Leah,Chapter Two.

Prieviously...

Well to be perfectly honest I'm bored of ranting, so I'm going to go get drunk off my fucking mind and maybe fall off a cliff...or just pass out in my bed after doing some random stupid things...yeah either of them sound good.

Leah's Point of View

It has been almost a week since Jake visted me, not much has changed really. Except for today he is dragging me out with a group of his friends and not Bella (which I am secretly thrilled about) but the down side is Sam and Emily are going to be there, normally I would've avoided any situation involving even one of them but Jake is forcing me, normally I'm not a push over nromally and it did take a mini yelling match down the phone to get me to come..well to agree to come at the least.

It's now around seven o'clock, I'm waiting downstairs in a pair of black low ride skinny jeans and a white top which is a tiny bit too short so that it doesnt reach the wasit band of the jeans, but ahwell my stomachs flat I can get away with it. I know I might sound a bit weak but yeah...I don't really care right now.

At seven thirty exactly Jake knocks on the door, I just sit at the bottom of the stairs not really wanting to move from the spot. About a minute later there is another knock on the door I sigh quietly.
"Leah! Open the bloody door I know your in there!" Jake yelled from outside the door, I didn't move or say anything. Then there was just silence I thought he had walked away so I stood up, that was my mistake.

Suddenly the door was flying across the hall way towards me, if I had stayed on the stairs it wouldn't of hit me. I quickly bent backwards, looking abit like someone out of the matrix. The door narrowly missed me by around a half a center metre.
"Frikken hell Jake!" I yelled as I got up at a Jake who was staring at me in the now open to all inviters door way.
"Sorry..." he mumbled running his fingers nervously through his hair.
"C'mon we better get going now since you are so impaitent." I laughed trying to lighten the mood a little, which I failed at epicly.
"Yeah come on," he said then smiled at me.

We walked out said to his 'rabbit' as he liked to refer to as his car, he opened the passenger side door for me.
Once he had made sure I was safely in and strapped up he made his way to his side of the car before starting the engine.

"So where are we going then?" I asked honestly not having a clue where we were actualy going.
"You know the kareoke bar down in Port Angles?" He asked tentivly. I nodded at him gesturing at him to continue.
"Well we are going there and your going to be singing, suprise!" He said laughing trying to disguise his nerves that I knew were there.
I jsut started laughing hystericaly.

At the Kareoke Bar.

I was at the bar ordering the drinks, well for me and Jake anyway Sam and Emily can get off of their asses and get their own drinks. Jake wanted anything strong and I was going to be good little girl and not drink as I didn't want to say or do anything I might regret later on.

When I got back to out seats and had handed Jake his lethal cocktail, he cleared his throat.
"Your up next.." He sighed, I don't really get why he sighed, maybe it was incase my singing was absoulute shite 'cause all the people who had been up so far had been suprisingly good.

The man standing on stage cleared his throat before speaking into the micorphone.
"Next up is Leah Clearwater first time kareokeier!" He laughed as everyone cheered.
I made my way slowly up to the stage, I had already picked my song when I had come in so there was no real rush anyway.

I took hold of the mike, taking a few deep breaths as the spot light stuck on me as if to stalk me, the lights around the room dimmed maybe it was something they did for my song, or maybe someone asked them to do me a favour a.k.a Jake, but I didn't really care at this point in time.

The opening soft melody played me in, I took a deep breath before starting.

"He just walked away" I sang looking into the direction of Sam who was looking loved up with Emily but had stopped to listen/watch me sing.

"Why didn't he tell me? And where do I go tonight" I took a deep breath as the music continued waiting for my next part.

"This isn't happening to can't be happening to didn't say a walked away" I quickly scand around the room before continuing.

"You were the first to we were not were the first to we were not alright.." Jake was watching me intensly, like his eyes were boring into mine.

"This was my first love. He was the first to go. And when he left me for you. I was the last to know.." I slowly looked at Emily who looked like she was about to cry.

"Why didn't he tell me. Where to go tonight. He didn't say a word. He just walked away.." I was close to tears my self by now.

"You were the first to say. That we were not okay. You were the first to lie. When we were not alright.." I looked down slowly now as I felt finaly everyones in the room eyes bore into me like I was almost some sort of freak.

"This was my first love. He was the first to go. And when he left me for you. I was the last to know..." My eyes were still glued to my shoes still not willing to look at the people who were looking at me.

"I'll be the first to say. That now I'm okay. And for the first time. I've opened up my eyes..." My voice grew louder with the music, like to gain confidence.

"This was my worst love. You'll be the first to go. And when he leaves you for dead. You'll be the last to know..." I now stared at Emily my eyes boring into hers.

"I'll be the first to say. That now I'm okay. And for the first time. I've opened up my eyes..." My eyes still hadn't left Emily's.

"This was my worst love. You'll be the first to go. And when he leaves you for 'll be the last to know" I now looked at Sam, I hadn't relised I was crying untill Jake came onto the stage and picked me up smothering me in his big arms...