BELLA POV

"What is wrong with me !" I said kicking a peddle down the trail . I can't believe I almost had a panic attack over someone asking me to take a nap while they ordered pizza ! How pathetic am I ?! I shook my head . When am I gonna get over all this ? I came here to start a new life, not to dwell on my old one ! "Ugh !" I yelled. Get a grip Bella ! Your just gonna need to pu- ahh ! Before I knew what was going on, I tripped over a root and fell face first on the ground. "Crap," I muttered. I patted the dirt off my track pants as I stood, looking around. My eyes widened in surprise for I apperently was in a meadow.. a beautiful one I may add. It was covered in daisies all around and was huge . I began exploring before sitting down on a nice spot near the center . I looked around only to find that I was indeed alone. "Good," I muttered. The last thing I needed was for someone to come find some loner girl in the middle of a meadow. I layed back letting the sun soak in my skin. This felt good... to good. I sighed thinking about everything. Tanya, my parents, Jacob, and College. It was all to much. I rolled over in a ball before closing my eyes and drifting off to sleep.

4 hours later

Stop !" I screamed, "Please, Please stop !" I was in the middle of no where with two men holding me down. It was pitch black and all I could see was their outline. "Stop !" I screamed only to have something cover my mouth. Tears welded up in my eyes. This was it. I was going to die. I kicked and punched but it was no use, They were to strong. All of the sudden I heard laugh that sent shivers down my spine. Who's doing this to me ?!?! "Night Night Bella," someone whispered before hitting me making everything black. "NO !" I screeched before sitting up wide eyed. My whole body was shaking and there was tears streaming down my eyes. "Please !" I whispered. I pulled my legs under me to help stop the shaking but it was no use. I buried my face in my legs and cried. "It was only a night mare .." I whispered to my self , "You are safe." I was trying to comfort myself but the memories kept coming in. "No !" I started to stand. "STOP!" I screamed running out of the meadow. I needed to stop remembering, I needed to forget !

Remembering was to painful ! Tears were streaming out of my eyes and I was shaking badly. I could hardly see where I was going. "No," I repeated running, " No you must stop!" I found myself standing out side my dorm. I looked at the room number. I tried to breath but I couldn't. I was going to hyperventilate. I sat down for a moment on the grown trying to compose myself. "Calm down Bella," I whispered. I needed to calm down. They would think I was crazy seeing me like this. "Shhh ," I told myself. I took out my key and unlocked the door, all while using two hands because I was shaking so bad. I opened the door and it tip-toed inside. Calm down Bella. You need to be quiet. I quickly ran to my room, shut the door, and fell on to my cold bed. I looked at the ceiling for the rest of the night, hoping not to fall asleep and have another nightmare. Last thing I needed was my roommates to find out. I sat there for just 5 minutes before the sleep consumed me.