A/N: Sorry for the wait, it's took me until this week to get the story finished off. I feel like I havent really give a good enough explanation to what this story is about It's basically few flashbacks showing how leah dealt with the idea that she may very have children. And possibly how her and Jacob dealt with it together. I want to thank all the people who have reviewed so far, it's meant so much! I'm sorry if I haven't replied to you! Now on with the story.
Disclaimer: I don't own twilight. #fact
Leah Clearwater hated babies, they stirred up emotions in you that you didn't know that you ever had the ability to feel.
'What else do we need?' Leah questioned as she set two bottles of bleach at buy one get one free into the trolley.
'Em,' murmured Jacob, glancing at his phone were they had done up a list, 'Biscuits,'
They were doing their first big grocery shop. Jacob was weirdly better at it than her. She suppose it had something to do with being Billy's main carer for so long. He'd already saved them a good $10 on cleaning products and off brand cereal.
'You know,' sighed Leah as the turned down to the next aisle 'whenever we do get married I'm going to suck at the whole wife thing,'
'When we get married,' Jacob quirked his eyebrows excitedly, earning an eye roll from Leah, 'and what makes you think you're gonna suck?'
'Well, for starters,' Leah started stopping in the biscuit aisle, lifting up two packets of chocolate biscuits, only to have Jacob remove them from her hands, 'hey! I like them,'
'50cents cheaper, and taste even better,' Jacob explained, throwing three packets off the supermarkets own brand biscuits on top of the pile, 'and they're three for the price of two,'
'For starters that!' She exclaimed, 'I'm meant to be educating you on these things not the other way around,'
'Stick with me kid,' he laughed, glancing down at the list, as Leah reached for a non branded shower gel, 'No, buy the vanilla and coconut scented one you normally buy,'
it's twice the price' Leah said in confusion.
'I know but it's your scent,'shrugged Jacob a blush tingeing his cheeks, ' when I smell either things I think of you, it'd be weird if you smelt of anything else,'
Leah felt her own cheeks burning at her boyfriends soppy sentiments. She shoved him playfully, muttering 'dork' as she tried to conceal the small smile that was playing on her lips due to the warm fuzzy feeling he had just give her.
'Y'know, most girls would kill for that shit,' Jacob replied to his girlfriends snark.
'Honey,' drawled Leah, 'I'm not like most girls,' she lifted up a packet of ladies razors, only to have them snapped out of her hand and replaced with two men's packets.
'Oh darlin, don't worry, that's what I like best about you,' he droned back in the deep voice that did things to Leah that she would rather not admit to, 'men's toiletries are cheaper, picked up on that tip from the twins,'
'How sexiest,' Leah stated with mock outrage.
'It's a man's world' he agreed throwing his arm over his girlfriends shoulders and leading them towards the butchers in search of steaks for dinner that night.
Just then Sam took a turn down the toiletry aisle, a confused look on his face, a shopping list in one hand and pushing a stroller with the other.
Both Jacob and Leah froze slightly. Well, hesitated might be a better word to use. It wasn't that meeting Sam was hard for either of them, it wasn't that seeing his sleeping month old son for the first time hurt Leah. It wasn't that Leah or Jacob cared about his new life, in fact it was the exact opposite. They couldn't care less. And the thought of having to pretend to on a Friday evening wasn't really appealing to either of them, in fact, it sounded down right exhausting.
But it was too late for them to just quietly pass on by, Sam had spotted them.
They all kind off stared for a moment before Leah made the first move.
'You look confused there Sam,' Leah laughed.
' I've been walking around in circles for the past half an hour, looking for the things that Emily asked for on this list, and I'm getting no were,' he chuckled gently.
Jacob took a step forward, taking the list out of his hands. God this shouldn't feel as strange and unfamiliar as it does, but it did.
'Well the diapers you'll get around in the next alise over,' Jacob began scratching the back of his neck, 'the wipes and swaddlers will be there too, and up…' He stopped walking a bit further along the shelves by the antiseptic creams, grabbing a pink and purple tube and handing it wordlessly to a blushing Sam.
Leah glanced at the box to see 'nipple cream' wrote on it. Leah's eyes widened as both she and Sam stared at Jacob confused.
'Rebecca liked to send me out for these things whenever she visited when Zach was a baby,' shrugged Jacob.
'Yep, sounds like Becca,' Leah and Sam said at the same time.
Silence fell between them before Jacob glanced in the stroller.
'This the little dude?' Asked Jacob, reaching his hand into the stroller letting the baby clasp onto his index finger.
'Yeah,' beamed Sam proudly, and Leah couldn't help but notice how much he suited fatherhood, even if he got embarrassed buying his wife nipple cream.
'Congrats man,' Jacob grinned, thumping the new dad on the back, 'he's Emily's double,'
'How is she by the way?' Asked Leah as she peered into the stroller. The baby boy slowly opened his eyes, his mouth forming an 'oh' shape and kicking his feet, 'well aren't you gonna be the heartbreaker,' Leah spoke softly, letting her finger stroke his cheek gently, causing a gummy smile to appear over the little baby's face.
That's exactly why Leah Clearwater hated babies, no matter how hard you tired, you couldn't help but be pulled in by them. You couldn't Help but fall in love with them. You couldn't help want one of your own. Even if it's something that you couldn't have.
Leah felt Jacobs hand softly on her lower back, rubbing it comfortingly.
He always knew what she needed.
'She's…' Hesitated Sam, trying to find the right word.
'Tired?' Offered Leah
'So tired,' laughed Sam, 'but she's doing amazingly, Harry can be full on and…'
'Harry?' Asked Leah and Jacob at the same time, both sounding shocked.
'Yeah,' Sam smiled, mistaking Leah's shocked expression for touched, 'it was Emily's Idea, he was her uncle, and he really helped me when I first phased. Chances are he'll be Alpha so we thought it'd be nice to keep the name going,'
Uh…' Leah stammered not knowing how to respond.
'No actually,' Jacob corrected, standing to his full height, towering over Sam. 'chances are, my son'll be Alpha,'
Leah kinda hoped that neither of their son's would phase at all never mind be Alpha.
'Jacob,' Sam spoke gently, glancing at Leah, 'no he won't'
Jacob opened his mouth to argue, before promptly shutting it when realisation hit him. Only Jacob would understand how much the glance Sam sent her way stung.
'Have you told mum and Seth? I think he might have wanted…' Leah began
'Yeah, they both give their blessing' Sam nodded, completely oblivious to Leah's feelings.
'Harry Uley,' murmured Leah after a moment of silence, stroking her hand down his cheek, 'it kinda has a nice ring to it,'
She bit down on her lip hard when another gummy smile spread over baby Harry's face.
Only Jacob would know the back of her eyes burnt at the thought that she'd never have that.
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