Hey Guys ! Sorry , I Know It's Been FOREVER Since I Updated3 But I've Been Busy With School. Aaaand Guess What ? Spring Break Is Starting On Friday So That Means .. MORE UPDATES. And I'm WAY Too Busy On Tuesday With Music Lessons And Such So I'm Gunna Update On My Favorite Day of The Week .. THURSDAY :D. I Really Hope That You Guys Aren't Mad. And This Chapter Is Super Short So Please Don't Be Mad. So .. Yeah Review And Stuff. You Guys That Review And Put Me On Author Or Story Alert3

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Hey again, well um, school is starting now .. fun fun. I really don't want to go , being at school just makes me an outsider again. Feeling alone at home is one thing, but going out to a more public place and being even more outed makes it worse. I'm just the crazy emo boy that no one likes, surprise surprise. To be completely honest I'm pretty fucking amaing at playing it off as though I don't care but I really do. Just because I'm crazy, awkward, a smartass, goth (and many other things), doesn't mean I enjoy being treated this way. When I get called an emo-freak I don't care because it's not the teasing that bothers me.. it's the lonliness that follows that kills me. Ever since it got out about my "issues" no one has wanted to be my friend , all of my so-called-friends left me. There used to be this kid, his name was Adam and he was my best friend, but just like everyone else he left me. He followed behind all the other traitor's actions and just left me there to be alone. To say that I'm a loner is an understatement. I used to be popular (which actually shocks a lot of people) , and I'm not saying I liked the attention I just liked having everybody think good of me, but then of course everything had to start going wrong. My life fell apart and so did all of my friendships. The worst part ? No one ever asked me what went wrong, after word went out about me and all my problems rumors soared like a motherfucking eagle, everyone has their own way that I went crazy and the funny thing is that no one knows what actually happened. Isn't highschool great ? Wish me luck for when school starts.
-Eli.

Eli's POV

As I put away the journal I couldn't help but think about this journal had really helped me get through the week , I usually have panic attacks before school starts , but not this time. I was really proud of myself, but still scared shitless. Every year I just hope that someone will come around and say "Hey, nice to meet you" but no one ever comes and says hi to me and if they do they're never happy to have done it once they're done with me. But a guy can always hope .. right ? But even with the journal I couldn't help but feel the time bomb inside of me that kept chanting "Two More Days Till Doomsday".


Ohkay , I Know I Apologized For This CHapter Being Short But I Feel Guilty So .. SORRY AGAIN. Haha Now Remember Guys I'm Updating On THURSDAYS Now , Not Tuesdays. So mark Your Calenders ;D. Haha So Thanks For Reading Give Me Your Input Pleasee. Review , Story Alert , Author Alert, Favorite .. Just Doo All That Good Stuff(: THANKS !

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