Author's Note: Wow I wrote this in one day, who knew that my brain's writing mechanism is starting to turn again. So here's chapter 2 the continuation of 1, (of course, am I stupid, 2 is the continuation of 1 what more will it be), anyway, in this chapter there's more to Akakuro's past and I've written an Aokaga here. I like that pairing. It's my no. 2 ship; I like it though kind of cute. Lightxlight. I'm rambling again. Not like someone is reading this though...

So disclaimer to the anime, manga, whatever relating to kurobasu…but the story is originally mine….

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Chapter Two

Nostalgia

Losing him was BLUE like I've never known

Missing him is DARK GRAY all along

Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met

Loving him was RED

-Taylor Swift (RED)

He didn't know how but Tetsuya noticed that he already arrived at his apartment, he saw from outside that the lights are on and gives him the thought that Kagami is probably home. Taiga Kagami becomes his friend when he stayed at America and now they have been living at the same apartment since he couldn't find any apartment that he wants to stay. It becomes convenient for Tetsuya since Kagami did most of the housework and the cooking and that he insisted on paying the half of the apartment's payment.

Tetsuya noticed that the door is locked, he get his keys and unlocks the door. When he got inside he frowned, there are clothes thrown everywhere and he noticed that it wasn't only Kagami's. So Aomine-kun is here huh, Tetsuya thought, Aomine is Kagami's boyfriend and one of Tetsuya's friend in middle school. Kagami and Aomine met when Tetsuya introduced them to each other, and before Tetsuya knew it, the two become close despite their differences. Tetsuya thought that it's probably because they have the same interest, they both love basketball, they have always played 1-on1 with each other, and he have heard that Kagami have never beaten Aomine. But despite that, one day Kagami suddenly confessed to him that he is dating Aomine, he was shocked at first that the two of them are going out, not because they are gay, but because of their clashing personalities. Tetsuya is happy for the both of them and supported their relation, partly because he knows how hard the relationship between men is.

As he to go to his room he suddenly feel light-headed, he thought maybe he just got tired after the incident that happened today, and thought that he just have to sleep it off.

As he pass by Kagami's room, he heard moans and yelling, he just sighed can't they jus toned it down a little Tetsuya thought well at least they are happy.

When he got inside his room he immediately lie down. He still couldn't believe what happened today, after ten years avoiding Akashi he finally was able to face him now. He heard his phone ring, when he takes it out and looks at the screen he saw Riko's name.

"Hello Riko-san" he answered. She's probably calling since she's worried about the interview.

"Hello Tetsu, so how did the interview go?" she asked.

"Ahh, about that…he cancelled the interview" he replied.

"Eh? Why?" Riko seemed surprised; however Tetsuya knew better she's annoyed.

"He said that there are a lot of things he should do" Tetsuya lied to her, he can't tell her that Akashi bailed out on him, and knowing Riko she would probably pester him about it.

"Did something happen?" she asked.

"He just said that you shouldn't worry, he'll reschedule the meeting" he assured her.

"Did he say when?"

"No, but his secretary said that you will be notified"

"Arghhh" Riko felt annoyed, she have been hunting for this interview for a few months now, she can't help but feel disappointed "I can't believe this"

"I'm sorry Riko-san" Tetsuya apologized; he knew that it's his fault.

"Eh Tetsu it's not your fault"

"No I think it my fault"

"Of course it's not, hmph, I'm gonna pester them once again, I won't stop until he will give up" Riko exclaimed.

"You're so willful Riko-san"

"Of course…now I have to go Tetsu, thank you though"

"No its nothing Riko-san"

"Okay bye"

"Bye"

Tetsuya lied again on his back, for some reason even though it's such a short meeting he felt so tired. However, he still couldn't forget the look on Akashi's eyes, he knows that he is mad yet there's something more to it. There's…longing in those heterochromatic eyes, despite the short time that they manage to be with each other, he almost knew everything about him, and he pretty knew much about the expression of those eyes. Those gorgeous mismatched eyes that had always looked at him with love, but now stared at him with hatred; he knew that Akashi hates him.

Akashi hates him now…"Akashi-kun hates me now" Tetsuya mumbled. Suddenly he felt his chest hurt, he couldn't bear it if Akashi hates him. Even though it's been ten years that passed, he still is in love with him, there was never a day that he hadn't think of him, there was never a day that he suppress his urge to see him, there was never a day that he tried to forget him. Yet among all those things he couldn't do the latter, he could never forget him. Their memory is etched into his brain; it was like carved in a stone that could never be erased.

He wished for the day that he will forgive him.

He didn't how he fell asleep but all the while there's only one person that's been running on his mind. And all he could think is red.

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Seijurou Akashi went back to his apartment earlier than expected, as he entered the room he is greeted by the cold silence inside. His apartment is big, and everything is organized as he thought it would be. Without turning the lights on, he removed his eyeglass and lied down on the couch and rested his head on the armrest of the couch and recalled everything that happened.

He saw Tetsuya today, that's what's been running on his mind. And he didn't expect that his emotions would explode like a time bomb, and to think that he even hurt him. Shit, he thought. He had hurt Tetsuya, he clenched his fist tightly so tight that he wanted them to bleed. He had hurt Tetsuya, he didn't know what came into him but at that moment his mind went blank. Of all the list of things that he wanted to do when he have the chance to meet him again, hitting him was out of the options. He didn't know what came into him, but he must be insane to do that.

Suddenly he heard a bark; he sits up and saw his dog that seems to be greeting him. He took the dog in his arms and stare into its eyes, up until now he still find it ridiculous how similar the dog's eyes to Tetsuya's, he remembered the day that they found the dog. He was quiet displeased that Tetsuya forced him to take the dog, but since its Tetsuya that begged him, he didn't have a choice but to accept it. It all happened on their first date.

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"Look Akashi-kun" Tetsuya suddenly called up to him, he saw that Tetsuya is crouched and took something from the ugly box. When he turned around he saw that he was holding a puppy that has a black and white fur and surprisingly at the moment that he look at the dog intently, he resembled Tetsuya a lot that it almost made him laugh, they seemed to have the same eyes.

"What are you laughing about Akashi-kun?" Tetsuya pouted.

"Who said I am laughing" he said, stifling his laugh, they really look alike that it's hilarious.

"I know you are and you're just holding it"

"He really looks like you Tetsuya" Akashi said.

Tetsuya frowned and said "I don't look like a dog"

"Yes you are" Akashi teased him, he really couldn't help it, Tetsuya is so cute whenever he teased him.

"Let's go Tetsuya" Akashi said however Tetsuya didn't move an inch and just looks at him. "What?" he asked.

"I just can't leave him here" Tetsuya said.

"Why don't you bring it to your house" he suggested.

"No can do, otou-sans don't' want animals in the house" Tetsuya replied, there was little sadness in his voice; it's not that his father hates dog but his father is allergic.

"Well what you're going to do about him? It seems that you've become attached to it" he said.

"Can you please adopt it Akashi-kun" Tetsuya said, Akashi just frowned, there's no way he'll adopt the dog and besides if he just randomly pick some dog on the street, he's pretty sure that his parents will get mad. And beside is not that he can't help it but it seems that animals don't like him.

"Why would I adopt him?" he asked.

"Please" Tetsuya begged him.

"My father will get mad" he said

"Can you please do something about it?"Tetsuya looked at him with pleading yet and as he looks at the dog, it also seems to be pleading at him; he thought how ridiculous the situation becomes; now he really just can't turn him down. That's why without having any choice, he decides to agree.

"Fine, I'll bring him home" he said, and when he said that the dog barks at him and he saw Tetsuya smiled. And when he saw him smile he couldn't help but smile too, he still couldn't believe how Tetsuya could affect him that much.

"Thank you so much Akashi-kun" Tetsuya said to him. Akashi just watched him as he pets the dog in his arms and heard him say that he will have a new home. He really didn't know why but he really loves this person. So much that he thought at that moment he will do everything just to be with him. "Do you want to pet him Akashi-kun?"

"No. You'll be holding him right now; I don't want to touch a dirty dog" Tetsuya frowned at his comment.

"Yes" he just replied.

"So what you will name him?"

"Name? Yeah, I haven't thought about that"

"What about Tetsuya? Since he looks like you"

Tetsuya frowned, "Don't joke around Akashi-kun"

"Well how about Tetsuya no.2, Nigou" he suggested.

"Nigou?"

"Yeah"

Then Tetsuya seemed to e in deep thought, and then he heard him say, "Well then, he will be Nigou, and since I can't be with Akashi-kun all the time, Nigou will be there for me". When Akashi heard that he just stared at Tetsuya and he couldn't help but smile,he really can't beat Tetsuya. He is so cute, Akashi thought.

Akashi just smiled at what Tetsuya said and he ruffled his blue soft blue hair. Tetsuya frowned at what he was doing "Hey I'm not a kid"

"Yes you are…you're really cute Tetsuya that I don't know what I should do with you"

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Akashi just stared at Nigou, it has been ten years and Nigou isn't the cute dog they have found on the streets that day. He has gotten old, however he still have those blue eyes that looks like Tetsuya and all these years whenever he missed Tetsuya he would just pet the dog.

"You know what, I've seen Tetsuya today" though if someone sees him talking to the dog they might think he is crazy but to Akashi it's normal, whenever he feels like it, he talks to the dog and surprisingly it seems to understand him. When the dog heard the name Tetsuya his tail wags happily, like it recognized Tetsuya. "However, I've hurt him today, he probably hates me now"

The dog barked at him, he thought that maybe the dog tell him that he's probably stupid, he just smiled and continue talking to the dog "When I saw him today, I remembered something…" he said as he stare blankly in the space.

"For the first time in ten years…I remembered feeling again… All this years I felt so numb and didn't know how to feel anymore, all this time I feel like I've been frozen in a very cold winter. Yet… when I saw Tetsu…I… it felt like everything's melting…and it all came back to me... He made me feel what it was to feel again Nigou. That's why this time I'm not gonna let Tetsuya disappear again"

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Tetsuya didn't know that he have fallen asleep, that's why when he woke up he noticed that it's already dark outside. He decided to go out of his room and probably eat some dinner, he' pretty sure that Kagami's cooking right now. When he got out, he heard some yelling and then laughter and that made him remember Aomine is here.

When he entered the living room everything was cleaned up, the clothes that have been scattered a while ago seems to disappear and the moment that he went to the dining room he saw that Aomine and Kagami who are flirting with each other with no care in the world. Suddenly he remembered Akashi again to which he cursed himself for thinking about him again. He didn't know why but watching the two lovebirds he felt a pang inside his chest, he couldn't help but wonder, what would happen if they were never separated at all, he bet that they will be like those two. Knowing Akashi he will do everything that he wants regardless of anywhere they are.

Kagami noticed him "Hey Tetsu", when Aomine heard him he also turned and look at Tetsu "Oi, Tetsu, how long have you been there?" he asked.

"I just came in" he said.

"Did you come home early?" Kagami asked.

"Yeah, you didn't notice since you're busy with Aomine-kun" he said as he went to the dining room and sit on the chair. Kagami blushed at Tetsuya's comment and decided to look away. Aomine on the other hand wasn't bothered by what Tetsuya said unlike Kagami. However the moment that Aomine saw Tetsuya's face he just frowned.

"Oi Tetsu what happened to your face?" Aomine asked as he noticed the bruise on his face. Tetsuya stood up and look his face on the mirror; there was a bruise on his right cheek. Kagami on the other hand looked at Tetsuya, and he frowned as he saw his friend's beat up face.

"Oi who did that to you?" he asked angrily, he doesn't want his friends to get hurt; especially Tetsuya who he thought is his little brother.

"No one" Tetsuya just replied nonchalantly as he went back to sit.

"No shit!" Kagami yelled "No one can't just probably have that on your face, it's clear that someone punched you real hard"

"Look there's no use fussing over it" Tetsuya replied, he didn't want Kagami to be bothered by it.

"Just tell me whoever dared to punched you Tetsu and I'm gonna beat the shit out of them" Aomine said, he also got mad; he was close to Tetsu when they were on middle school.

"You don't have to know" knowing those two, they really might do it.

"Tetsuya" Kagami said, he really want him to spill the means but the harder he tried the more stubborn Tetsuya becomes.

"I said leave it alone" he yelled.

"Tetsu"

"You don't have to fuss over it"

"Don't have to fuss over it" Kagami repeated angrily "Someone hurt you, what if something else happened to you"

"Don't exaggerate Kagami-kun, nothing bad will happen to me"

"Oi you two calm down, just spill the beans Tetsu…who did this to you?"

Tetsu didn't answer for a while, however he knew that Kagami will keep pestering him "It's…its Sei—I mean Akashi-kun" when Aomine heard that his eyes widened.

"You met Akashi?" Aomine was shocked to hear that, the last thing he heard about those two is that Tetsuya doesn't want to see Akashi anymore.

"It was..."

"Wait whose Akashi?"Kagami asked, Tetsuya didn't tell him about Akashi since he didn't want to remember him again.

"Akashi is..."Aomine tried to start but Tetsuya cut him off.

"He's my ex"

"What?" Kagami was surprised to hear that Tetsuya has a lover before.

"Wait Tetsu, why did you two meet? I'm pretty sure Akashi didn't know you're here"

"No, I went to him"

"Why would you do that?"Aomine asked.

"Riko-san asked me to"

"And you didn't object?"

"It's not that I have a choice"

"Wai-wait why didn't I know this…what's the deal with this Akashi guy" Kagami asked, since he felt so out of place as he heard the two discussing about this Akashi-guy.

"Well technically he was Tetsuya's ex; they dated way back in middle school."

"And then? Were you the one get dumped Tetsu?"

"No, I was the one that left"

"And why is it a big deal that Tetsuya went out to meet him"

"Well you see that guy was so in love with Tetsuya and when he left him…" Aomine paused and looked at Tetsuya who's looking down "that guy…tried to kill himself"

"What?"

"Yeah, though he survive it. But after that, that person completely changed"

"Geez what a psycho"

"But still I'm surprised that he just punched you" Aomine said remembering how violent Akashi becomes after Tetsuya left.

"Maybe he got over it" Kagami said.

"Who knows" then suddenly Aomine smell something burning "Hoy Kagami what's that smell" Kagami cursed as he noticed that his cooking got burned he went back to whatever his cooking. Aomine just looks at Tetsuya that looks so down.

"Are you okay Tetsu?" he asked.

"I'm not gonna lie Aomine-kun….but…when I saw him…I think I…"

"You're what?"

"I think that…I'm still…I still love him, and that scared me. Because…"

"You'll be fine Tetsu"

"No I'm not worried about me, but I'm worried with Akashi-kun, you know how he is"

"Yeah, he'll probably come to you"

"And that's what scares me"

"It's going to be alright Tetsu"

"Yeah I hope it is"

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Seijurou Akashi heard the door of his apartment opened and saw someone came in. Of all the things that happened today, he especially didn't want to face her. He saw that the lights turned on and he saw a red hair girl standing over him. It's none other than his fiancé Akira, "What do you want?" he asked her with his cold domineering voice. However he didn't dare to face her, he just laid on the couch his back facing her.

"Nothing, I just want to annoy you" she said. He really didn't like this girl but it's his father's choice that he will have to marry her.

"Get the hell out of here" he said. She walks away and sits on the chair opposite him.

"I saw something interesting today" she said.

"I don't want your stupid antics today, go away" he said, he really is annoyed with her

"I saw that blue haired guy that was on your picture frame" she said as she stared at Akashi's back, Akashi sits up and faced her. When he faced her, he was glaring daggers at her.

"Get out of here now" he commanded her, however the girl doesn't seem to be fazed instead she sits on her back lazily.

"I saw him on our building today, and he seems to be looking for you. So did the two of you meet again? Was it a happy ending?"

"It's none of your business"

"So the two of you really did meet"

"Get out of here" he commanded but the girl didn't heed his command.

"Hmmm, he looks cute…what if I…" she trail as she glared back at Akashi.

"You'll what"

"What if I play with him, I'm sure he'll be easy to break" she said as she smiled evilly, and at the moment she said that Akashi's eyes were almost ready to kill someone. He saw the scissors that was near on his table, he immediately grab and throw it towards her. A few millimeters near and it would leave a deep scar on her face. The girl glared at him and said "You're aim's a little off"

"If you lay your hands on him, I'm pretty sure I won't miss next time"

"You're so easy to tease Seijurou-kun" she taunted him.

"Don't you dare say my name that way!"

"Why does it remind you of something?"

Akashi just glared at her "Get out now"

"Fine, however no matter how you tried to push me away, in the end you'll be tied down to me…You're going to be mine Seijurou-kun" she said as she disappeared to the door.

Akashi didn't know why but he really hates his life right now. He hates everything, he already loses sight of who he is, and he didn't even know what he should do. If only Tetsu's here, if he were here…"If he were here I wouldn't have to do this" he said. Before he knew it, he decided to go out, he have to see him.

He has to or else he'll lose his mind.

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Tetsuya stared at the city lights on his balcony, everything was shining so bright. However the night sky is empty, there is no single star in the sky, only the moon that shines so bright.

He still couldn't help but think of the past. It was his entire fault, the reason why everything turned out this way. It was his fault why Akashi changed, it's his fault that Akashi tried to kill himself, and it was his own fault why they have to suffer.

It all started that day. The day when the storm arrived.

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Tetsuya coughed several times as they were walking home, Akashi was beside him at that time, he was worried about Tetsuya "What's wrong Tetsu, are you alright?" he asked.

"Maybe I caught a cold" Tetsuya replied, his head is aching, and he felt like he's going to go dizzy, maybe he really did caught a cold. He seems to be tired all of a sudden. Akashi held his hand tightly; he noticed how cold it is.

"We should take you to a doctor" Akashi suggested, he really is worried about Tetsu.

"No I just feel tired, I can just take a rest at home" Tetsuya said, fist of all he didn't like to go to hospitals. When he was a child his parents were always at the hospital since his mother is admitted at the hospital, and whenever he went there he always smelled the scent of medicines that made him sick to the stomach and besides hospitals bring him nothing but grief.

"Are you sure?" Akashi asked again, he just smiled at the thought that Akashi is worried about him.

"Don't worry Akashi-kun, I'll be fine" he assured him. And as they walk together he rested his head against Akashi's shoulder, Akashi didn't say anything, and he knew how stubborn Tetsuya gets.

"Then we should hurry you home, and you shouldn't go to school tomorrow, you should take a rest" he said.

Tetsuya just smiled at Akashi, however Akashi just frowned "You shouldn't take things too lightly Tetsuya"

"Hai, I won't" he replied.

They already arrived at the Kuroko's residence "You should sleep well and eat well, you should take proper rest, don't exhaust yourself and while you're at it make sure you take some medicine"

He thinks that Akashi is like a mother taking care of his child "Yes I will mother""

"Hey don't joke around"

"Yes" he replied then suddenly Akashi give him a chaste kiss on the lips, Tetsuya blushed he didn't expect that. "Now go inside, and please, if you're hurt tell me"

"Yes I will, see you then Akashi-kun" he said.

"Yeah"

Then with that Tetsuya entered their house. When he got inn, he really didn't know why but he felt really tired and his visions started to blur. He passed by his father, who is reading some books, he noticed how Tetsuya seemed to be staggering "Oi Tetsu are you alright?"He asked and was alarmed by how Tetsuya is acting.

Then before he could answer suddenly he collapsed to the ground, all he heard was someone yelling and shouting before his mind went blank.

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Akashi reached the meeting spot where his driver always waited for him after he drops Tetsuya by their house. As he got in, he noticed an ambulance passing by, and it made him think about Tetsuya who's not feeling well today. He really looked paler than usual and he didn't even finish his lunch today, he really is not well today. He thought that he'll just visit him tomorrow.

Little did he know that it was Tetsuya that was on the ambulance, Tetsuya's father held on his son's hand tightly. Hikaru Kuroko didn't know what to do, he's scared of what's going to happen to Tetsu, he have already lost his wife and he couldn't afford to lose his son too.

When they reach the hospital, he saw the doctors flock around him, he heard them discuss about something before they took him to the emergency room.

He seemed to have waited like forever before one of the doctors came out of the room.

"Are you Tetsuya Kuroko's family?''

"Yes, I'm his father" he answered.

"We are not sure yet, but we found something in your son"

"What is it Doctor?" he nervously asked.

"We're not sure yet, but we think that you're son is suffering from a disease called lymphoma"

"Lymphoma?"

"Yes" Hikaru Kuroko didn't know what happened but he couldn't hear what the doctors said next, he felt numb, he have lost his wife and he's going to lose Tetsuya as well. He wouldn't let it happen. "Kuroko-san?" he heard the doctor called him.

"Wh-what is it?"

"Did someone in your family suffered from lymphoma before?" the doctor asked, when the doctor asked that he felt a déjà vu.

"Yes" he just numbly replied.

"Mind telling us who it is"

"It's my wife…his mother"

"I see, so its genetics" the doctor said as he writes it down on his records.

Hikaru's mind went blank as he heard what the doctors tell him about Tetsuya's sickness. He have known about the disease since it's the cause of his late wife's death. It a cancer originating from white blood cells called lymphocytes, though there are different types of lymphoma, Hikaru is scared that Tetsuya might have the same one as his wife.

"Doc, tell me what do you think my son has? Tell me what your suspicions are"

"Though we are not for sure yet, he might have a non-Hodgkin's lymphoma"

"What type?"

"Since we noticed the swelling in his chest and his arms, we suspect that he might have an SVC Syndrome. If that were to happen I advise that you should treat him immediately"

"Please doctor, please do everything you can to save him" he pleaded "I don't want to lose him too" the doctor looked at him sympathetically.

"We will sir, however we still have to run some test to make sure what kind of lymphoma he has"

"Okay"

"You can see him if you want" he said.

"Thank you" he said, and when the doctor left he went inside Tetsuya's room. When he got inside he couldn't help but cry, he's still young yet he's already going to suffer such dreadful disease. He saw his son sleeping so peacefully, he really resembles his mother so much that it pains him to even look at him, he even inherits her disease.

"I'm sorry" he said as he held his sons hand. "I couldn't protect you from this disease. I'm sorry Tetsuya"

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When Tetsuya woke up he noticed the white walls around him, and as he looks around him he confirmed that he is on the hospital. He decided to sit up, he noticed that there was something injected to his left arm, and it came to him that he collapsed on their living room. He saw the door opened and saw his father entered the room.

"You're awake Tetsuya"

"Why am I here?"

"You collapsed"

"I see" but when he looks at his father, he noticed something not right, he noticed that his father's eyes are red. "What happened otou-san"

Then suddenly his father hugged him tightly "What happened?"

"I'm sorry" then he felt that this father is crying.

"Why? What is it father?" he asked trying to find what's wrong

"I promise this time I'll do everything to cure you"

"Otou san, tell me what's the matter?" his father lets him go, Tetsuya stared at his father's blue eyes, he noticed there's full of sadness in there.

"You inherited your mother sickness" he said.

Tetsuya didn't know what to do but he felt he heard a ringing on his ear. He could see his father talking but he didn't herd him at all, all that's on his mind is the day when his mother disappeared. He saw how his father grieved over her, how he called her names so many times, yet all there is is the cold dead body of his mother.

Then all he saw in that moment is red, he saw a redhead, then he remembered Akashi. Then his tears started to fall, he remembered the promise he made with Akashi.

"Am I going to die?" he asked. His father didn't answer.

"I don't know yet Tetsuya, the doctors have to run some test first before the biopsy"

"Please father, I don't want to die yet" he pleaded him; he didn't want to leave Akashi, not now, not ever.

"Don't worry about that, I'll do everything…that's why we're going to America soon" when he heard what his father said, he felt his world's falling apart.

"Huh?"

"They have an advance treatment there, you won't object right?" his father said.

"When are we going there?" Tetsuya asked.

"Next month probably after the result of your biopsy, I think it's better if we diagnose you there."

Tetsuya didn't know why but he felt that something's going to break…

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"You'll catch a cold here" Tetsuya heard Kagami said, who offered him a jacket. It's almost winter and the air has gotten so cold, however Tetsuya doesn't seem to care.

"…" Tetsuya didn't answer and just took the coat.

"I didn't know you have a lover before" Kagami started.

"Yeah, I didn't tell you about him" Tetsuya said.

"Not that you have a reason to…So how did you're meeting turn up?"

"He punched me obviously"

"Yeah that I could tell"

"He was mad of course" Tetsu said with a small smile on his lips.

"Why?"

"I left him without saying a proper goodbye"

"No wonder he is mad"

"So why did you left him?"

"Isn't it obvious?"

"Oh you're sickness, but you're cured now, why didn't you meet him then?" Tetsuya didn't even really know the answer to that question.

"Maybe I don't have enough courage"

"Really?" Kagami asked.

"No, I…I'm scared…I think"

"Scared of what?"

"I'm not even sure about what"

"So do you still love him?"

Tetsuya didn't answer, he just stared at the dark night sky "Sometimes you just can't get whatever you want, and beside he's so far away now that I don't think I'll be able to reach him"

"You still haven't answered my question"

Tetsuya just smiled sadly and said "There was never a day that I haven't love him"

"I see, but I think your sickness is not the only reason why you left, isn't it?"

"You're sharp Kagami-kun"

"Shut up, idiot"

"You're right; it's not the only reason."

"Mind telling me?"

"No I don't mind"

"So what is it?"

"His father"

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Tetsuya arrived at the gate at that time; however he noticed that Akashi is nowhere to be seen. He had grown accustomed that Akashi will be waiting for him at the gate, however he was nowhere in sight instead there were two men in suit that approached him. He got scared for a moment, he wondered who they are.

"Are you Tetsuya Kuroko?" one of the men in suit asked.

"Yes, what do you want?"He answered

"Please follow us"

"Wait, I don't know you"

"You don't have to, Akashi-sama summoned you"

"Akashi?"

"Yes, Akashi Akihiko-sama called for you"

"Akashi-kun's father?"

"Yes, please follow us"

Tetsuya didn't know why but he just followed the two men in suit into the black sedan car. The two men ride on the front seat while he sits at the back, he felt so uneasy with them. He heard his phone ring, and when he opened it he saw Akashi's name.

From: Seijurou-kun

I'm sorry Tetsuya something came up I can't be with you today.

He replied saying that it's okay, though he didn't tell him that he was picked up his father.

After a while he noticed that the car stops and when he got out, he was amazed by what he saw. He saw a huge house that seems to be a mansion, it's probably Akashi's house, though he heard the rumor that he is rich, he didn't expect it to be like this. He heard the man in suit to follow them, and he just follows them without saying anything. As they passed in a long corridor that seems to go on forever, he noticed that the inside of the house is so big, that he felt like he is inside a castle or something.

However he noticed that despite the rich embellishments inside the house, he felt that it's so empty, unlike their house even if its small, he felt at such ease, but in this house it looks so intimidating that he didn't know how Akashi lived in this house. The men in suit stop at the huge mahogany door, they knocked on the door and someone opened, it. When he got inside he noticed that it was a study room. And there he saw the same red hair as Akashi, however, he didn't have the same heterochromatic eyes, this person has only the red ones on them and he looks a lot like Akashi however he is older.

He saw one of the men in suit whispered something into the older Akashi's ear and then he felt his eyes on him.

He heard him order the men in suit to leave the room; they complied obediently leaving the two of them alone. "So you're Tetsuya Kuroko"

"Yes, and you're?"

"I'm sorry to be rude; by the way my name's Akihiko Akashi, Seijurou's father" Tetsuya knew it was Akashi's father, they resemble each other so much that even the air around them is the same. They have the air of superiority that no one would dare to disobey.

"Why did you call for me sir?" he asked him. The old man looked at him and started speaking.

"Have you heard about the Teiko Enterprise, Kuroko-kun?" he said as he stood up from the chair that he is sitting and turn to look at the scenery outside his window.

"Yes, I believe that the company is a major stockholder at our school" Tetsuya replied, and he have heard a lot of things about the company. About how they manage to be on top regardless of what's happening.

"Yes it is, and do you know that it is a renowned company around the world"

"Yes"

"And do you know that the Akashi Family owned the company?" Tetsuya wasn't surprised anymore that the Akashi owned the company though he have no idea that they owned it.

"I believe not sir"

"I see" then the old man paused and looked at Tetsuya once more "Well, as you've heard we own the Teiko Enterprise and it is one of our major companies. We have different businesses around the world with different companies, and as we speak our business continues to progress."

"What are you trying to say sir?"

"Do you know how old Seijurou is?"

"We're about the same age, and I believe he is fifteen"

"You're right he is, and do you know he has already attained a position in the company?" Tetsuya was surprised to hear that. He didn't know that Akashi is already working at such a young age. "You see, Seijurou is already the vice-president of the Teiko Enterprise and when he's going to reach high school he'll be the president of the company"

"You've got to be joking, Akashi-kun is..."

"I know he's still young, however, my son is a genius, he follows my philosophy that he can't b defeated. I'm satisfied with his work all along, until…"

"Until?"

"Until he decides to give it all up"

"Why would Akashi-kun do that?"

"That son of mine decided to disobey me for the first time, and do you know the reason"

"I believe not sir"

"It was all because of you"

"Me?"

"Impossible he wouldn't do that-"

"He wouldn't do…but he already did, did you know that he ran away today?"

"Akashi-kun did?"

"Yes, just because I told him to break it off with you that he decided that he suddenly say things that he would give up everything just for you"

"NO! He must not do that"

"Yeah he should not, however he did…Look I know I may not have the right to but I found out everything about you"

"What do you mean sir?"

"Lymphoma is it?" Tetsuya's eyes widened as he heard the word. How the hell did he know about that?

"How did you-"

"I know everything about you Kuroko-kun, how your mother strived for her disease and in the end losing the battle against her disease. How your father almost didn't cope up with the lost of your mother. And now you, you have to be the one to face it right now"

"What do you want?"

"I want you to stop seeing Seijurou…you see that child has a great future ahead of him, but he's willing to give it up just for you. That's why I'm asking you a favor now Kuroko-kun…Please break up with him"

"But…I"

"I know you'll be leaving in a month's time, I'll be waiting for your answer Kuroko-kun just think about it"

"Yes"

"You can leave now; I hope you won't disappoint me Kuroko-kun"

+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+

Akashi clutched his steering wheel tightly, if it's not strong enough he would have already destroyed it. He didn't know why but all of a sudden he found himself driving towards Tetsuya' house and when he got there he found him staring blankly to the dark sky. He would do anything just to be beside him when suddenly a tall man with red hair come out to the balcony and joined him.

He felt his world shatter when he saw him together with the guy. Of course he would be with someone; it's been ten years after all. What did he expect? Did he expect Tetsu wouldn't find someone else after ten years? Did he expect that Tetsuya really loved him? He didn't know why but he felt so lost. He didn't know what he should do. He has no fucking clue what he should do.

He looks at Tetsuya one last time; he could see him smiling at the guy beside him. His chest hurt the moment he saw him smile, it should've been him. He should be the one beside him, the one that makes him smile, and the one that only makes him cry. However that place was stolen by someone else.

Everything was stolen.

To be continued

Author's note (Part Two): STTTAAAPPPHHHH…..Yeah I know right, part 2….well That was one long chapter, and this was supposed to be on chapter one….I'm so glad I cut it or else it will reach 9000+ words….wow that long….anyway hope you like it…I kind of thought there was some angst here…anyway…regarding their parents name, I hope the names are alright. I really don't know what their parent's names are. And I have an OC here, yeah, I know right, she's a bit bitchy, and I think she has a character the same as Akashi…yeah...I wonder what will happen…

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