Blue meets Grey

chapter 3

The next morning Byakuya didn't seem to keen on sharing right away and Grimmjow didn't ask, but after what happened he started questioning himself more and more. "Look I'm not the kind of guy who usually does stuff like this. I usually just keep to myself, but with you I just don't know, it's like a protective instict I didn't even know I had. I still don't really understand it myself" he told the smaller boy.

"I understand. I'm sorry about everything that happened last night I had a nightmare." he whispered, Grimmjow noitced how he didn't stutter around him as much anymore.

"Do you want to talk about it? What I said last night, that I'll always be here that wasnt a lie. I'll be here for you as long as you need me though I might not know what to say." Grimmjow said, and once again he hit himself mentally. 'you are so fucking stupid.' he thought to himself. 'why would he want someone like you around for any longer then he had to be.' Grimmjow sighed, but when he looked up Byakuya had a small smile on his face. It never seemed to reach his eyes but Grimmjow swore it was the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen in his life.

'What the fuck, why am I acting like this.' Grimmjow thought to himself. There was still a few hours before lunch so Grimmjow worked out. When he was done his Blue hair was plastered to his face from the sweat and he fell on his bed an took a nap before lunch.

While he was asleep Byakuya took the opportunity to look him over, his shirt was off exposing his heavily muscled chest. His face turned pink as he realized how incredibly good looking Grimmjow actually was. He quickly turned away to look out the window when men came in the room to announce lunch.

Byakuya was relieved when Yammy didnt bother either of them, and no one else watched him with lustful eyes. It allowed him to eat in peace even though the food wasn't good it was all he had known for the last few years. Today the cooks made a mush like substance that was supposed to be chicken pot pie.

After lunch and they went back to their rooms two men came for Grimmjow it was time for his meeting with Shunsui.

"So tell me about your problems." he said cutting straight to the chase. "Tell me what makes you mad, and what helps you calm down." he finished.

"There arent any speicific things that make me mad, well when people act as if being gay is a disease, and when people think that just because they are bigger then someone else that they can do whatever they want." Grimmjow said, he figured he was going to be here awhile so he might as well just talk to Shunsui, its not like he can tell people about what he says.

"So I am assuming you are gay?" Shunsui asked genuinely interested. Grimmjow looked back at him and nodded. There was no point in denying it. He was what he was, there was no shame in it. "It was very brave of you to just come out and say it Grimmjow. That takes guts and you have my respect." the older man said.

"Thanks.." mumbled Grimmjow.

They talked for about an hour before he said Grimmjow could go back to his room. When they got there they took Byakuya to see Shunsui and Grimmjow couldnt help be notice how empty the room felt without the smaller boys presence. He may not have spoken much, but just the fact he was there in the room and Grimmjow wasn't alone kept him from going crazy.

Byakuya walked into Shunsuis office, "So how are you today my young friend?" asked Shunsui.

Byakuya wasn't sure so he just shrugged his shoulders and said, "Ok I guess." That was how most of their meetings together started. Shunsui carried on trying to talk about most of the things he wanted to talk about.

"So what are you going to do when you get out of here?" Shunsui asked the boy, who replied with a shrug. "You don't have to answer now, I'm not saying that we are just going to kick you out of here if you don't feel ready. It is just something I would like for you to think about." he finished.

Byakuya nodded his head in understandment. He knew he wasn't going anywhere any time soon, but that didn't mean he should forget about the outside world. As it were the only thing on his mind was a certain blue haired boy, but he wouldn't tell that to anyone.

They talked for about an hour, Shunsui seemed very interested in Grimmjow and how he was coping with being there. Byakuya didn't really know, the boy didn't really talk to him all that much. He seemed to be someone Byakuya could go to though if he couldn't talk to Shunsui. Byakuya liked knowing that there was someone he could talk to other then Shunsui, but he didn't want to ruin that by telling him he was gay. He figured someone like Grimmjow probably didn't mind gay people as long as they didn't try to get in his pants.

When he got back to is room to find Grimmjow passed out on the floor. His thought were flying a mile per second, and he didn't know what he should do. He was deceptivly strong though,and so he decided he would just drag Grimmjow and put him on his bed. His face turned pink when he rolled him over and wrapped his arms around his waist, his hands could feel the strong muscle underneath. He lifted and put Grimmjow in his bed on top of the covers.

Grimmjow had actually woken up when he came in the room but he was still to tired to get up or even form words. He could smell when Byakuya arived, he had such a distinct smell, cherry blossoms. He was faintly surprised when he felt his smooth elegant hands wrapped around his stomach.

He could basically feel the heat that radiated off of Byakuyas face on the back of his head. He felt himself land on his soft bed and thought to himself, 'this must be a dream, im going to wake up in a few hours for dinner and im still going to be on the floor.'

Byakuya laid down on his bed, 'why did my face turn red when I felt his muscles?' he thought to himself. He had so many weird feelings that he didnt even know how to voice to himself let alone someone else. So he curled himself up in a ball under his covers to try his best and escape it all.