My Dearest Doctor,
Every time I looked into your eyes I saw such sadness there that it broke my heart, even at the beginning when I hardly knew you. I saw a man who was very alone and very hurt. You have seen so much pain, Doctor, that before I knew it myself, I knew I wanted to ease your pain. Amy… she's told me about your planet. About what you had to do. When she told me, it all made sense. All the emotion behind your eyes when you saw me crying. All the times you made sure I was alright. You knew about Violet, and her and me, it brought everything back. It made you worry about losing your family all over again. Well, my dear, I think I should reassure you that you will never lose us. Not me, not Violet, not ever. Because it doesn't matter that we will always travel and that you will be in the stars and I will be here, waiting. It doesn't matter that I've left everything behind – I don't miss it, sweetie, there was nothing left for me there. And I will always love you. I will never regret getting into the TARDIS with you. Because you can re-write time, but no matter what, I'd still choose you.
We talk a lot, Amy and I. Swapping adventures and other things. She's an amazing woman, and Rory quite and interesting centurion. They're such beautiful people. Violet would love them, I know she would. I wish they could leave with us so that they could know her, and she them. Then we could all be this big and loud and growing family traveling all about the stars. How beautiful would that be?
Doctor, come back soon. I miss you. I can feel her growing inside me, but she's just this adorable small bump right on my stomach. But it's amazing to think that there's this tiny human there, and that one day I'll be holding her in my arms, and you'll be back and you'll take her from my arms and she'll look up at you with big blue eyes and give you this smile… I imagine her smiles most of all. And she'll call you "Daddy," and I'll be "Mom."
I can't wait to be a mother.
Yours Ever,
Grace
