Ok so here is chapter 3 my lovelies. I don't know what anyone is going to think of this. I have added a sub plot as well. Decided we need some action apart from what will be happening between the sheets. Thank you so much for all the story alerts. I have decided that the first 5 people to review will have a character names after them in the next chapter.

I will try and upload another chapter before the weekend but can't guarantee because work has been crazy. I'm having to deal with adults that behave like children.

So enjoy this and please review. I will give everyone cookies.

Dramione Cullen

Song list

Wake Up Call - Maroon 5

You Know I'm No Good - Amy Winehouse

Forgive me - Leona Lewis

Chapter 3 - I cheated myself

Bella POV

I lay looking at the white ceiling of my bedroom, watching the patterns. My head was pounding and my heart was thumping. I felt sick and I knew that it can nothing to do with the amount of alcohol I consumed last night.

When I had first woke up I couldn't remember a single thing, then the memories came crashing back. I felt like bricks had been dropped on my fucking head. There was no way I would have been stupid to have done that…. with Edward?

Maybe I imagined it. Maybe nothing happened and this was all the result of my overactive brain.

I couldn't stay in here forever. I would need to get up at some point, better now than later. I threw the covers of my bed back and rolled out of bed. Taking a deep breath to steady my nerves I walked out into the hallway and made my way into the living room.

I could hear the radio playing in the kitchen and could smell pancakes being made. I trudged my way to the kitchen and leant against the doorframe. Edward had his back to me and was flipping the pancakes in the air. He hadn't heard me come in obviously.

I decided to just brave it and be the first to speak.

"Morning" I tried to say some-what cheerfully.

He tensed up for a second before relaxing and turning round to face me with a forced smile on his lips. His hair was ruffled and he had black bags under his eyes. It didn't matter the boy still looked fucking good.

"Hey" he said softly.

"So….. Pancakes for breakfast I see. They smell really good. I'm starving after last night…" I trailed off knowing I had made a mistake by mentioning last night.

He tensed again and took a deep breath, about to make a speech of some kind obviously.

"Look Bella, should we not, I don't know, talk about what happened. At the club last night"

Great!!!!

"Edward what happened last night, was a mistake. We both had a lot to drink and missed our partners. It was nothing, Okay? I'm sorry I done it" I rambled on

Edward relaxed after I had spoke and the tension seemed to roll off his shoulder.A grin spread on his face and he turned back to making our breakfast.

No need to get fucking happy about it.

I sat down and watched him flipping the pancakes some more before putting it on the two plates that he had set out. A glass of OJ appeared beside me along with my breakfast. I smiled, he knew the way I liked my hangover breakfast.

I noticed that I had no cutlery beside me, looking around I noticed it on the middle of the table along with Edwards. Reaching out at the same time he did, our finger brushed each others and a shock was sent through my system. I jerked my hand away instantly and couldn't help but notice the look of hurt that flickered across his face.

"Sorry, electric shock" I explained.

We both sat in silence for a few minutes, It wasn't the comfortable silence we were used to, it was awkward and strange. This was not how we worked.

Edward sighed deeply and I kept my eyes trained on my plate.

"Okay, I can't fucking take it Bella. I know what you said about last night being a mistake, but I need to tell you. Last night was the best fucking kiss of my life. I mean I felt things that I couldn't have dreamed of. Things that I don't have with Tanya. Things I'm pretty sure you don't have with James. I mean what was it? Did you feel it?"

How could I tell him that yes I felt it. No I didn't have it with James. That it too was the best kiss of my life and that even the thought of him with Tanya made me queasy.

He raised his eyebrows at me and waited for my answer. It was an answer that he wasn't getting any time soon, for I jumped out of my seat and bolted towards my bedroom. Locking the door behind me, just in time as Edward tried to open it.

"Bella, come on. I'm sorry if that scared you. I didn't mean to have that little outburst. Come on, B open up the door" he was trying to persuade me .

"Edward, just go away. I need to be by myself" I shouted.

I launched myself into my bed and buried my head into the pillow. Muffling my scream with it I let loose all the emotions that had been building up inside of me since this morning.

Shit. Bella don't be a pussy. Just go back out there and pretend you're ok.

"Shut the fuck up" I snapped at myself.

What the hell had I done? I had messed up the best friendship I had, all because of one of the most mind blowing, life altering kisses of my life. What was I going to do?

Glancing over at my picture wall I zoned in on a picture. It was a picture of James, Tanya, Edward and I. It had been taken on one of our holidays together. We had spent three weeks in Adelaide, Australia. The photo had been taken on the beach. We were all hugging and laughing. It had been taken in the water after we asked someone to take a picture.

It was looking at this picture that I knew I couldn't ruin 2 relationships and the friendships that they brought. I would put the kiss behind me and move on. I was with James and Edward was with Tanya. Plain and simple.

I stormed out of the bedroom and into Edwards room where he was sitting with his head in his hands. I was angry, no actually I was beyond angry. I was fucking pissed off. Why were we letting this effect us?

"Ok Edward, I'm just going to say one thing about last night. After that we never speak about it. It was a mistake. I didn't feel a thing. I love James and you love Tanya. I will not jeopardize our relationships for the sake of one measly fucking kiss. We forget about it, and we go back to normal." I hissed at him.

His lips tightened and he nodded.

"You're right. I'm sorry, you're right. We can't let this come between us or the people that we love. So let's just forget about it, like you said" He admitted.

I nodded and walked over to him, wrapping my small frame into his masculine chest. A part of me hoped that everything was going to go back to normal. While another hoped that I had not just made the biggest mistake of my life.

Edward POV

She was so beautiful when she was pissed. Her face was adorable and the way that she stomped her foot was cute.

I knew that what she said was right. We both had great relationships with people we cared about. While I knew that Tanya and I loved each other , I wasn't so sure we were in love with each other. God I sounded like a fucking cliché.

I wrapped my arms around the girl that was my best friend. I knew what I would need to do. I would need to try and forget about what happened the other night.

It was only one kiss. That couldn't change a friendship and it certainly couldn't make two people who were best friends have romantic feeling for each other.

It was probably just because I was so fucking turned on last night. I had been sent a picture by Tanya that night, saying me how much she missed me and showing what my present was going to be tomorrow. Two words maids outfit.

It was going to be hot. My dick was twitching now, just thing about it. I couldn't wait to be buried inside of her again. It was too long since we had been together.

I let go of the girl in my arms and told her to go and get ready. Her lazy ass never got out of her pj's until midday.

As she shut the door I turned the lock and walked over to my nightstand, there was a picture of Tanya in a very skimpy dress. She had said that it was taken for my lonely nights. She was wearing a short black dress that made her legs go on for miles. Those legs were sent by the gods. Having those wrapped around you was like heaven.

I took frame and loosened my trousers before dropping them to the ground. My cock stood to attention and I let my hands wrap around it. Looking into the picture I started to jerk off, my hand moving up and down slowly. Giving small squeezes here and there. My dick twitched and I could feel my release building.

My hand moved faster and I hissed in pleasure. I could just imagine Tanya's hot little mouth engulfing my cock and the thought made me want to cum.

I knew that my release was coming soon so I started to picture more erotic pictures.

Tanya sucking me off, Tanya bent over the bed, Tanya with legs spread wide.

The thoughts made me cum so fast that I was dizzy. My hand was covered and my dick throbbed. I panted for a few minutes before grabbing a few tissues and cleaning myself up. I fixed myself back in my trousers and stroked the picture I was holding.

I couldn't wait for tomorrow night, all of my fantasies were going to come true. With Tanya you could bet that I would be in for the ride of my life.

Tanya never disappointed. She would always surprise me. I suppose in a way I did love her.

My mom kept bugging me about when I was going to make 'an honest woman' out of her. She had said that we had been together for long enough and should start to think about settling down and raising a family. The thought didn't repulse me and I had entertained it more than once, but there was still something off with the picture. Something missing. I've always just pushed that thought to the back of my head.

Bella was right. What was one kiss compared to 3 years together?

3 days later - Bella POV

I was glad that things between us had went back to normal. It was going back to the way that it had always been and I was bloody relieved.

James and Tanya were coming over tonight for a meal and we had decided that we were not going to tell them about our mistake.

Edward was cooking a dinner for all of us and I had tidied the apartment. I gave myself the once over in the mirror. I was wearing an ice blue cocktail dress that was beaded at the top and ruffled at the bottom. My hair was curled and my make up was natural with the exception of a light red lipstick.

I walked into the living room and lit a few candles. Popping some music in the CD player, I heard a knock at the door.

I ran and opened the door. There stood James and Tanya. Tanya was wearing a white less dress and smoky black eyes. Her white pearly smile stretched even further as she saw me.

"Bella, God I've missed you. We have so much to talk about" she said as she gathered me up into a bone crushing hug.

James stood beside her with a sexy grin plastered on his face, making me bite my lip. He was wearing smart black pants with a black wife beater and white shirt that was unbuttoned. He was leaning against the door and stepped towards me as Tanya let me go.

He scooped me into his arms and pressed a gentle kiss to my lips, before putting more passion into it. He dipped me down and to the side where we shared our 'movie kiss'. It was something that we had seen in sex and the city and had copied it ever since.

It was our own kiss and was our 'thing'. I heard a throat clear behind me and tilted my head back to see Tanya and Edward watching us with amused expressions on their faces.

James brought me back up to my feet and hugged me from behind.

"How's it goin Ed?" he laughed

"Good mate,you?"

"Great now I'm with this little vixen" James said as he nuzzled my neck.

I laughed. Things were Ok.

"Look dinner isn't going to be ready for another 40 minutes. So how bout we crack open a bottle of red and chat" Edward said.

Everyone was fine with that. We sat down and Edward opened the bottle pouring a glass for each of us.

We sat and chatted for a few minutes about everyone else's work, James being a published author and Tanya a fashion designer, before moving onto mine. It was a sore subject that no one really liked to talk about, due to the fact the three of them were overly protective of me and hated that I worked in a dangerous profession.

"Well we have a really interesting case at the moment. Erm murders of about 6 young women in the city. The MO is each women has had her throat slit and the blood drained, they also have crosses carved into their chest. It's fascinating, you know. The UNSUB is exhibiting signs of Anger Excitation behaviour, meaning he's becoming sexually aroused by the suffering of the victim. There are also signs of Anthropophogy. The UNSUB clearly thinks that he is something more than human. He thinks he is sub human. These woman are nothing more than a game. A game that he's playing to try and outsmart us. It's exciting" I ranted

Looking at their faces I could see their worry, they hated cases like these. Ones in which I would become so involved that I would do whatever it took to identify the UNSUB. I had had my life in danger a few times and had even been shot once. This was all part of the job and they knew that. It didn't stop them worrying though.

"Bella, please just be careful. Ok we all love you and we don't want you to get hurt" Tanya pleaded.

If only they knew just how far into this case I had become involved.

A.N Ok please review and tell me what you think