A/N: um, I don't know why I didn't do this in the first place but did anyone read the Durarara light novel volume 11? If so, then please tell me what happen to Izaya! I'm dying to know whether he's alive or not! Please tell me!


Stage 3: First Date

Our lips never parted as he guided me to his single bed. His lips briefly left mine as he laid me down gently on his soft bed. I didn't have any time to sniff the pillows because as soon as I looked comfortable to him, he attacked my parted lips again. But even when I didn't have the time, I could vaguely smell the scent of tabacco and once again I felt safe.

Our wet kiss parted leaving a trail of saliva hanging in the air between our swollen lips. He wasted no time and quickly undressed me while giving butterfly kisses on my forehead, nose, cheeks, chin, jaw line, neck, collarbone and pretty much every where.

When I was finally completely naked, he kissed my chest and stomach then latched his mouth on one of my nipples and suckled on it. I blushed upon hearing the wet noises coming from his suckling.

My whole body was trembling from pleasure that I never knew I'll be experiencing. I squirmed and moaned under his heaven-like ministrations and my back arched when he swallowed my erection. The feeling of someone giving you a mind exploding blowjob was too much for me to handle.

I gasped and let out a silent scream as I came inside Shizu-chan's hot, wet mouth. I watched with ragged breaths and half-lidded eyes as Shizu-chan wiped the corner of his mouth with his thumb. My cheeks turned red when he locked gazes with mine. "Izaya…" I gulped. His honey-like voice had already turned hoarse and filled with desire.

Filled with lust.

Lust for me.

"Y-yeah?" He kissed my ear and whispered, "Can I?" my blush deepened and I glanced down towards Shizu-chan's crotch then I unzipped his zipper and took out his enlarged flesh. My eyes widened and I swallowed the lump in my throat. It was HUGE! I thought it would never fit! "Izaya…"

I snapped as I felt a lubricated finger pushed inside my tight hole and gasped. "O-owww! Shizu-chan it hurts! P-pull it out!" Tears started brimming at the corner of my eyes. Even with just his finger, it hurt like hell. "Izaya… Open your eyes your eyes." And so I did. I noticed that Shizu-chan already had his vest and buttoned-up shirt off. "Izaya…" He tilted my chin with his finger upward. "Look at me. I won't hurt you anymore…"

I couldn't find any words to say so I stayed silent and only focused on Shizu-chan's hazel eyes that were also transfixed on mine.

I wrapped my arms around his neck when I felt something larger poked at my entrance and braced myself. Tears flowed through my blushing cheeks when I felt it sliding inside me ever so slowly and from that I knew that Shizu-chan was trying to be gentle.

My eyes were clenched tight as I repeated 'it hurts, it hurts, it hurts…' in my head like a mantra. But I love Shizu-chan. And I want him to feel pleasure too. So I let him came inside me short after I came a second time.

"Shizu-chan…" I called while panting harshly from the afterglow of our previous activity.

"Hm?" Shizu-chan was also panting.

"I love you…" There was a moment of silent and just when I thought he fell asleep,

"I love you too…"


I blushed as I remembered what had happened between Shizu-chan and me last night.

That night, I slept peacefully inside Shizu-chan's arms. Nothing could describe how happy I was, but unfortunately my happy thoughts were interrupted by an icy cold voice.

"Izaya." I frowned. Just when I was starting to feel genuinely happy. You're such a party-pooper, Namie. Nevertheless, I threw her my usual smile. "Yes Namie, dearest?" She clicked her tongue at me and continued. "Phone call. For you." I stood up and picked up the phone from Namie's hold. "Yes. Orihara speaking." I greeted with my happiest tone.

"U-uhhh… I-Izaya…" A stuttering male voice. "Yes, that's me." "I-its Shizuo… "

I blinked twice then I blushed when I registered the name in my brain. "Wh-what's up?" It was my turn to stutter.

"I was thinking… That maybe… Y-you would like to go out today… With m-me?" My eyes widened and my mouth instantly curled upwards. "Shizu-chan? A-are you asking me out on a d-date?" I heard a muffled spurt.

I hope he didn't choke by his own spit. "D… D-d-d-d-d-d-DATE?" I placed my palm on my mouth to hold my laughter. 'Shizu-chan's so cute!'

"I-I-it's not a date! J-just walking and e-eating at R-Russia Sushi!" "That's called a date Shizu-chan." I could practically hear him blushing. "W-whatever! Do you want to or not?"

Pfft. Tsundere, much? But I guess it's not Shizu-chan if he just suddenly walk right to me with a bouquet of roses and recite romantic poems to me. I smiled cheerfully at that. "Well, if Shizu-chan insists~"

Who would ever say 'no' to that adorable monster? Well, certainly not me. With a click of his tongue, he spoke a bit grumpy by my answer. "Th-then I'll pick you up at six." I could literally feel flowers blooming in my heart. "I'll be waiting~"

2.40 pm.

I blushed as I reminisced what Shizu-chan did and said to me last night.

3.25 pm.

The said blond called me and asked me out on a date. I zoomed to my walk-in closet right after I dismissed Namie and pondered about what clothes I should wear for our first date as a couple.

I sighed in defeat when I couldn't decide whether to wear black or red, but panic took over me when I glanced at the clock.

5.20 pm.

'Shit!' I rushed towards the bathroom and took a quick shower for a good 25 minutes and dried my hair for about 10 minutes. Then I put on a long sleeve V-neck red shirt and wore a sleeveless checkered hoodie over it with a black skinny jean. After I perfectly combed my hair I glanced at the clock again.

6.01 pm.

'Perfect. Shizu-chan should arrive in a couple of minutes.' When I looked at myself in the mirror I blushed and then I face-palmed. I totally felt like a virgin high school girl about to go on her first date with her first boyfriend. I sighed.

6.10 pm

The doorbell rang and I quickly ran to the door. After an awkward greeting that involved LOTS of blushing, we finally head out to the train station.


It was really awkward and weird when we were walking in Ikebukuro. All and I meant ALL of the inhabitants stared at us somewhat in fear and awe. Fear if suddenly the reincarnation of violence would blow up and awe because two life-long enemies were suddenly walking side-by-side without the usual heavy atmosphere surrounding them.

But it was fun as I got to observe my lovely humans' reactions! But of course, my favourite is still Shizu-chan~!

The date was really simple, actually. We went to the cinema to watch a horror movie, then we head over to Russia Sushi for lunch (Apparently Simon was incredibly happy that we finally 'made up' and told Kadota and his gang about us. Which made Karisawa danced with Yumasaki in glee.) and after that we went shopping.

"Ah! Shizu-chan! Look, look!" I called out to the blond as I dragged him to the area that caught my attention. "Huh? Look at what?" I pointed at the shelf that has thousands of mugs neatly arranged in it and screamed, a little bit frustrated. "That! That!"

Shizu-chan squinted his eyes and leaned closer. "What am I looking at?" I furrowed my eyebrows and puffed up my cheeks to make a childish pout. "That red mug that has 'HITO LOVE' on it!"

The tall male walked closer to the shelf and studied the said mug then he lifted it and chuckled. "It's so you." My cheeks reddened. 'Was that a compliment?'

He stared at me with the corner of his eye. I quickly looked away and my blush deepened. "Wh-what? I just thought that it was cute."

"Do you want it?" My eyes widened and I quickly turned my head towards Shizu-chan. "Eh?" He played with the mug in his hand. "If you want it… I'll buy it for you…" Then he locked eyes with mine. "So do you?" I blushed for the millionth time and fixated my gaze on my italic black and red sport shoes then I shyly nodded.

When I heard footsteps walking away I look up. Shizu-chan's already paying at the cashier. When he finished he hand the paper bag over to me and said while adverting his eyes from me with a faint blush dusting his cheeks. "Don't misunderstand, ok? I just felt bad about last night. You know… If I forced you… It must've hurt, right?" He flailed a bit when he said that.

I shook my head and smiled at him. "You didn't force me to do anything, Shizu-chan. I was actually very happy that I was finally being held by you last night." The tall blond smiled and ruffled my hair then held out his hand in front of me.

"Come on, let's go home." I took his hand and he led me out of the store. Although we got a lot of weird stares, I didn't care. Shizu-chan didn't care, either. In fact, the large warm hand that was holding mine tightened its grip and my smile widened.

I looked down at the paper bag and held it close to my heart. My expression showed pure bliss.

'Shizu-chan's first present for me…'

Little did I know as it was the first, it was also the last thing the blond bodyguard will ever give me…

I stared at the porcelain mug with a bubbly smile and chin tucked inside my hands. My work was completely abandoned two hours ago. And that was how long I've been staring and smiling at the red mug that has 'HITO LOVE' imprinted on it.

"It's so you."

I giggled when I recalled the date we had two days ago and continued my stare. I traced my fingertips over its cold figure, "I could stare at you all day long…"


Shit. Did I just think that the FLEA actually looked PRETTY? Oh, fuck. I shook my head and face-palmed. 'No. It's okay. I'm only attracted to him 'cause we had sex. That's all.'

As I closed my heavy eyelids I saw Izaya naked, his face flushed. His black bangs stuck to his sweaty forehead. The sound of his dirty panting echoed in the darkness. He opened his eyes and stared at me through half-lidded eyes. Then his pink soft parted lips moved. "Shizu-chan…" The way he whispered could send anyone's blood rushed to his or her groin.

That's when I snapped my thoughts. I glanced at my crotch and glared at it. I couldn't believe it. I got hard just imagining Izaya naked and whispering my name. I glanced at my growing erection again. I sighed and stood up to made my way to Shinjuku.


And indeed I actually did stared at the mug until I fell asleep. But my slumber was interrupted by sudden banging no my door. I woke up and after a grunt and a long yawn I shuffled sluggishly to the front door while muttering "Coming!" loud enough for whoever that was in front of the door, to hear and stopped the obnoxious knocking.

I opened the door and my tired eyes instantly shot open when I saw Shizu-chan standing in front of me. I was about to ask, "What are you doing here?" but without even a warning he grabbed my wrist and pulled me into a rough yet melting kiss. I cried softly at the sudden gesture, nevertheless I clung to the blond tightly.

Shizu-chan started trailing sloppy kiss along my jaw-line, moving down to my neck before gently nipped at my clavicles. I repressed a moan and widened my eyes a bit as I felt myself being lifted. "Shizu-chan?"

"Where's the bedroom?" The blond ask huskily, mocha orbs glazed over with lust and carnal need. I gulped, blushing at eyes looking at me like that and nodded towards upstairs.

Shizu-chan kicked open the door and gently placed me on the bed. He wasted no time and started divesting himself of his clothes with me just watching in stunned silence.

My mind was a puddle as my red eyes skimmed over the well-toned abdomen, taut muscles twisting under the slight tanned skin.

I swallowed and licked my lips nervously before I was pushed down against the bed with a very naked and sexy Shizu-chan hovering over me.

"Shizu-chan…" I muttered breathily, closing my eyes as I traced the pads of my fingers over the ridges of his stomach. The blond responded with a soft groan and captured my mouth, gently sucking on my lower lip making me let out a soft mewl.


Izaya slipped out of his clothes and moaned loudly as soon as he felt me entering him. I thrust softly before picking up the pace as soon as my cock twitched from my impending orgasm.

Izaya was a moaning and writhing mess underneath me and I absorbed the spectacle, shooting my seed deep within the tight crevice with a loud moan. Izaya came right after and splashed the sticky white fluid on my toned abs and felt my weight upon him.

We stayed there, unmoving as our heartbeats returned to normal. I sat up, eyes a bit heavy while basking in the afterglow.

Izaya was still catching his breath, cheeks still flushed daintily and looking oh-so-fuckable with my cum leaking out of his round ass. But I controlled my urges and pulled him to my lap before taking the covers and spreading it over our bodies.

Izaya immediately snuggled against my warm chest; a tired but content smile was plastered on his face.


I opened my eyes and stared half-lidded at the black nothingness in front of me. I sat up and glanced to my left and right. The black walls seemed endless. I slowly stood up and started walking aimlessly, searching for a light or something of that sort.

As I walked through the empty atmosphere, a thought suddenly hit me. I couldn't remember when, how or why I was here. I tried thinking harder, but I couldn't even remember who I am.

Suddenly I heard a voice.

It sounded familiar.

"Shizuo…"

My eyes widened when I realized that it was calling a name.

It was calling for me!

I turned my head towards the voice. The darkness lit up and now I was surrounded by warm white walls and doors. I frowned and tried to listen to the voice harder to determine which door I should open.

"Shizuo…" It called again and I hurriedly open the door that I was sure can lead me to that angelic voice.

But I was wrong. Another row or doors awaited me instead of the owner of that voice.

The honey-like voice continued to cry out my name as I desperately searched for it. I opened one of the thousand doors and my eyes widened when I saw a black figure hugging its knees together. It sobbed like a lost child while calling my name over and over again.

I approached it slowly and my eyes softened. It looked so small like that, that I almost thought it really was just a child. I crouched in front of it but when it didn't seem to notice me I patted his head softly.

It flinched then slowly looked up to me. Its red eyes that were glimmering with tears stared straight into my hazel ones. I frowned. 'Those amazing eyes… I've seen it before…'

It tilted its head to the side. "Shi…zuo…?"

I smiled and gave a little nod. Its demon-like eyes widened then it wrapped its arms around my neck and practically jumped on top of me resulting for me to fall on to my butt and the figure landed in my lap.

I was dumbfounded for a moment but when I heard it muttering my name in that soothing voice of its, my whole muscle relaxed.

"Shizuo… Finally… Finally…"

My heart clenched a little when it said that. 'So it's been waiting for me all this time…' Instantly, I wrapped my arms around its waist and drowned myself in that pleasurable warmth.

It continued to sob so I tried to comfort him.

"It's okay now… Because I'm here…"

'No disaster can touch us anymore…'

And it worked as its arm loosened around my neck and I closed my eyes and smiled. But when the warmth disappeared out of the blue, I shot my eyes open. The white walls were replaced by the black nothingness again.

I stood and frantically searched for the black figure.

"Shizuo…"

I turned my head towards the voice and relief took over me. I quickly ran towards it and wrapped my arms around its head and waist. My hold tightened when I felt small hands on my back. This time, I won't let go.

It called my name again. But the soothing voice was now sad… And abandoned… I opened my eyes when I felt that small palm became deathly cold. The black figure turned white and tears were flowing non-stop from its supernatural eyes.

It placed its hands on my cheeks and I hissed when I felt icy cold came in contact with my skin.

"Why…?" It asked in a deceived tone and searched my eyes with betrayal hidden in its crimson ones. It closed those said eyes.

"It hurts…"

I felt like my own tears were about to burst when it said that with a mourning voice. And on an instinct, my eyes traveled downwards to its stomach and I almost screamed when I saw its white stomach being tainted in red by a piece of a shattered glass stabbed in to it.

I gasped and trembled when my eyes slowly revealed the hand that was holding the glass firmly in its stomach was actually my own. My trembling eyes slowly looked upwards and I flinched when its crimson orbs stared straight in to mine.

"Why, Shizuo?" I shook my head shakily with eyes widened and gaped mouth. Its cold lifeless hands fell limply to its side.

"I loved you…" I mentally screamed, "And I love YOU!" But my confession remained unheard and I could only watch as it fell backwards in slow motion.

"I truly did… Loved you…"

My whole body shook uncontrolled as I stared at the crimson liquid that was flowing from the cold white body on the ground, forming a shape of a Garnett butterfly. The tears began to drip from my eyes then finally I screamed at the top of my lungs and listened to it echo around me…

Around us…

I stared expressionless at the same bloody shattered piece of glass in my hand that was inside its stomach.

Now, buried deep inside my chest.

I smiled sadly and closed my eyes.

"It's okay… I'll join you in a minute… So…"

Wait for me…


A/N: Cliffhanger! Haha, sorry about that. So! Can you guess what happened just now? And why did it happen? If you're correct, I'll upload three chapters in a row! Don't worry, I already wrote Silver Storm in my notebook and there are still seven chapters I haven't uploaded yet. And I finally finished chapter 2 of 70 Days! Hooray! So after I proofread it, I'll upload it okay? Reviews are wanted! Oh, I won't write the preview for the next chapter anymore as it will reveal a LOT of spoilers, kay? ^_^