspy.

"Edward, if you don't come out...it's just gonna be worse" he said chuckling evilly. I knew for a fact he was right, but I just stayed put.

"EDWARD GET YOUR FILTHY MOTHERFUCKING ASS OUT HERE!" He yelled, causing my breath to hitch; making me catch saliva, and cough. My eyes widened, with the mistake I just made.

"Please god just take me now...." I whispered. His laugh echoed through my prison.

"Oh you think praying is gonna help you?" he asked, with another deep chuckle. I cringed from how menacing it sounded.

"Well, you're so wrong... I'm gonna make you wish you were dead. You made me kill her, so now...you deserve to die" he blamed; the noise of his footsteps came closer to me.

"Edward. You know I see you right?" He asked, sounding amused. I looked up from the ground and there staring at me was the man I feared more than Satan, himself. I'm sure my eyes widened even more, because he threw his head back and laughed.

"Your such a pussy" he teased, as he strode forward and grabbed at my foot dragging me towards him.

"Please..." I pleaded, but it only caused him to smile bigger. He shook his head.

"Uh-uhh..." he said waggling his index finger at me. I shuddered as he reached me and stroked my grimy face.

"You know, you got your mothers nose" he said sadly.

"But it's a shame...." He said slapping me across the face, hard. I let out a cry, but placed my hand over my mouth, I knew it would make it worse.

"Edward, Edward, Edward..." He said clicking his tongue. I shook my head.

"STOP denying it Edward!" He said grabbing me by my knotted hair. I squirmed, trying to get out of his grip.

"Stop fucking moving!" He screamed; spit flying on me from his mouth. I let out a little whimper. His eyes flashed with hate and anger. Oh god please...

He slowly picked me up off the floor, my feet dangling at least a foot above the ground.

"What have I told you about the noises Edward!?" He screamed in my ear.

"N-not to m-make them sir" I said, stuttering from fright. He smiled. Oh, but not a nice smile. Ha this smile meant 'I'm gonna fuck you up!'. He pushed my hair out of my eyes.

"I want you to see, what I'mma bout' to do to you" He said with a laugh. He swooped his hand, as if to smack me, but stopped as soon as I flinched.

"Ha-ha made you flinch" he mocked, and with that he threw me across the room hitting the wall with a giant 'thud'. I tried to get up, but my arms wouldn't let me.

"Awe, poor wittle Edward..." He mocked sympathy, as he came to stand above me.

"It's a fuckin shame you haven't died yet, you worthless piece of shit!" He said kicking me in the ribs.

I clutched my side as I struggled to get the air back that was knocked out of me.

Not once making a sound.

Be strong my Edward... I heard a sweet voice say.

"Mom?" I asked. Looking around for her.

"Your mother's not fuckin here Edward!" He screamed, while taking a punch to my jaw. I felt the blood spill from my nose and mouth.

Shh my son, you must be quiet. Or he'll hurt you more...

The voice whispered again.

I shook my head, trying to tell her, 'It was no use; he would hurt me anyways...'

"Who you shaking your head at Edward? ... I know you're not shaking it at me!" He seethed. I shook my head again.

"ANSWER ME!" He screamed.

"No s-sir!" I said as loudly as I could, without my lungs burning. He looked unashamed.

"You fucking deserved it Edward....you just did" He said shaking his head, with pure disgust on his face.

"Get out of my sight..." He snarled. I attempted to move, but couldn't; I was to week.

"I said get your ass up and move, dammit!" He, screamed as he kicked me in the side again. I let out a strangled sob.

"Tsk, tsk, tsk Edward I thought, I said no noises...." He said kneeling down to look me in the eyes. I looked away. He let out a humorless laugh.

"You're lucky I'm tired, or I would beat your ass until every bone in your body was broken" He said, standing up.

"Worthless!" he spouts out, as he walked to the door. He slammed it shut, and I could hear the clanking, indicating....He had locked me in here once again.

'Hi I'm Edward Masen...Welcome to my fucked up life.....'

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