Hello this is bellaandedward12. So tell me how do you like things so far. you think things are sad for her now just know they get sadder. I feel sorry for Bella and to let you in on a clue she will always have real friends. Now is that enough i get enough reviews i will make this story pretty yeah and you all ready know who her real friends is. And please this is my first fan fiction and i need a little help with all this so please some one give me some advice on things.I don't want a sad ending
I don't own twilight and i think it would have been nice if i did. But stephenie meyers do so congrats to her for the wonderful books she make.
These day were hard. I had no friends and they still haven't been talking to me.
Jacob would always glare at me at the table alone. the same as me. it seems as if we both got our selves into a big mess. I think it was time to apologize.
I had to have the courage to tell them how much i loved them and i missed edward so much .
When i went to their table and smiled slightly they all tried to walk away from the table. i could tell each one wanted to be back friends with me but they were just to hurt. they all would sare at me once in a while. I knew i hurted them when i they thought i picked jacob over them but really i just wanted to get out of my house.
So before they could walk away i asked them to stop for a minute so we could talk. And they did i was so grate that i said a prayer and thanks to the lord.
"Guys look im sorry about what happen you are my sisters and brothers and edward you our my soul mate i will never pick any one over you guys im sorry. and i promised i was gonna come with you." I said with tears in my eyes. I could tell none of them wanted to see me cry. so i knew i had got to them. Edward wiped my tears away.
"We know bella and we accept your apology. We missed you alot and so did all of our parents." Edward said and we were in a group hug.
"Thanks guys i gotta go to class. And i really do miss you guys." I said.
"So bella you coming to help us start planning for the graduation tomorrow. Its gonna be the fucking hottest party ever." Emmet shouted.
"Cut the shit out emmet." Rosalie said smacking emmet on the back of his head.
"ouch what the hell Rose." Emmet boomed.
"You guys haven't change a bit of course i will be there."I said giggling."I gotta go to class."
I kissed edward. And hugged the rest of my friends. i was so glad i got all of them back.
When i got to my locker i saw jacob . He came to me. I just glared at him.
"what the fuck do you want know," i asked.
"Im sorry bella,"he said a tear in is eyes,"just because my life became bad didnt mean i suppose to mess up every one elses. I should have apologize to leah and your cousins a long time ago."
I was stunned with tears in my eyes that was the nicest thing he ever said to me.
He gave me a bare hug and i hugged him back. He kissed me on the cheek and walked away. I smiled very thing was back to normal as matter of fact things were better.
I realized edward saw the whole thing. He came to me . I was smiling but he looked mad.
"you know what bella you are such a whore don't talk to me at all okay. I don't want to see your face ever again." he shouted and walked away in tears.
I was so hurt i just sat down. Leaning against my locker crying.i decided to skip English class. I was glad when i felt an arm pull at me. I thought it was edward but the hands were to warm.
Jacob pulled me up and i just sobbed into his chest.
"I know you been through a lot and in a way we are family. charlie and my dad are best friends and over the months i have really changed. So lets start over and be sorry." He said.
i couldnt stop crying so jacob picked me up like a baby and he was going to take me home. Until i saw alice and rosalie.
They saw how terrible and heart broken i looked."Bella?" Alice asked softly.
I could see tears coming down rose face."Don't do this to us or Edward." Rose murmured.
"He gave up on me guys. He gave up." I sobbed. "I thought he loved me."
"He do what happen we know is that he stormed to the car." Rose said.
"he saw jacob kiss and hug i didnt mean any harm.I love you guys." i sobbed even more and so did them.
"No bella no." Alice start to scream," you know that he will do something insane from what you did to keep hurting all of us."
" Im sorry alice." i cried. Jacob left so we could talk.
" No bella im sorry. we are all tired of you hurting us."
"we all had enough."Rose cried" We love you so much. "
"Please guys don't give up on me."I said through my tears.
"We haven't we just need time ok bella."
"We have to go look for edward."
"Please guys, I swear i want hurt you guys anymore just please im gonna fix this i swear"
"ok bella we love you" they both said crying. And walked away.
Jacob came back and tried to take me home but i told him to take me to the Cullens house.I woudnt let them give up on all knew eachother every since drove off and it started raining.
When i got to the door i was a coward. I was going to leave when Esme came to the door.
"Child come in it is raining." Esme said.
When she noticed my red eyes she started asking questions.
"why arent you at school? Why have you been crying? And what happen to and the rest of you guys?" ESme asked.
I ran to her and hugged her. She knew i needed a hug so she hugged me back. she was always like my mom.
"They gave up on me esme," I sobbed."They gave up."
"He doesnt love me at all anymore."I cried more. She just stayed there silent.
"I made so many mistakes."
" I know bella but your gonna get through this. I swear." Esme promised. Thats when carlisle came.
"Bella was wrong? why arent you at school?" carlisle asked concern.
I filled both of them in on the whole thing. From when they thought i was betraying them to everything they all said to me. They both told me every thing was gonna be ok. And they were there for me until i drifted off to sleep.
