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===Ch. 3===
===XxXxX===
Shiel gulped. It had been so long she had even doubted her brother, scratch that, her foster-brother. What Nowaki said just made the realizations dawn on her.
'How could I have been so blind to that?!' she grumbled and hissed inwardly. How could she have thought that it was nothing?! It's a weird drug! With weird side-effects! And to top it all it has a weird color! Anyone would suspect that! Yet she overlooked it! God knows what's in that thing. "I-I haven't thought of that…" she admitted. She hated it when she admits something. Especially if it comes down with some guilt sensing the discomfort.
"Ah, you don't have to be so down…I just thought of it myself." Nowaki nodded.
"Do you think it's safe to use?" Sheil croaked. Worried for the two brunettes. One who is right next to the other in the other room in a coma.
"I can't guarantee that…but seeing that the two of them are alive…I guess…but…" Nowaki then glanced at the brunette who had been in a coma for months now, almost turning it to 2 years. Well, it will next month.
"But?"
"I still think that there is a reason for this drug…and why it is being used over and over. And, I don't think that your bro-foster-brother meant to keep this fact a secret…"
"Yeah…sure… I know he can be under pressure sometimes…but surely he knows something of this drug." Shiel agreed. Before silence engulfed the room. Then Shiel grumbled. "Ugh, how could I have not think of it?! Those were most simple questions, no offense. Those questions were easily to be brought up and come up with! How can I have not thought of it?! Moreover, there were no reporters to ask about the drug! No news about it! How can I have not notice that?!"Nowaki sighed knowingly.
"Sad but true…" Nowaki muttered.
"Well, wanna know the answers to your questions?" the two then perked up to the new feminine voice that entered the room. They both turned their heads to the door's direction. There stood a woman, taller than an average Japanese woman's height, bearing a waist-length raven hair and a pair of hazel amber eyes that went along nicely with her pale complexion. She wore the doctor's coat, which is over a beige turtle-neck sweater, and she also wore a pair of blue-black jeans and a pair of black 2-inhced heel shoes. She could've been mistaken as a doctor of the hospital if not for the fact that Nowaki and Shiel knew or heard of her then looked like she were to pick a fight. The woman chuckled. "No need to get so alert. I go down this isolated place whenever you finish your visits…" she shrugged as Shiel raised a brow.
'She went here?!'
"What is it bad to visit ones brother?" both Nowaki and Shiel's eyes widened.
===XxXxX===
Akihiko and Hiroki heaved a sigh of relief.
"You know…you're right…thanks…" Akihiko said. Hiroki nodded. Both were smiling.
"Let's visit him?" Hiroki suggested. Akihiko only nodded. With that both stood up from their place and padded their way to the door.
===XxXxX===
Kun grunted as he pressed both his fingers on the bridge of his nose.
'They've gotta be kidding, right?! What is SHE thinking?!' with that he stood up. And took his keys. The possibility of Shiel in that brat's room was very high. With one last glance on his computer screen he was about to sprint out of his office. If not for a fact that he saw something. His eyes widened. Squeezing it shut he shook his head and stared intently at the screen. 'A…A…A reaction…'
===XxXxX===
Misaki's eyes sloppily looked around the dimly lit room.
'Where?'
His thoughts were cut short.
"Misaki, please live!"
He could feel tears spring up to him but he sniffle it back. His heart. They all hurt…all of it were still numb from the freeze. But despite in his state.
He could still hear Usagi-san's pleading voice.
'Since when did Usagi-san say that?'
'Since when did he plead that?'
'More importantly, WHY did he say that?!'
Questions rounded his mind. He wanted, no, he demanded answers. And NOW. And so,
He did…
"You probably got into some tight situation that put your life in a line and were about to die and he was the one to find you….
To prove it…you're in a hospital…" a voice in his head said.
'W-Why?' he asked back.
"You fought... Remember?" it replied. Soon Misaki's eyes widened.
'We…had a fight?' feeling a wave of nausea flood him. He squeezed his eyes shut.
'W-When?'
'When did we fight?'
'What about it?'
'WHY?!I' he grunted. He just wanted to curl up and hug his head. But,for some reason,his body couldn't move. All he could do was shut his eyes and feel tears trickle down his face. While his hands gripped the sheets tight.
"U-Usagi…san…" he croaked. Sounding so broken. "…Why?" he whimpered.
Remember he wanted to curl up into a ball?
So, he rolled to his side and did what he wanted. Just in time as another wave of nausea hit him. But there was something else. And it hurt so bad…
Only piercing one spot that only one person was able to enter.
His heart.
"Usami-sensei…tell me… have you…
GROWN TIRED OF ME?"
His sobs stopped. Even his tears, which rarely eyes wide.
'W-What?'
"have you…
GROWN TIRED OF ME?"
'S-Since whe-n…did I… since when did I ask him that?'
His sobs had subdue. He could feel himself already take control of his body. He sat up. But his head down staring blankly at the rustled sheets on his lap. The tears slowly dripped down.
"U-Usa-agi-san…" he whispered. He didn't want that. He hadn't even heard himself call Usagi-san 'Usami-sensei'! Since, since…since it had become them! Where was it now?!
How?! Why?! When?! Where?!
Where was Usagi-san?!
Where was HE?!
Where was HE when he needed most comfort?!
Why did he say those words?!
When had he done it?!
Why were they fighting?!
How did it start?!
Why did they even bother to?!
What was the reason?!
He wanted to know…
But at the same time he dreaded the answer!
What is it?!
What is it that he wants Usagi to tell him?!
What?!
'What do I want from Usagi-san?!'
Without his notice he had curl up again and had clutched his head on his knees.
"U-Usagi-s-sa-n…" his breath hitched. "Ghh…hih..." for that moment he could've sworn eh heard the door creak open. But he shoved it off. Until he heard the door slam to the wall that held it. His head shot up. And before he knew it. He was engulfed in a tight, nostalgic but cold at the same time warm hug.
===XxXxX===
Akihiko and Hiroki chatted about almost anything as they slowly padded their way to the room across. They then reached the door. Akihiko's smile had dropped. Hiroki just patted his back and gave him a smile assuring him. Akihiko smiled back and nodded before reaching for the knob. His hand lingered for a second taking in the cold temperature of the metal in his palm. Taking a deep breath he turned the knob and looked inside.
Thadump!
Thadump!
Thadump!
THADUMP!
Akihiko felt his eyes widen. Hiroki was confused for a second befre he took a glance inside and felt his eyes widen.
'Misaki…'
Thadump!
'Misaki…!'
Thadump!
Thadump!
'MISAKI!'
Misaki was curled up. His eyes shut tight beads of tears trickling down his cheeks as he silently sobbed. His hands on his head.
He looked in pain.
Akihiko felt his heart sunk. Then without wasting a second he ran towards his lover. Accidentally slamming the door. Misaki looked up. As Akihiko wrapped his arms around him protectively and cradled them both.
"Misaki… Misaki…" he whispered. His grip tightening. "I love you… I love you… I love you… I…lo-ve you…" Akihiko's breath hitched. Misaki stopped sobbing. And blinked.
'Usagi-san's…' his eyes widened. 'He's crying…' Misaki then felt more of his tears trickle down. Misaki then snaked his hands up and raked through the author's silver locks. He whimpered.
"Usa…gi…san…" Misaki rasped. Then he hugged Akihiko back. Hiroki just stood there and watch the whole exchange take place. Soon Kun came rushing to the room but slowed down when he saw Hiroki by the door. Slowly and silently jogging he looked inside. He smiled and sighed. Before leaning on the doorframe. When.
"ANIKI!"
'Oh, shit… Shiel…' Shiel then stomped her way. Kun then took note of Nowaki and a raven haired woman trailing behind her. Shiel was about to yell when her eyes glanced to where Misaki and Akihiko are.
"Misaki…" she muttered. Hiroki then nodded to them. They nodded back. Before stepping out of the doorway and closed the door giving the two some private time.
"I assume he took the drug?" the woman asked. Shiel and Nowaki only glared as Kun sighed and as Hiroki sent them a confused look.
==XxXxX===
"Misaki… I love you…" Akihiko said.
"Usagi-san…?" Misaki was confused. He wanted to know why he was in the hospital. A part of him said that what flashed to him earlier was what really had happened.
But…
He refused to believe it… he doesn't want to believe it… he just can't believe that he and Akihiko got into such huge fight.
That actually sent him to the hospital. He never did.
"Please… don't leave…" Akihiko said. Suddenly sounding very desperate. Now Misaki's heart sunk.
They did fight…
"Usagi-san?"
"Please… Misaki… I love you… don't… don't leave me…" Akihiko's grip tightened. But still it gave him enough space to breathe. Misaki's breath stilled. His eyes widened.
'What happened after the fight?'
'How and why did I end up in the hospital?'
'Why does Usagi-san sound so desperate?'
'Why did everything look like it had been fogged up?'
'For what reason?'
'Why do I don't want to remember it?'
"Because you died…" a voice whispered in his head.
'Because… I died?'
"Because you died…"
'H-How?'
"Because you wanted to…"
'Why?'
"Because of USAGI-SAN..."
Misaki then slowly and gently pushed Akihiko away. Making Akihiko raise a confuse brow and furrow his brows.
"Usagi-san…" Misaki started.
"…"
"Ha-Have you…uh…" Misaki glanced about. Akihiko could feel his heart sink one more time. He didn't want to hear it. But he needed to. "Have you grown tired of me?" Misaki asked as he looked up to meet the author's lavender gaze. Akihiko only stared back. Before slowly shaking his head.
"I'm sorry… I was such an idiot…" Akihiko said before burying his face on the crook of Misaki's neck. "I-I'm really sorry…I should've gone after you…" Misaki now blinked. He didn't get it.
Just what happened after the fight?
"Umm… Usagi-san?" Akihiko raised his face and stared lovingly into those green orbs.
"Misaki… I promise I won't ever make the same mistake again… please… I love you… do still you love me?" Akihiko asked as he held Misaki by his shoulders rubbing them with his thumbs.
"Ah… n-no…" Misaki looked away. Akihiko could only stare as his heart sunk in agony. "I…uh… Usagi-san.. you see… I… um…"
'Just ask him!'
"I…uh… Usagi-san… I… uh… well…"
"I know…" Akihiko suddenly said. Misaki looked at him. "It was still too early for me to say that…" Akihiko gave a half-hearted but sad l;augh.
'What? Too early to say what?'
"I'm sorry… I hope you can forgive me… I'll… uh… give you some space…" Misaki's eyes widened. Akihiko stood up.
'No… wait…'
The silverette turned around.
'No… please wait…'
"I'll be in the room across if you want to talk…" Akihiko said. His voice cracking.
'No, don't go yet…'
Akihiko walked away. Going farther with each step he took. To Misaki though his footsteps echoed in the room as he walked away.
'No… Usagi-san… please…' Misaki wanted to stop him. But his body just seemed to be stoned. His voice frozen and stuck in his throat.
'Don't go…'
Akihiko reached the door. He opened it and shut it behind him. Just when Misaki stretched out his hand to speak. Tears trickled down. His breath hitched seeing he was too late. He lowered his hand.
"Usagi…san…"
'Please… don't leave me… alone…'
Without his notice. He didn't know when. But he suddenly felt light-headed. Seeing white fill his vision. He soon laid down with a soft but loud thump. His eye lids slid suddenly felt heavy. Only beads of tears remaining on the rims and on his lashes. All he last saw was the dimly lit ceiling. And a flash of Akihiko's room's ceiling with the said man looming over him with his eyes filled with desire. Slowly his lids shut. Making the last of the bead of tears trickle down his face softly staining the pillow once more.
===TBC===
(A/N: I know, I know… short chap… late update to top it all… I know… and I'm sorry… I was busy last week… including weekdays.. and I know… but I'm NOT trying to kill anyone with sorrow… the story's just starting… and please don't be surprised when you see mystery in the genre section… though ever since the beginning this already has the genre mystery… again… sorry for the late update… I keep getting this writer's block and because I'm listening to random Japanese songs I get a plot out of it… This is DarkAlchemistAssassin, at your service, REVIEW? CHAO~!)
