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Words in Bold and Italicized -Raven's… "fantasies/dreams" in a sense. Hard to explain.

Words in Italics What Raven hears Red X saying in her head.


His hands fumbled and struggled to get a hold on her waist, only she didn't let him. But as much as she tried, his hands found a way to hold her, to touch and violate her

She felt her own hands go to her waist, trying to protect herself. She sighed. Even when he wasn't near her, she still felt him there.

"I'm coming for you Raven."

She closed her eyes and tried to ignore all thoughts of Red X, and tried to start focusing on actually finding him—

Damn. He was still in her head either way.

She closed her head, returning back to her lotus position (while wincing), and tried to sense his aura.

His finger lazily moved up her throat and up her face, and she shivered as she felt the silky roughness of his glove against her skin.

He brought it down again; slowly taunting her and her breath got caught in her throat as he moved towards her breast.

Her eyes snapped open and she found her arms crossed over her breasts.

"Dammit." She whispered to herself. Standing up, she looked around to see if she had broken anything.

Cyborg wasn't going to be happy that his toaster broke.

Leaning back against the large windows of the living room, she took a shaky breath.

Why was this happening? Why did he choose her? Why was he doing this?

Because he's crazy, that's why. She thought to herself, her mood everything but optimistic.

But why would he want me willing? Not that I mind, but rape was an act of violence, not an act of love.

Her eyes widened.

He… can't love me. That's not possible!

Control. It HAS to be for control. That's the only way.

He doesn't love me.

He doesn't love me.

He doesn't-

A crash interrupted her chant, her feet leading the way for her.

It came from…

The sound of the crash surrounded her, trapping her in the hallway with four directions to go in. She looked in every direction before concentrating on the sound with her mind.

She shut her eyes and tried to concentrate, even though the sound was echoing in the walls.

Where were the others?

Her eyes opened immediately when sensing the figure behind her, and she would have been tied up in that one millisecond, if she hadn't moved to the side.

Red X slid onto the floor, right where Raven was.

Taking out a few sharp X's, he threw them to where she was, but she dodged them and inwardly winced when they hit the wall and cracked it.

Someone's mad.

But then again, she thought, her mind going back to his attempt at murder. So am I!

"Azarath Metrion Zinthos!" She shouted, keeping her mouth away from him. When an X was on her mouth, it was so much harder to concentrate on lifting a single object, let alone battle a murderer.

He narrowly missed her black energy, the ones she was shooting at him, like Starfire's starbolts. Small balls of black telekinetic energy also hit the wall, disappearing into a hallway.

He ran up to her, she flew up before he could touch her.

She flew up quickly, only for him to be quicker and pulling her down.

No! Not now! Again she shot at him from above, finally hitting him and letting him hit the metal wall and slump down to the floor.

She looked around, trying to sense his aura to make sure it wasn't a trap. She eyed his body down on the floor, and sighed before going down to see if he was conscious.

But the minute her feet landed, his aura was stronger than ever, and it was too late for her to realize he was actually awake.

How did he trick me?

He lunged for her legs, bringing her down. Quickly he straddled her waist and claimed her lips by removing the bottom part of his mask.

"You see what happens when I don't get what I want Raven?" He claimed her lips again, fumbling for something with his left hand.

She couldn't stop him.

Even with her powers… something was wrong…

She… she couldn't move…

He removed his lips from hers, dangling the needle in his left hand. "See this? Small paralyzer, only for … ten to twenty minutes or so. Which is more than enough time to kill your friends, right?"

Her eyes widened in disbelief and horror.

"I mean," he whispered to her, his voice husky. "If I can sneak into the Titans tower and steal a suit, who's to say I can't kill them too? It won't take long, promise. I'll be back here before you know it."

He kissed her again, his right hand moving down to her lower regions.

"What then Raven, you ask?" He said, knowing fully well that she couldn't speak. "I kill them, I come back, and we fuck. Isn't that nice? Everyone's happy." He smirked as her eyes narrowed.

"Iknow you're mad that I have to be gone long. It must be tearing your heart in two."

She almost cried, feeling a tear form in her eye.

He sighed, gently kissing her cheek.

"You're sad. I'm sorry."

You can't be sorry. She thought as she felt his hand go lower and lower and stop at one area.

"I am sorry." He said, as if reading her mind. "But if I had to choose between conscience and you, guess which one I would choose?"

Heaven forbid it be conscience.

"I hear that sarcasm. But really, I gave you a question, and you never answered. You knew how to find me. If you had come to find me, physically, not mentally, I would have known your answer. But you chose to play it safe and see if your friends wanted to die first!"

NO! She narrowed her eyes, wanting to scream, shake her head, do anything to prove him wrong.

"If you had come to me with your body…" he drifted off, kissing her again as he gripped her left breast with his other hand. "Maybe I would be more gentle!" He bit her neck.

She shut her eyes in agony, not being able to scream.

"But its too late now Raven… I would have loved it for you to be willing, and I would be gentle, and the Titans would never have to bother me again… but since you've made your decision, I'm going to kill them. Kill each of them, one by one, hurting them in such a way they wouldn't be able to die in peace! And then, I am going to come back to you, and fuck you until you're torn apart! Little by little."

Her fear of her friends dying, her fear of a man taking advantage of her situation… they were both coming true.

Her eyes moved left to right, trying to tell him no. Thankfully, he understood.

"No?Now you say no? I gave you so many chances; it really didn't have to come to this. This is your doing Raven. You have to live with the consequences."

"No…" Her ability to talk was slowly coming back. "Anything but that."

"I am going to do everything in my power to get you willing Raven."

"Anything."

And it worked… she thought to herself.

"What makes you think I'll listen to you?"

No…

"Because", she whispered, bringing misfortune upon herself even more."I'll do anything. Anything. I'll, I'll quit the Titans. I'll forget they exist. I'll disappear from their lives forever and stay with you and do whatever you say! Just don't hurt them. Don't kill them."

Red X turned around, smirking.

His plan worked.

It wasn't just to kill off the Titans and have his way with Raven. He knew she would eventually agree to him, she loved her "family" too much. But she would always think of them, and if he was with her once, she would leave. He never said anything about staying forever. So, he was tempting her to say she would do anything. That way, she would kill the Titans herself. She was telling him not to hurt them; she never said anything about hurting them herself.

But now he didn't need to. She would forget them, disappear forever, and more importantly…

Stay with him and do whatever he said.

This was just too perfect.

He chuckled, hoisting her body over his shoulder and teleported, but not before saying one word.

"Deal."


That's the end! I hope you liked it. I love this story. :P And that's wonderful coming from little pessimistic me. You probably were expecting that ending though. Oh well.

I'm not writing another chapter, because one) I don't write lemons, sorry to disappoint. If I ever do in the future, well, good for you. Two) I will probably not update for a while if I write more. I want to get to my other stories too. But I love this story. :P First chapter was my favorite.

Was it good? Could you feel the mood? The emotions? The struggle she had to go through?

Anyway, loved writing this (no really) and more importantly, LOVED ALL OF YOUR REVIEWS! Oh wow, you guys are just awesome. :P

See you around,

Love,
Ivy