Disclaimer: I don't own any of the GG characters or cast, nope wish I did
BUT I don't.
A/N : Anyways thanks for your reviews, they are keeping me going. =) After writing the first two chapters, I realized that Rory is cussing like a sailor which is pretty out of character but in my world of make believe, Rory grows up by her Senior Year and becomes more outspoken.. LOL
And so the story continues..
"Tonight, we finish this."
Once again Rory felt Jess's lips on her but this time it was different. It was shorter, sweeter and somewhere in the depths of the kiss she felt peace. She knew she was about to cross a line she couldn't return from but it was what she wanted. Jess had always been her unresolved issue. Somewhere in the confines of him, lied her destiny. and tonight she would be damned if she didn't find out what that exactly entitled.
Jess stepped inside pulling her in with him. Her eyes scanned the familiar room where once they had shared book collections, intellectual debates and their very own souls. It had been so long since then. She had missed him in every way imaginable. School and life just seemed to float by after their friendship ceased and Rory found herself missing the danger and mystery he had provided...
"Rory."
Her mind stopped racing and her eyes focused back on Jess. He was intently watching her as if her very own thoughts were on display. She half- way smiled at him but was surprised to see he didn't return it. There was something, a look on his face, she had never seen before. It almost looked like- no, it was- fear. Fear that she was going to break his heart... Again.
"Jess, I need to tell you something.''
Rory felt a lump form in her throat as she prepared herself for the moment of truth. There was so much she needed to say to him about how she had been so scared of what he was and what he meant to her but now she was ready to say it, now-
"Rory, I know. You don't have to say anything. We don't need words, we never did."
And with that, a tidal wave of emotion hit her: from relief, to confusion- to love. He was right; she didn't have to explain it to him like she had to with Dean. He knew her better than anyone.
Rory looked to say something to him, anything but found that she was speechless and it wasn't long before Jess took advantage of that.
It became a blur to her as she became caught up in the moment with Jess. One minute they were passionately kissing and the next they were on his bed. She could feel her own body heat rise up within her and for one minute the world just faded away. His kisses were all she could think about and his hands were all she could feel...
But just as it began, it ended.
"What the hell is going on in here? RORY! JESS!''
Chills ran down Rory's spine as she heard a voice that could be none other than her mothers. Both Jess and her scrambled off the bed but it was too late, the damage had been done.
"You got to be kidding me! This is what you had to go DO, Rory! Huh?! Is Jess It! Is he? Tell me, dammit! ''
Rory watched as her mother lost it. She stood almost in awe of the whole thing. Of course her mother had been upset before but never like this. Jess was always the sour spot of Lorelai, and no matter how much she wished to be untrue, this was bound to happen eventually.
"Mom, let me explain-''
" Oh, Please. Don't even try, I was a teenager to but never did I-"
And with what Rory felt would be a long lecture ended with a strangled cry. Guilt flooded Rory as she watched her mother stare at her in disappointment. Rory shifted uncomfortably and met Jess's gaze. Once again, their eyes locked but now his eyes spoke something different. They spoke a plea. to tell her mother what he meant to her. to finally be with him.
But Rory knew she couldn't do it yet and she prayed to God, Jess would understand.
"Lets Go Mom. lets go."
Her mother lead the way never uttering one word but rather shaking her head in what looked like utter disappointment.
Rory stopped before the stairs and quietly re-entered Jess's room. He was seated at the edge of his bed with his hands resting on his knees and his eyes glued to the floor. "Jess I-"
He cut her off immediately with a look devoid of any feeling whatsoever.
"I said tonight we would finish this Rory, and you just did."
Rory felt a sharp pain form within herself as she locked eyes with Jess. Somewhere she could see that he would never forgive her for this. Somewhere she could see that he was ready to move on, the only thing was-
She wasn't.
Okay folks! That took awhile. Hope you liked it. TRUST ME it ain't over till the fat lady sings. I got plenty up my sleeve for the next chapters. In fact, the title is 2 Can Play At That Game.boy are there going to be some games. Watch and see.
Spoilers * JEALOUSY lingers in the air and a catfight between RORY and a certain blonde occurs*
A/N : Anyways thanks for your reviews, they are keeping me going. =) After writing the first two chapters, I realized that Rory is cussing like a sailor which is pretty out of character but in my world of make believe, Rory grows up by her Senior Year and becomes more outspoken.. LOL
And so the story continues..
"Tonight, we finish this."
Once again Rory felt Jess's lips on her but this time it was different. It was shorter, sweeter and somewhere in the depths of the kiss she felt peace. She knew she was about to cross a line she couldn't return from but it was what she wanted. Jess had always been her unresolved issue. Somewhere in the confines of him, lied her destiny. and tonight she would be damned if she didn't find out what that exactly entitled.
Jess stepped inside pulling her in with him. Her eyes scanned the familiar room where once they had shared book collections, intellectual debates and their very own souls. It had been so long since then. She had missed him in every way imaginable. School and life just seemed to float by after their friendship ceased and Rory found herself missing the danger and mystery he had provided...
"Rory."
Her mind stopped racing and her eyes focused back on Jess. He was intently watching her as if her very own thoughts were on display. She half- way smiled at him but was surprised to see he didn't return it. There was something, a look on his face, she had never seen before. It almost looked like- no, it was- fear. Fear that she was going to break his heart... Again.
"Jess, I need to tell you something.''
Rory felt a lump form in her throat as she prepared herself for the moment of truth. There was so much she needed to say to him about how she had been so scared of what he was and what he meant to her but now she was ready to say it, now-
"Rory, I know. You don't have to say anything. We don't need words, we never did."
And with that, a tidal wave of emotion hit her: from relief, to confusion- to love. He was right; she didn't have to explain it to him like she had to with Dean. He knew her better than anyone.
Rory looked to say something to him, anything but found that she was speechless and it wasn't long before Jess took advantage of that.
It became a blur to her as she became caught up in the moment with Jess. One minute they were passionately kissing and the next they were on his bed. She could feel her own body heat rise up within her and for one minute the world just faded away. His kisses were all she could think about and his hands were all she could feel...
But just as it began, it ended.
"What the hell is going on in here? RORY! JESS!''
Chills ran down Rory's spine as she heard a voice that could be none other than her mothers. Both Jess and her scrambled off the bed but it was too late, the damage had been done.
"You got to be kidding me! This is what you had to go DO, Rory! Huh?! Is Jess It! Is he? Tell me, dammit! ''
Rory watched as her mother lost it. She stood almost in awe of the whole thing. Of course her mother had been upset before but never like this. Jess was always the sour spot of Lorelai, and no matter how much she wished to be untrue, this was bound to happen eventually.
"Mom, let me explain-''
" Oh, Please. Don't even try, I was a teenager to but never did I-"
And with what Rory felt would be a long lecture ended with a strangled cry. Guilt flooded Rory as she watched her mother stare at her in disappointment. Rory shifted uncomfortably and met Jess's gaze. Once again, their eyes locked but now his eyes spoke something different. They spoke a plea. to tell her mother what he meant to her. to finally be with him.
But Rory knew she couldn't do it yet and she prayed to God, Jess would understand.
"Lets Go Mom. lets go."
Her mother lead the way never uttering one word but rather shaking her head in what looked like utter disappointment.
Rory stopped before the stairs and quietly re-entered Jess's room. He was seated at the edge of his bed with his hands resting on his knees and his eyes glued to the floor. "Jess I-"
He cut her off immediately with a look devoid of any feeling whatsoever.
"I said tonight we would finish this Rory, and you just did."
Rory felt a sharp pain form within herself as she locked eyes with Jess. Somewhere she could see that he would never forgive her for this. Somewhere she could see that he was ready to move on, the only thing was-
She wasn't.
Okay folks! That took awhile. Hope you liked it. TRUST ME it ain't over till the fat lady sings. I got plenty up my sleeve for the next chapters. In fact, the title is 2 Can Play At That Game.boy are there going to be some games. Watch and see.
Spoilers * JEALOUSY lingers in the air and a catfight between RORY and a certain blonde occurs*
